You are the Sun and I am the Moon
Episode 35 The Pain

With an uncertain feeling, with a chaotic mind, Nabila decided to go home. After Erick left and did not give him an answer that convinced Nabila. But, instead of giving an information that makes Nabila confused, afraid, and very curious.

Nabila came home using taxis and during the trip Nabila just looked out the window. He thought back to Erick's words.

Nabila again remembered one by one Erick's words earlier. First, Erick said that Nabila must stay away from Rafa if not the bad possibility that will happen Rafa can return to coma and can even be unconscious due to accidents in the past that made injuries to his head.

After that, Erick also said there was a shadow in the past that always makes Rafa feel pain in his head and it turns out that the shadow can appear if Nabila is near Rafa.

"So, all this time, since Rafa doesn't remember me, he can see a shadow about me in the past. But he did not remember and did not understand who and how the shadow could appear." Nabila said in his heart.

Nabila was back made dizzy. Is it because Nabila was Rafa's lover in the past? is it because Rafa hasn't really forgotten about Nabila?

"So, did Rafa actually really not forget me? is the memory of me still in Rafa's memory?" Nabila spoke again in his heart.

Nabila recalled Erick's words that made him very surprised when Erick said that in fact, after Rafa was aware of the accident Rafa actually did not forget the memory of Nabila. But, Nabila did not find a continuation of Erick's words at that time because Erick had to take care of his patients.

"Aaahh, why is everything like this? why is everything getting so complicated?" Ask Nabila frustrated. Nabila randomized her hair a sign that she was very frustrated with all these thoughts.

Nabila looked out the window and leaned her head against the window. He just hopes that all this can be finished quickly and quickly passed. After arriving home. Nabila directly to his gray room. He helped his mother take the medicine. After that, Nabila's mother went back to sleep because she wanted to rest.

"When you have a problem? your appearance looks messed up. Your eyes also seem out of focus." Said Nabila's mother. He held the hand of Nabila who was about to leave after he enveloped his mother.

Nabila turned around and turned back to face her mother. He hid his face that seemed to be a burden and only showed a fake smile to his mother.

"Mom, don't think about me, ma'am. Maybe I'm just tired because I've been doing a lot of activities all day. The most important thing now is to rest and calm your mind." Said Nabila softly while smiling.

"Mom's just worried about you, son. You know that you're the only valuable person I have right now, so, I don't want you to know why Napa. I just don't want to lose you." Said Nabila's mother.

"Yes Mom, mother is also a very valuable person that I care for and love in this world. So I don't want you to get sick anymore. I'm afraid Mom, I want to see you until you get old." Nabila.

"Well, yasudah. Then you should rest too. You must have been so tired all day." Said Nabila's mother smiling.

"Good Mom." Nabila said and left her mother's room. Not forgetting that he closed his mother's door.

After closing the door to her mother's room. Then from outside the door Nabila looks sobbing. But he held back his crying voice by covering his mouth with both hands. So that her mother would not hear her crying.

He can't hold all this. He just wants to cry. He just wanted to express all his feelings right now just by crying. The end of this many things that make Nabila's heart very sick and sad.

Next Day

Nabila woke up from her sleep. He saw his dihp clock which was located on the table beside his mattress. The day has shown at 7 am, Nabila woke up because today he had to cook and prepare his mother's needs because Nabila's mother was sick.

"As a result of crying all night my eyes become so swollen like this. Huhhh, I wash my face first. I just cooked for mom's breakfast." Nabila said and after that he went into his bathroom.

After you are ready to wash your face and brush your teeth. Nabila directly kedapur. Today Nabila wants to make soup for her mother.

"Because mom's sick again so breakfast this morning I'm gonna make some soup. Mother's body should be warm. By eating this soup I hope that you will get well soon." Nabila. He was very busy taking the ingredients from the refrigerator.

After finishing cooking, Nabila cleaned all kitchen utensils and cooking ingredients and prepared to deliver one bowl of soup and one glass of warm water to his mother's room.

When he stood in front of his mother's door. Nabila exhaled first, then he went into his mother's room. When Nabila had opened the door of his mother's room, Nabila saw his mother who had been awake and sitting while leaning against a pillow in the bed.

"Mother .., mother is awake. Today I made breakfast soup for my mother. I'm sure by eating my homemade soup, my mother's condition will improve." Nabila smiled at her mother. Nabila didn't want to see his sadness last night.

"Oh, this one mother's son is very diligent. It's beautiful, great cooking again. It also tastes good." Said Nabila's mother. While tasting the artificial sip Nabila.

"Yes dong Bu, all this is the mother who taught Nabila." Said Nabila smiling.

"You didn't have breakfast, either?" Ask mom Nabila.

"Later on, Mom, I'm not hungry yet." Nabila said while watching her mother eat her soup. Sometimes he would massage his mother's feet.

Suddenly hp Nabila vibrated a sign that there was an incoming message. Nabila immediately took his cellphone which was in his pants pocket.

When I opened the message. Instantly he was surprised because it was a message from Rafa and in that message Rafa said so that Nabila did not forget their promise today. Even in the message, Rafa said that it will be noon Rafa who will pick up Nabila.

Nabila immediately closed the phone and kept it back. At times like this Nabila must take care of his mother who is sick. He could not let his sick mother stay home alone.

Apparently, Nabil's mother realized that Nabila seemed to be hiding something. Ibu Nabila saw that Nabila's eyes were not focused after reading the message from her phone earlier.

"Who is that? is something bothering you? I see, after you saw your phone you looked surprised and didn't reply to the message." Said Nabila's mother.

"Actually today I have an appointment with someone ma'am. But I can't possibly leave, I have to take care of you Mom. I'll just tell him I can't go." Said Nabila's mother.

"Go, mother holds Nabila's hand. I feel better, I just need to rest and take medicine. I can do it on my own, you can't cancel the promise you made with that guy. He must have been very hopeful for your promise today. So, go." Said Nabila smiling.

"really Ma'am? thanks Mom, I love you so much, Mom." Arina. Because it was so happy Nabila even hugged his mother.

"If you know who you have an appointment with? I see you're very happy and very enthusiastic." Said mother.

"Actually Ms ..." Nabila seemed to be thinking seriously.