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10 Minutes later...

"Doc!"

"Doctor!!"

"Doctor Dhita!"

Sarah calls Dhita who is still daydreaming at her desk. Though the clock has shown the time he did the operation but is still in this room without responding at all to his call directly Sarah took a rubber rubber band that is usually made to be rubber wrap his favorite pecel rice.

Ctakk...

"Youuu..." Ringis Dhita immediately rubbed her forehead that was hit by rubber that Sarah pointed at her to Sia.

Dhita immediately stared intently at Sarah who was moving the rubber sap on her smooth eel.

"What the hell Sar! Sick tau." Said Dhita did not like because his eel became sore because of the rubber sap.

"That's your patient's surgery she said today!" Sarah rolled her eyes at the clock on the wall.

"Astaghfirullahalazim home... Sarah! Why didn't you call me that!" Dhita said in a hurry because he had to go to the operating room.

"It's been called 3 times Doc. If you don't hear don't dream Doc!!!" Said Sarah while insinuating Dhita who called her not calling him because of her schedule.

After being busy with this extraordinary job, Dhita must hold back her anger when it comes to connecting with doctors who are currently employed by Harapan Hospital.

Someone who yesterday introduced himself as a surgeon recruited by the RS now even make him die of lice, he had to work with men like Antarctica, he had to work with men like Antarctica, dhita will freeze without doing anything until she is removed from the hospital.

'Jeez... Why this hospital is so weird right now. Why should this person work with me try!!!' my mind is starting to not accept the presence of people who judge it from the outside.

With a difference I returned to the special room of the doctor because there seems to be an impromptu operation that requires an expert like him. Deftly do everything and help as much as possible in there because the operation is not entirely his later.

Not feeling the night. I went back to the room to clean myself and also changed my work clothes with a sultry casual dress when the night came when I was still wearing the work suit.

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Next morning...

Dhita wakes up. He quickly got up and only had time to change his clothes and brush his teeth. After that he just took some sandwiches in the refrigerator that last night he made at midnight. Because he didn't expect that this would happen and it was true that the sandwich helped me to prop my stomach up before the assignment.

The clock shows at 9 a.m. I set the alarm at 6am this morning, but it could be too late. And again his phone that usually sounds suddenly does not bring up signs.

This time he felt strange because he could be given a ship with a new person and again he felt there was something strange with the person who was previously introduced by Galang to him.

He, Galang. A distant relative of his mother-in-law's sister Dhita. Huh! If this is the case he prefers to move to become a gynecologist only so as not to meet or one ship with people who currently see him with a gaze judging him from top to bottom.

Dhita hates admitting that the man is handsome. But the difference seems to be that person has crossbreed blood. Maybe I don't want to make my head dizzy at this moment by thinking about the person before me at this moment.

Dhita only took a deep breath after that back run his car breezed towards the lane his apartment was in. Actually he wants to go home to my parents but unfortunately tomorrow there is a morning ship.

Actually the shiona was only until the afternoon so I only took time to eat lunch after that work for a while and then returned.

Actually he works also does not know the time and sometimes woke up in the middle of the night because there was a sudden call from the RS. However, in recent times there have been no incoming calls resulting in Dhita ship sometimes from morning until evening.

I'm tired, but that's my job right now. But even more tired of having to take care of that person. Yeah, the guy who put his ship together with that guy and got him involved with each other.

Tonight was impressed only a few people who were on guard and some doctors had gone home because of the ship.  I just checked my watch and unexpectedly the clock showed at 10 p.m. I can only massage my temples which hurts a little.

GECK... GECK... GECK...

The sound of knocking on the door made me turn my eyes towards the door.

"What do you need to do here?" I asked when I saw who knocked on the door. Who could have guessed that the man would come to my room personally.

"..."

There was no answer from the man. I can only wait until the man opens his voice.

Yes, Dhita knows who it is. Randi—Kaknya, our relationship was not good after the incident. We have isolated ourselves and given distance and time at the same time.

I only let him in because it was his schedule day until night. He's better at home for a while than out there he'll meet a lot of stupid bodyguards and this brother of his. Yes, I still need time to overcome that phobia.

Sometimes every night I still cry in silence when the dream reappears without him wanting. Keep shackling myself in the darkness of that dream.

But the longer the dream kept eating away at him slowly. No one in his family knew of the sufferer including his father and his brother. They just encourage Dhita to forget about it.

What they say easily but different from Dhita who experienced it. Who said it was easy. You who accept but others tell you easily it feels like you want to make the person who said it feel what he felt all along.

Arriving in the living room I immediately stepped my feet towards the kitchen set taking a few glasses and snacks. I don't know that's all he had while the food only had prayers and sandwiches. Rice? He hasn't made it yet because he went to bed last night without making any food at all.

After finishing taking everything Dhita sat herself in a single Shofia next to the seat that Randi sat in.

"Where are you?" Ask Dhita who just opened a refreshment drink that she usually stock in the kitchen set cabinet.

"It's still the same as it used to be." My answer is because that's how I am at the moment. Drink the drink slowly.

I know what his brother will talk about this time but let him do the talking.

"Dad wants you to go home, Dhis." Her voice carelessly looked around the room of my apartment with a gaze judging each interior.

"I'm sorry I can't." I refused to ask for it.

I closed my eyes because now that terrible memory suddenly appeared in my mind.

My entire senses were closed instantly. The body trembled violently even asphyxiated. His body could be weakened again.

NOT NOW! Please hold on a little while.

My mind begged to hold on for a little while.

As much as anything in apologizing as he wanted that memory never disappeared. All of them! Yes everything. Let alone to forget to make it difficult.

Randi saw everything. Yes, he intends to approach me who is in a bad state.

"STOPPA...  Don't act like that. That's not who you really are." I firmly held back her aching chest. Yes it hurts so much. How could he return to drop like this.

He had to take the medicine again. He has to go back to the room again.

I hurriedly stood up and ran a little. But this time it was not so fast that my consciousness disappeared when it was almost close to the stairs.

BRAAAKK...

It seems like it is time for me to leave after this. Disappeared from her brother again. Don't be in the near future to see her brother again. He hated his body so weak again.

Randi who saw it immediately took Dhita to the nearest Hospital which is Dhita's own workplace. And conduct an outdoor administration where he gets action.

Like this is a very hard life received by Dhita who only works as a surgeon. Time passed quickly until everything that had been done by the doctors who handled Dhita came out of the room.

"How is he doing?" Randi asked the doctor who had just come out of his sister's room.

"His "psychology was shaken which caused excessive trauma that impacted his weakened body. Looks like he hasn't eaten in days because when he checked your brother's blood pressure was too low and again his body was like a lot of scars." Obviously the doctor was on Randi.

Randi was surprised by the condition of his sister. He used to do that to educate his sister to be stronger and more resistant when having to take care of all their family's property later. But he was wrong. He hurt his sister so deeply.

"Thank you, Doc." Said Randi who was still at home standing in front of Dhita's room.

'Sorry!' batin Randi while looking from outside the room was Aira's slightly pale body.

Yeah, Randi just found out everything. It's all about her sister having this severe psychological disorder.

In fact he invited Dhita home not because of that but there was one and other things he had to do to Dhita at his father's house. Yes, actually he loves his sister more than anything but it seems he did it wrong to make his sister should be like that.

"Wait a little while you'll apologize to me properly." He said and walked away from Dhita's room.

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On the other side...

Where's that girl? No one was in the doctor's room. There will soon be a doctor's meeting.

"Pffts... He said Dr. Dhita entered the ER room, was that right?" Said one of the nurses passing by.

"Not sure but hear from the ER nurse he said yes." The other nurse.

Wait what was that? THE ER? Being groomed? What the hell is this?

That's how Devan's mind is at the moment. Just yesterday he saw the girl was fine and now it has to be in the ER what really happened.

Devan was in a hurry to the ER located in this hospital. Hurriedly asked the whereabouts of Doctor Dhita who was one of his colleagues in some time before and the future time later.

Some treatments and doctors see Devan as restless and over-exciting as it makes some of them assume things are not-nothing. Devan does not discuss that which he hugs there see the state of his partner only, no more.

Who said he had feelings for the girl. Oh, NO! It's better to be single than to have to deal with that stubborn-looking girl. Indeed what people see is not what they assume is indeed people see yes close to Dhita but yes consider Dhita is only a working partner.

Geck... Geck... Geck...

Devan knocked on the ER door and he could see through the glass on the door. Seeing Dhita who had leaned her head on the head of the ER brangkar.

Dhita who heard that also let the person who knocked on the door of the room enter. And immediately his eyes widened wide to see who entered the room he was in. Yeah, well, she knew that her brother might have brought her here. To this hospital.

But what he saw was unexpected. Though only 2 days the person visited here but looks familiar with the surrounding environment. He knows that most likely yes and also that person will often meet and spend a lot of time together.

Actually his hobby is a little hampered his work but he covered it and fought a little overwhelmed with his psychological condition for a long time.

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They both fell silent in the silence that controlled the atmosphere of the ER room. Yes, Dhita finished followed by another doctor immediately realized not long ago. He should be in the ward, right? Why are we still in the ER room. I don't know if he doesn't want to bother about all that. It is better to go to his room to work than to remain silent in the room.

"What do you need?" Asked Dhita who was umpteenth time to the person in front of her who was still silent without a sound.

At that moment, the man just opened his voice. "Nothing." His words were straightforward and so relaxed that Dhita let out a long sigh.

"If you don't, excuse me, please enjoy this room." Dhita began to step away from the room but suddenly her hand was held by the person.

"Who said you could get out of this room?!" His words full of emphasis made Dhita raise next to her eyebrows.



Dhita knows this is not the next good thing. Dhita looked back at her held hands then looked back at the person who was intercepting her with a cynical look.

"Detach!-" he said, jolting loudly to let the man's hand slip from his hand.

"I'm fine so you don't have to worry about me." Dhita then died that room which is now filled by that person.

During the new trip this time he felt that his wrist was a little sore but did not evoke that memory. It felt like something missing had returned.

But what is missing and what has come back? Dhita again rubbed his hand to the other wrist that he could still feel the former grip of the man earlier.

Looks like it's true that I have to take care of the leave letter in order to clear this mind. It has not been a holiday in a long time either. Is the cut long?

Yes, Dhita likes holidays especially if the length seems good. Did he invite his best friend to schedule a vacation? That seems like a good idea.

Dhita instead of going home he immediately worked after leaving the ER room earlier. Who is resting if he still has a lot of responsibilities here. If you have to rest not here but at home because he hates to be treated here.

It felt like a dark shadow covered his entire body that felt cold until he could no longer get any warmth into it.