You'Re My Brother (BTS)
The eps 69

2 weeks later...

Saerin was sitting on a park bench behind the house, holding a cell phone in his hand. Not sure what he was waiting for, but he really hoped that in a few seconds there would be a phone coming in from his phone. However, the atmosphere there was very quiet, silent. There was only the sound of the wind blowing and hitting his face. No cell phone ringing. But Saerin still faithfully stared at his mobile phone.

1 second...

2 seconds...

3 seconds...

Nothing happened. His heart began to be frustrated, waiting for a certainty but he never got it.

Someone patted his shoulder slowly and then slowly sat down beside him. A young namja looked at him so intensely. His hand was still on Saerin's shoulder. She wanted to open her voice, but her heart always held her back from saying.

A few seconds later, he steadied his heart and then made a sound,

"Saerin, what are you doing here?" tanyanya gently. But Saerin did not answer.

"Are you not hungry? It's noon, want to eat out?" take him to Saerin who is not at all wrinkled.

"Sa-"

"Have I been waiting a few weeks?... How long have I been waiting?... Can I hold on longer?... When will this end?.." said Saerin who was still staring at the screen of his dead phone.

"What are you saying this is Saerin?"

"I can't say anything more, I'm out of words. I also ran out of confidence. I really hope they call me just to let me know. But reality doesn't go the way. I'm so sorry for my delusion"

"Saerin I beg you, don't continue like this. I'm always sad to see you in this state. Let's just forget the past, he won't be able to go back to Saerin"

"He's.... " Saerin paused for a moment then he turned to Huenangkung. "Or us?" he made a new question mark on the name.

Huenangkai gulped his saliva looking at Saerin's instantly sharpened gaze. Then he sighed slowly and spoke again.

"She" Huenangkai paused for a moment. "Past time.... The past cannot come back to us. It's not us who can't go back in time."

Saerin was completely at a loss for a word. He again digested the intent of Huenangkung's words. Now that he was getting nervous, his mind was starting to get upset. The mixed feelings came back to haunt him. Saerin was completely out of mind. Himself as empty. The memory in his brain was instantly empty, vanishing.

Wh why? Why is this so painful? Very, very, very painful. They started playing him. Yeah, they made this game. They're....

"If only I could go back in time, then I alone would fix this problem. And will write a new storyline that is more fun" said Saerin with a slanted smile.

"Whatever you're thinking about right now, so far I can only calm you from the negative things that fill your mind" Huenangkung inner.

But suddenly Saerin was crying. His eyes began to emit clear grains that descended smoothly but so profusely like a waterfall. It is hard to stop, even very difficult to stop. Huenangkung could only stare at Saerin, confused? For sure. He was always confused by Saerin's attitude which sometimes changes. Not just once, but many times he saw it like this. Tired up? Maybe! He was very tired, but could only move.

Before long Huenangkai stretched out his hand, directly the movement was reciprocated by Saerin with a tight hug. Very, very tightly, to make Huenangkung almost asphyxiated. But he understood, the little girl must be in desperate need of a warm, close embrace from someone. He tried to endure the tightness in his chest from Saerin's tight embrace.

Huenangkura returned the embrace gently while stroking Saerin's hair mane.

"Don't get arrested again, just get everything out. Take all your grief out. You deserve to cry now. It's okay, only you and I know this." Huenangkai smiled and then kissed Saerin's head.

While Saerin had cried so much that he made Huenangkung wet clothes. Right, only he and Huenangkut only know. That's the only name he can trust.

"Hiks... I want to forget it, but I don't know why I can't forget it either." Saerin.

"Trust me Saerin, you'll be able to forget him. And you will be happy with me" inner Huenangkung.

Skip~

The next day...

Today is not a good day for Saerin. The weather this morning was very bright, even the sun was shining faster than usual. It wasn't Saerin who made the mess, it was himself who was in a mess. The situation was so sad, that he was forced to be allowed not to go to school today.

Previously Saerin had several times destroyed items in his room because he was depressed. Maybe not too much, but when he has lost control then whatever is beside him will be destroyed to disdain his own room.

Huenangkai was completely made senseless by Saerin. This made him even more worried. Saerin's situation is getting worse. She believes her little girl can forget her bad past. But what happened was the opposite. Everything is hard to control for Saerin.

"Saerinu... Calm down please... It's me Huenangkung... I'm here Saerin.." said Huenangkai who was calming Saerin down.

Saerin was screaming hysterically, he rebelled in the arms of Huenangkung. It's really fucked up. He can't even control himself. Tears continued to flow violently. His eyeballs began to turn red, Saerin's entire body trembled violently. His body temperature was also very hot. Huenangkung until slightly sweating while hugging Saerin's body.

"Saerin. already, please be aware... Why are you being like this hm?"

Saerin could not stop crying and screaming. He was really depressed for the time being.

"I'm sure you must be tired of all this. You're too small to face this problem. Your mind must be very heavy because you keep thinking about this big problem. I know that.." Inner Huenrung who almost shed her tears.

"Why is everything so hard like this?" inner back.

Skip day~

Because he got word that Saerin didn't go to school because he was sick. Jiyeon and Junho agree to visit Saerin to Huenangkung's house. Previously Jiyeon had called Saerin's number first that she and Junho would visit him. But because Saerin was resting because of the sedative effect of the doctor, so Huenangkam was the one who answered the phone.

It might not hurt if Huenangkai let the two close friends of Saerin to see the situation. It could have been that after he met his friend, Saerin would have felt better.

The doorbell rang several times, indicating someone was waiting outside.

Huenangkung rushed to the main door and opened the door for Saerin's two friends who had already come, Jiyeon and Junho. They went into Saerin's room. While Huenangkung went to prepare drinks and snacks for them.

In Saerin's room...

Jiyeon and Junho were both glued to see Saerin lying on the bed. His face was pale, and his eye bags looked like pandas. Can Saerin not sleep?

"Saerinu... What the hell's been going on? Why are you doing this?" jiyeon asked who was sitting on the side of the bed staring at Saerin.

"Is it that bad?" june who was standing next to the bed.

"Maybe, I don't know either." replied Jiyeon.

"He looks so sick, what is he really sick?"

Jiyeon just shrugged her shoulders not knowing for Junho's question.

A second later Saerin's fingers began to move. Followed by his eyeballs that move too. Jiyeon and Junho just looked at Saerin in confusion. Soon after, Saerin opened his eyes. The two friends who were beside him. Their gazes hinted at an anxiety directed at him.

"J-jiyeon, J-junho?"

"Saerin, are you okay?"

"Hmm, I'm fine Jiyeon. W-why are you two here?"

"We came here to see you, you didn't go to school because you were sick. Then Jiyeon called your number but the one who raised Huenangkung hyung instead, she allowed us to visit you who were sick" Junho explained.

"Ah, you better not bother to visit me. I'm fine" Saerin tried to smile.

"We know you're sick Saerin, which is why we've been seeing you. We are worried about you" Jiyeon said.

"No need to worry about me, I'm fine"

"Yes, it's up to you" Junho concluded.

Saerin just smiled sweetly at his two friends so as not to worry so much about his situation.

Besides, there was Huenangkung who was peeking at them from the doorway. Although he was not there, his heart felt what Saerin felt. He only pretended to be good in front of his two friends so as not to worry about his situation. But actually Saerin really felt pain, even his heart was now very fragile, his head seemed to want to break and explode instantly but it was all he could bear for the feelings of his friends. This made Huenkai's heart full, even wanting to cry now. But he had to think strongly for Saerin to be strong as well. He would hold back his tears whenever he felt sad about Saerin's state so that the girl could also be strong.

This afternoon Saerin spent his time joking around with Jiyeon and Junho. Sometimes they laugh and sometimes they fight. But in the end they will both laugh. Saerin smiled back naturally, without any forced smile made by him to convince others with himself.

"Finally, you can laugh again even if only for a moment" said Huenangka who accidentally passed in front of Saerin's room.

Huenangkai continued his steps to go to the kitchen to cook dinner, as well as for Saerin's two friends as well.

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