Young Wife For My Husband
CHAPTER 126 God is All-Turning the Heart of Man
Soleh stands tall on the balcony railing of Ojan's shophouse which he shares with Juria.
His face was pale with puffy eyes as he continued to cry regretting his poor fate.
"Bang, Istighfar Bang! Hik hiks... down! Down, Bang!"
Lani and Mariana who are now living there while trying to give advice to Soleh.
"Sholeh! Don't be, son! No, Soleh!... If you are determined to end your life, what about your mother and sister Lani, Leh? Hik hicks..."
"You can live without me! You will live your life without me! Hiks..."
"Sholeh! Your wife's still in the hospital. Syria has passed the critical period! It's okay you guys don't have kids either. I'm not going to ask for anything because my grandchildren are many, Leh! I'm just asking you to live well. Yes, Leh... Life goes well to the end. That's what I want right now."
Soleh sobbed in tears deepening with his heart of grief-stricken tub.
Mariana and Lani did not know why until Soleh wanted to do what God did.
They only thought that Soleh was depressed because of the Juriah who had to be removed from his womb. Consider Soleh who is sad because of the hope of having children.
Though it wasn't that.
Not just that.
Soleh is depressed and wants to Bun+h himself because of the scary disease he is suffering now.
Diseases obtained from a long way off until contracting a deadly virus.
For him it is better to die now, than to have to wait for his body to run out and stay skin wrapped in bones.
He wants to leave this world.
Facing the Divine Robbi, crying in the grave for all the mistakes made without a second thought.
"Sholeh! Get off! Down!!! Stighfar!!!"
Giman who knows why Soleh became like that immediately snapped at Soleh.
"This is not the way to ask Allah for help! Not getting into the valley of nothing!!! You should be grateful, God gave you time to repent!!! Not even doing this!!!"
Soleh was embarrassed.
"Rise!!! At least you realize you're wrong!!! Then taubatan nasuha!!! Ask Allah Ta'ala for forgiveness as long as your breath is still contained!!! Don't make yourself even more firewood, Soleh!!!"
"Le', hik hicks... My life has been ruined, Le! It's no longer left. These fine dusts flew in strong winds. Hik hicks..."
"So man is the place of sin! Come on, this is your chance to improve, apologize and forgive the Almighty. Like Me, I am a sinner. I'm a compactor, a gambler to my wife asking for divorce many times. I always go back and back to the path of error. I kept on bonding with my cousin, Mas Ojan! I am still trying to find the way of God with repentance from the bottom of my heart. My life is far from peaceful. My children feed me with illicit money. Everything became hot and filled with hateful anger. Getting bigger and growing continues a life circle full of obedience. The end of Ojan's life also made Samsiah realize, treasure is not everything. Especially by getting property in any way no matter halal or haram. Don't think we've hurt people. The treasure will torture us to death. Hik hik hicks..."
Giman crying.
Mariana also gasped and woke up.
There are so many people that Mariana has hurt. Too much so that God is fed up and deliberately teased him with a terrible test like this.
Hoping to realize himself, but continue to do obedience by railing and insulting people.
Mariana was crying with her head bowed on the floor.
Lani is no less hysterical.
Giman's advice and speech touched his deepest heart. Given how much she had been mean to Amelia, to Felicia's late daughter, as well as to Tito her husband who now had nowhere to go.
Lani cries out roaring making Soleh also open his mind.
Soleh slowly came down from the balcony pole and cupped his mother's face.
"Mom! Mother. hik hiks... Mom, aren't you going to tell me to remarry like I used to when I was married to Amelia? Do you have another soul mate to offer me while I am a married man?"
"No, No!!! No, Leh! No!!! I won't be that kind of person again! Huaaaa hik hik... Mom has been mean to Amelia. Mother had made Amelia a widow. This is karma from my own mother. Even in Juria, I only use my property. I'm guilty of a lot of people. Especially for my daughter-in-law. Hik hicks..."
Soleh embraces his mother.
He also hugged Lani and turned to Giman.
"Thank you, Le Giman! Thank you for opening the eyes of the three of us. Thank you very much."
Giman also crouched.
He grabbed Soleh's shoulder and patted him on the shoulder.
"The strong, Leh! We belong to Allah SWT. Let Him rule our lives. Rich poor, hard happy, laughter crying, surely God will give alternately. As long as we live with a firm heart and full of gratitude to Him alone!"
Soleh hugged Giman's body.
They both shed tears.
But now tears of happiness. Tears of tranquility for finding the way of God.
"Lani, can you take me to Amelia's parents' house? I want to apologize for all the mother's treatment of their daughter. After that, I will accompany Jyria in the hospital until her health recovers and return to this house."
Lani nodded.
He immediately got up to the bathroom.
Washing his swollen face, then ablution removes the small hadast.
His heart was also determined, wanting to go to his former in-laws' house. Wanted to prostrate an apology because he had once hurt their son.
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