Your charms are diverting my love
Like a Punguk Missing the Moon

We stayed at my mom's house tonight. It was all because my mom and I were too busy shopping and going to the salon for treatment, we got home until eight in the evening. Like my mother-in-law, once a week must take me shopping and to the salon. Mama said women should often care to satisfy her husband. My heart shrinks when my mother talks like that. How could my husband be satisfied, not even see me? Talking never looks at me who is the interlocutor. I live with a husband in one house, even in one room, but I'm like myself. I am alone, but not for my husband. Even though I was not wanted by him, I continued to serve my husband's needs every day, except for his inner needs, which he might not need. Erhm... errat, he doesn't need it yet. I'm sure Mas Dani will ask for it someday, and I'll make sure that in the near future Mas Dani will have me completely.

Vita ... don't be too hopeful, because all of that is very difficult for you to reach. Like the moon, what are you, and who are you for Mas Dani? I am his wife, only a wife, limited to status, but I am not yet a full wife. Very funny you, Vit, you are a beautiful woman, a woman who is always targeted by successful entrepreneurs, a woman who is always adored and praised in public for your achievements, for all your achievements, a great woman who can lead the biggest company, and right now in front of your husband, you are just an invisible dwarf. Never seen by your husband. Like dust, which is invisible, but always there in every condition, whether it is flying or falling, even being stepped on. But, calm your heart. You are a great woman, a woman who is always admired by anyone who knows your hard work. You are a strong woman, you are used to being hit by waves and storms in your life. Relax, you'll be fine, even if your heart is hurt.

“Where is my book, Vita?! The one I read last night, the one I brought from home!” Mas Danial's baritone speech echoed in every corner of the room.

I was a little short of hearing her words. I immediately rushed to pick up the book that Mas Dani read last night, and I gave it to him immediately. The book that Sujiwo Tejo read last night, I put it on my dresser. Last night I saw the book lying in the open hands of the sofa. I picked it up, because Mas Dani was fast asleep, I was afraid that the book would stick to his head. Until I fix it, I put it on my dresser.

“I told you, don't touch my stuff, let alone move it!” Mas Danial said loudly, without glancing at me and looking at me, let alone staring, just glancing no? I couldn't explain it last night when I was afraid that the book had fallen, and broken, because it would have been a waste if I had explained it at length.

Mas Dani opened sheet by sheet the book I gave earlier in a little hasty. He seemed annoyed, not finding the last page he read. But not so long, he fell silent again, looking at the sheet by sheet of books he was reading.

I took a deep breath looking at him who was always cold to me, every day was like that. I don't know when he'll be so cold and indifferent to me. How long will he consider me a stranger in his life? He was completely insensitive, ignorant, not feeling as fragrant as my body tonight that was preparing to fulfill my duty. He did not know that I had spent a lot of time in the salon just to take care of my body, so that he was interested in the smell of my body after treatment, from the tip of the foot to the tip of the hair, all perfumed perfectly. He also did not pay attention to me who had been preening pretty and wearing a slightly sexy shirt, which invites the desire of adult men. He didn't pay attention to it at all. I'm ready to pick up the reward but what do I get? He just kept quiet, didn't glance at me at all, didn't feel the fragrance of my body and hair, he wasn't tempted by me at all.

I saw Mas Dani looking at his phone screen and smiling. I'm sure the smile on his face was created because of Nadira. Only Nadira could make him smile. My chest rumbled with jealousy, yes jealousy. I'm here, waiting for him to see me who's been making beautiful preenings, but he's totally ignored. While Nadira, he was there, but always missed Mas Dani, and became a source of happiness Mas Dani.

Whenever I imagined Nadira, I was always scared. I don't have anything to make Mas Dani choose me. Even though he knew that his papa's biggest company was growing rapidly because of me, even though he knew that his mom and dad depended on me. It can't make Mas Dani choose me. Only Nadira continued to reign in the work of his heart.

I'm looking for my own warmth in the cold tonight, and Mas Dani's cold attitude. I don't care if the cold keeps getting into my tribe, even though I keep trying to warm my mood. I already loved my husband, his name was floating in my tribe, and I always mentioned it in my prayers.

Sometimes a little bit in my mind, I'd rather just leave, than I have to continue the inner war in my life. However, every time I wanted to leave, wanting to put an end to everything, I always remembered my mother-in-law, who always yearned for a grandchild to be born from my womb. I always remember my father-in-law who always messuport me in every way, I always remember them, two angel-hearted humans. Loved me long ago, like my mother and father loved me.

I must not drown in sorrow, I must be able to conquer Mas Dani. I am his wife, I have the right to make Mas Dani happy, I deserve Mas Dani above all else. Not Nadira, not him. He is just a past that has not been achieved. I should be able to win my husband back, I should be able to. The only way I have to go is to see Nadira. Yes Must! My determination is already unanimous to meet Nadira. He must go from Mas Dani's heart. I don't want what's rightfully mine for Nadira to get, even if it's impossible for Mas Dani. I'm just afraid they're getting reckless, desperate for love. I need to hurry up and wake up Mas Dani. He should be able to love me.

But, how do I meet Nadira so that Mas Dani does not know? Moreover, they seem to be together often. I need to find a way to meet Nadira. I can definitely! I am Revita, what can Revita not conquer? All could bow before Revita. I must not be weak, I must fight for my rights as Mas Dani's wife. I'm in charge, even if I wanted to, everything would be a mess in an instant.