Your Destiny is Me
Self-deprecation

That afternoon according to schedule, a famous designer who is a subscription to Serena Antonio was brought home to prepare for the engagement and wedding that will occur to Mattew and Miley/Anna...of course Serena is very happy because she already knows the truth that Miley is Anna the daughter of her husband's best friend who is now her best friend because Serena deliberately involved Syakira this morning to choose a dress that deserves to be daughter herself..

''How do you think this color Syakira looks suitable for our Miley..

Syakira looked at Miley who was standing resignedly being measured to make engagement and wedding dresses..

''I like pink and white.I don't know Miley likes it or not.but if she wants she can choose the same as I want..''syakira pointed to an elegant example of modern kebaya..

Serena nodded in satisfaction, at least Miley would choose her mother's choice...

''He will definitely like.how about we ask..''

''alright...''

Serena raised her face and looked at Miley who looked glum..

''Miley.come here for a minute..''

''Well Momm...''

Miley approached and a moment later sat in front of the two foreign women in front of her but ironically they seemed to have known for a long time..

''You like what color..''

Miley researched some of the kebaya color choices seen in the magazine..

''I like pink and white, so I..''

''Our taste is the same Miley..astaga Mommy Syakira very happy.''s said Syakira with teary eyes..

''What...''

Miley's face turned pale,.see Mommy Syakira..no..he must be polite by calling the word Madam.let alone the words of Mr. Rive as if dancing in his mind..

''So mistress Syakira also likes pink and white.'' said Miley was polite..

Serena and Syakira turned to each other.Isn't Miley calling Syakira last night Mommy why this afternoon is different again...?

''Why don't you call Mommy to Mommy Syakira..''

''I'm sorry.I'm really sorry Mommy Serena.Miley's eyes glazed over she looked into Syakira's sad eyes but she had to brace herself..she's not Nala or Nathan.but I have to know the limits.Syakira's lady is not my mother..''

''But Miley's okay...''

Serena's words evaporated as Syakira touched her best friend's fingers..

''I'm the guilty one.I'm too imposing, the tears finally drip on Syakira's face and it makes Miley very guilty...''

''I'm sorry Mrs Syakira.not what I meant...''

''No why..do not feel bad for me.the reality is you are not my son.so I promise to hold myself.then what you choose Miley..''

Miley really felt that her arrival in this family made new problems.it made her very sad and unpleasant...

''I chose the colors Pink and white..''

''The color is very good, right.''s said Syakira trying to dilute the atmosphere..

As for Serena he felt impatient, it felt like his lips were eager to say everything if in fact it was Syakira and Miley's mother and son...maybe he had to persuade Mattew to say everything.he couldn't bear to see Syakira sad like this...

''Well.a good choice.'' Miley bowed her head..

''Eehm..how about after fitting clothes we go together.maybe eat something..''

''I'm sorry Mommy Serena but me and Amanda are going out to my place of work.I'm not saying goodbye and my boss will be disappointed because I left..

''Maybe next time we can go together.'' Syakira said comfortingly.

After the dress fittings are finished..Syakira also did not want to go home in front of her.Sedang from last night, Rive and Nala did not show her face.In this house only looks Nathan who contributed his thoughts, but in this house, that made Syakira quite upset...

Amanda and Miley got out of the elevator after picking up a bag and headed to the front yard of the house.

''Moommy Syakira.have come home.''why Amanda..

''Well baby, it's lunch time now.later in the evening let's have a barbaque in the park how..''then Syakira looked at Miley who was not interested.

''Well it's been a long time we don't do it.kak Miley how about we buy something after coming from the Cafe..''

''Alright....Amanda let's buy something.'' Miley smiled..

''Alright you two be careful.'' said Syakira happily..

''Well.of course..''

Amanda and Miley get into the car and leave the place, while Syakira enters her house and immediately welcomes Rive and Nala behind her..

''What's with the faces of you two..''

Syakira stepped indifferently towards the living room and followed the father and son behind her..

''We have to talk to Syakira..''

''Of course.take a meal how..I was so hungry after accompanying Miley to try on a dress for her engagement.she was so beautiful.hence why I felt she looked like me.''Syakira smiled to herself..

It makes Rive feel enough to let Syakira do excessive things..

Syakira sits down and starts taking food while Rive sits in front of her, while Nala just peeks from behind the door of the room..

''Say what Rive is..''

''I think your closeness with that girl is already too much Syakira..''

''Why indeed.I like that girl I feel close.I...''

''So it was your close feeling that broke Nala's heart.I even knew that you were punishing Nala because of the foreign girl..''

''Enough...do not arrange me Rive any more what Nala has said to you until you shout at me.he complains.astaga the child..''

''Sayakira answered my question if you really think of Miley as Anna.I think you've crossed the line Syakira,.e son of who she is I heard she was sold by her own parents....I'm sure it's all because of his manipulative attitude..''

''Quite..you are outrageous Rive..hoh.you made my appetite so lost..listen to me.yah.why do you want to see me cry for the rest of my life....''

Silent........

Rive was silent in his place.yah.after a long time..overnight, Syakira was able to sleep well once her mood also improved.she smiled more after meeting with Miley...Miley ignored Nala...

''Shirima....''

''I feel Miley is my healer.His presence near me makes me calm Rive.so don't interfere with our relationship or you'd rather see me like crazy for losing Anna...''syakira's tears are flowing..

His heart hurts so much...Syakira stood up..

''I guess where you're going..''

''I feel full and will explode this time so don't come near me if you're actually happy to see me like this..''

Rive groaning...

''Syakira...''

Syakira stepped out of the dining room and stopped when she saw Nala standing in front of her..

''You...........''