Zahra My Choice Wife
Feel guilty

Wanting to take immediate action on his son, who was about to have surgery on Zakka's leg, Mr. Ganan took care of it.

"Ganan, where's Maura?" asked Grandpa Angga while wailing to find the whereabouts of his daughter-in-law.

"Maura with Rey, Pa. Suddenly he was unable to walk because he thought of Zakka's condition." Answer Mr. Ganan.

"Keep, what about Zakka? what did the Doctor say?" asked Grandpa Angga was curious and also very worried.

"Doctor said, Zakka had to have surgery. That's all it can do, Pa. Right now, we must agree to the advice of the Doctor.

" Just do it for Zakka's recovery, whatever the cost. Whatever the obstacles, prioritize Zakka's recovery. I don't want my grandson to have to suffer a fate like Papa, enough Papa to experience it. Not for Zakka, Papa couldn't have if Zakka had to accept this fact. The bad luck on Zio's grandfather and Papa's bad luck must be accepted by Zakka, Papa is not willing. Zakka must be happy, Papa is really very guilty if Zakka must suffer a fate like Papa.

Such bitter memories have reminded Grandpa Angga who had once had a great accident. Can't even do activities like before. Even the doctor has sentenced it to be incurable. That is where the despair of an Angga grandfather has destroyed his future. The trauma was very deep for about two years, and now must happen back to his second grandson.

There is no stopping Angga's grandfather praying for Zakka's recovery. Whatever about the recovery of his grandson, Angga's grandfather was willing to do anything. Even though he had to pay it very expensive, everything was meaningless with Zakka's recovery.

"It's Pa, don't think about the past. Maybe now Zakka is being tested, believe me if Zakka is okay. Just pray for Zakka, hopefully soon in spite of the calamity that befell him. Not only is Papa sad, I am too." Said Mr. Ganan who was also saddened by the suffering experienced by his second son, who had to suffer a fate that was very inversely proportional to his brother.

"Papa felt so guilty, why did Papa so rashly approve of Rey and Aish's marriage." Said Angga's grandfather who felt great guilt for the decision he agreed.

"Pa, don't be selfish. Rey is already happy with her wife, both of whom already love each other. There was no problem for the two of them, Rey basically also liked Aish. Not to defend, but Aish's parents who have told Rey. Maybe Rey is Aish's soul mate, will still be together and love each other. For Zakka, maybe the fight will end happily, we never know which is best and which is not." Replied Mr. Ganan who did not want to be provoked by emotions because he was unable to contain his own emotions.

"It's also exactly what you said, Papa is being carried away by the atmosphere of Zakka who is facing this test. Pardon Papa who is close to emotion because of this situation, Papa has been blinded by the truth." Kamek Angga realized his mistake which almost adds to the problems of his first grandchild.

"Papa just wait here, I want to take care of Zakka's schedule for surgery. Faster is better." Mr. Ganan said goodbye.

"May be resolved soon and soon to be healed." Angga said, Mr. Ganan nodded and left the father sitting alone in the waiting room.

Rey is sitting with her beloved mother.

"Ma, we move there yuk." Take Rey to her mother.

"Zakka Mama's strong son, can definitely get through all this. Mama don't push yourself too hard to think about Zakka, it's gonna be okay." Rey said trying to calm her mother's mind, while Mother Maura can not deny it if the fear has overcome all feelings.

While walking with great care, Rey led her Mother to where Angga's grandfather was sitting in the waiting room.

"Maura, sit down." Call Angga's grandfather and invite Mother Maura to sit down immediately.

"Grandfather, Papa's been handling everything, hasn't he?" asked Rey who was also worried about the state of her twin sister.

"Papa you're dealing with Zakka's treatment, you two don't have to worry. Believe me if everything is okay, you don't need to describe what others are screwing." Grandpa Angga replied, then He got up from his sitting position. Angga's agitated grandfather, he is still haunted by his guilt.

Mother Maura who does not know what to do, she prefers to be quiet.

'If I knew I'd get into this big of a problem, I'd change it. Unfortunately my husband and my father-in-law have hidden lies to my second son and my mother-in-law.' Inner Mother Maura whose mind is not much different from Angga's grandfather.

Likewise with Rey, he was also sad when he found his twin brother was lying helplessly in the patient's room.

Rey, who was unable to hold her tightness in her chest, chose to find a place that could control her own condition. Rey who feels compassion for her twin brother, as if he wants to give up if his twin brother never healed and there is no happiness in the sister.

"If I knew how deeply you felt about loving Aish, maybe I would choose to go and give up. But I'm selfish, I forgot who you are. I'm sorry Zakka, I'm sorry for my selfishness in getting Aish. I love him very much, and I'm afraid of losing. So I took that golden opportunity to get Aish and his love, but now there's you who's hurt on your physical part as well as your heart." Rey murmured while leaning against the wall that was so sturdy that belonged to the hospital.

Rey never felt such a deep sadness, now she feels it too.

While in the patient room, there was Mr. Ganan who was waiting for his son was lying helplessly who was also unconscious.

"My son, please forgive Papa who is lacking your attention. Until Papa forgets to give strict care to you. You shouldn't be driving your own car, I'm sorry, Papa." Mumbled Mr. Ganan was full of regret while holding the hand of his son.

"Aish, Aish .. Where are you? Aish .. I love you so much. I've failed to get you, Aish .. I love you." Zakka said repeatedly he said the same sentence.

Mr. Ganan who heard it, he felt his heart cut. It hurts, that's for sure. How not to cut his heart, Zakka who has fallen, now he must be hit by the stairs, again. It is very heartbreaking and certainly cannot be deciphered he said.