Zahra My Choice Wife
The Sorrow of Zakka

"Don't think of anything bad, pray. May we be kept away from the dangers that will befall us." Said Aish, then hugged her tightly.

"Aamiinu. May we be together, forever." Rey said, then kissed his wife's head and took a deep breath and threw it away.

"You haven't eaten, have you? I'm with you, yeah."

Rey nodded and smiled at his wife. Then took his wife out of the room to the dining room.

With her stomach starting to look pregnant, Aish never complained about doing any activity that is not so heavy as lifting things.

While walking down the stairs, Rey's memory returned to Sela who was in the hospital.

"Darling, I have news for you." Rey.

"Who's news, baby?" ask Aish while winning his perit.

"Sela, her parents are in the hospital."

"What! sela's parents went to the hospital? you're not lying, are you?"

"Ngapain I lied, baby. Last time I wanted to see Mama, I saw Sela sitting there crying. Then I approached him, and I asked him who was sick and what was sick."

"What's Sela's father really sick, honey? so worried about his two little sisters in his house." Aish asked along with mixed feelings over her worries.

"He said I had stomach pain, but the truth is not. I asked my men to pay for the medical bills at the hospital, and apparently not stomach pain, but cancer of the heart."

"What!!! cancer of the heart? you serious?" Aish was shocked when she heard the explanation from her husband. Aish was still rounding her two eyeballs in astonishment.

"You don't have to worry, I will do my best to heal his father Sela. You calm your mind, do not dwell on it. You are pregnant, not good for the health of the fetus in your womb if you are too tired to think about it." Rey tried not to make his wife so worried, Rey thought.

"Seriously, if you want to help Sela for her parents' recovery? I feel sorry for Sela." Aish said as she squeezed out her own fingers.

"Yes, I want to eat. Said you were with me, hem." Rey reminded me.

"Sorry, sweetheart. I forgot, I almost ignored you." Aish replied embarrassed, Rey smiled while watching her.

Suddenly his feelings again felt guilty for the mistakes he had made against his twin brother. Rey momentarily fell silent, she sat down with her daydream. His mind was fixed on his younger brother Tang who was lying in the hospital in a very alarming condition.

How else, the rice has become porridge. It will not be possible to turn back to the past, everything is already running with its own destiny.

"Darling, why else are you? the feeling for a moment you look glum. What are you thinking, baby? don't you yourself dong. Have you forgotten, there's me who's none other than your own wife." Aish asked curiously because her husband was always daydreaming a lot.

"Here, I'm a bribe." Said Aish and sat down next to her husband.

'There's no way I'm being frank with you, baby. Since you and Zakka are the ones I'm thinking about, there's nothing else.' Inner Rey while taking a bribe from his wife.

One by one, Rey enjoyed it. So perfect is happiness if it's without burden, but not with Rey at the moment. His gaze was happy, but his heart was extremely agitated.

'What if Zakka doesn't heal, there's no way I'll be happy in front of him. While Zakka was injured, physically and also his heart.' Rey's inner self is full of anxiety, as well as concern for her twin brother.

While in the hospital, Zakka immediately get treatment. Both of his parents were waiting while leaning on the seat.

Mother Maura, who was grieving over the calamity of her son, how difficult it was to keep her balance. Even though by sitting, still his entire body seemed helpless and so difficult to move.

"Pa, Zakka's cured, isn't she, Pa?" ask Mother Maura while leaning on her husband. Mr. Ganan rubbed his wife's arm repeatedly, so that her anxiety was slightly reduced.

"Zakka must be healed, trust me Papa. Calm your mind, don't think about what you don't. Pray, it's so much better than anything." Mr. Ganan tried to calm his wife.

"Father, Mama, how's Zakka's sister doing?" neyla asked with worry.

"Sit down, Seyn, Neyla, Mama." Pinta Tuan Ganan on his son-in-law and Omma Qinan.

"What about Zakka? is he in the operating room?" tanya Omma Qinan who is impatient to know the news of his second grandson.

"Zakka's in surgery, Ma. Soon it may be over, and only one person can find Zakka." Answer Mr. Ganan.

"Oh yes Seyn, what about the Office? you've handled everything, haven't you?" ask Mr. Ganan to his son-in-law.

"Already, Pa. There's no problem what pin in the office, everything's fine." Seyn answered, then rubbed the back of his wife's hand so that there was not much thought about his twin brother who was being handled by the Doctors.

"Thank God, Papa leave everything to you and Rey for a while until Zakka's condition is completely restored." Said Mr. Ganan giving a message to his son-in-law.

"Good, Pa. Seyn will take responsibility, Papa don't have to worry." Seyn answered with a nod of his head.

While in the operating room, there is a wounded heart and also a wounded physical. Who else if not Zakka, a man so strong and willing to accept the harsh reality.

'Aish .. Why can't I forget you, your shadow is so sharp it pierces my heart. This feeling, I'm so hard to throw away my feelings. I want to run and not remember you anymore, but it hurts me to do it. Even this pain in my leg, it's not worth the feeling I'm keeping.' Inner Zakka in her daydream, do not realize if the circle of tears dripped by drops to wet both cheeks.

One of the doctors caught Zakka's expression with a glimpse of her tears.

So did Mother Maura who did not stop her tears. The pity and guilt and indecision that was in his mind. Wanting to feel angry and protest, it was impossible. On the other hand there is Rey her own son, there is no way to hate him.