[TLS#1] Senior
SENIOR 43

Meira sat pensively on her stool. Stare blankly at the bread and mineral water Dita and Bella gave before the two friends passed to the cafeteria. Leaving him who preferred to remain silent in a class that only he was there for.

Meira's confused. Confused of his heart that refused his brain to give up and forget Alka. Meira was tired, she had been patient enough all this time with Alka's attitude that made it seem as if she was being flown to the sky and within a few moments slammed into the bottom of the ocean.

I want to survive, but my heart hurts too much. He wanted to give up, but he gave me hope.

Sighing, Meira pulled the bread and mineral water over the edge of the table and put her head on the table.

As hard as he forced his heart to forget Alka, he would still lose. Lose with his already enslaved love for that double-personality guy.

Just as Meira was about to close her eyes, suddenly the classroom door was opened violently by someone accompanied by the grunting sound of others.

Meira raised her face. Staring at Dita who ran towards him with a worried look and Bella who grumbled while tidying her curly hair.

"Lo, anyway, Ta! Why try running? Mess up my hair!" blow Bella, the girl is still busy tidying her hair.

Dita rolled her lazy eye and chose to ignore Bella. He then sat down on Bella—'s chair right in front of Meira who had been staring at him confusedly since then.

"Why open the door so loud?" ask Meira.

He was seen biting his lower lip several times. She did not want to see Meira sad if she heard the news she got from Bagus a few minutes ago.

Sighing heavily, Dita stared at Bella at a glance who nodded at her. As if to make sure that everything will be okay.

"Kak Alka is in the hospital, May. Last night he had a bullet removal operation in his stomach."

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Meira ran down the hospital corridor. Occasionally put his hands together in front of his chest when he hit another visitor. She was upset, ever since where Dita told this stifling news, Meira immediately walked out of the classroom. Tells Bella and Dita to reason with Master who teaches her that she has a stomachache.

To hell with all the lies, Meira is now really worried to forget her worries.

Survive or surrender.

Meira stopped, as the two legs of the maroon-red converse shoe reached the front door in white. Sighing, Meira turned the door knob slowly.

Meira's heart slipped as soon as the door opened. The tall guy who used to protect him now lies weakly on a gurney with various medical devices on his body.

Meira stepped in slowly while wiping her tears. In staring at the entire room, no one was guarding the guy at the moment. With her heart beating tight and tears welled up, Meira sat in a swivel chair that had been provided on the side of the gurney.

The infused hand Meira took to grasp. Spreading the warmth of his hand on the cold hand of Alka. He then turned to look at the peaceful face of the man.

Plain as a baby. The cold, flat and sharp sharp sharp sharp sharp that had always colored Meira's days were now invisible.

"So why can't I believe it? Brother always says I take care of myself but you can't take care of yourself." Meira put Alka's hand on her cheek.

Bodoamat with the fact that actually Alka can feel and hear it.

"Sister always take care of me but Brother himself can not take care of Brother."

Meira looked at that face. The face that made him feel lost for the second time after Gilang.

Meira does not want Alka like Gilang who is still slumbering even though one year has passed for so long.

Feeling tired, Meira kissed the back of Alka's hand long enough then put her head to sleep and closed her eyes on the arm of the guy in the hospital dress. Hopefully, this is all just a nightmare and will end when he wakes up later.

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