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Rained out...


The cold rain will fight the hot air of the sun, and it begins to wrap my heart little by little.


Now is the end of summer, which is the period in which the climate begins to cool. Ice-cold rain pierced through the clothes I had been wearing for a long time, and the warmth in my body began to vanish instantly.


This rainy season which almost every morning, afternoon, afternoon and evening continuously rained almost all over the city of Surabaya.


It was as if it was welcoming the world that had just begun, the first second as well as the hourly first minute that was constantly searching for the number thirteen and it did not meet. Both sides of the hallway leading to the hospital were filled with cypress trees that were being hit by sadness.


I'm not the elegant, classy type of person who usually stops for a while to enjoy the fragrance of the rainy weather drenching the trees around. But this scene was too sad, that I could no longer enjoy my life that was beset with much thought and worry, even if it happened for just a moment or maybe so on.


My mind was filled with things that smelled of the rainy season, but not about a tree that was already filled with afternoon dewdrops. But, I want to see my sister as healthy as any child.


Driven by a gust of cold wind this afternoon at the end of the hallway of the building that penetrated into my clothes, it was refreshing. But…


I am now crying and begging for forgiveness in earnest, but it is still not realized, and even I do not have time to change the topic of thinking about other things.


My chest hurt so much, maybe it was also because part of my heart was broken, then I walked languidly in the hallway of this hospital building.


The sound of reprimand from the contents of my head and the feeling of my heart as I slowly went deeper again, echoed in my ears.


It was a regret that I found hard to accept.


My heart is completely broken.


All I did was stay by his side until he grew up.


Dan, what should I do next?


No, honestly I really already know what I will do for the next stage and for good.


That is, I should continue to be by his side and continue to comfort him, then once he recovers, I will continue to protect that smile of his.


How am I supposed to deal with all this?


I don't know what to do with that smile.


How could I possibly get that smile with this condition. Suppose I were in his position, it would be impossible for me to forgive that person in my condition, even though that person is my own family. Maybe I'll pretend to sympathize with her, but I'll really take advantage of her kindness.


Let's just say that I had good luck, the contents of all my prayers had been realized and she started running while smiling sweetly at her brother.


I once listened to a small request from him, that he would continue to smile sincerely in this ever-stressed series of his life. If, I as her brother continue to always be by her side.


It's almost over. Right at this moment, I felt that my life was reaching from the end of this ending of my story.


However, my story starts from twelve o'clock to another one.