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Despised

"I'm not a good boy Pa. I'm sorry, nothing more than a cheap woman. Giving a free chastity that I have been keeping to the man. The man whose parents killed Papa. I feel dirty, I'm disgusted with myself." He hugged the tomb with a constant sobbing and clutching firmly at the collar of his shirt.

It hurts, it hurts so much Arion heard all Pinky said. The woman now hates him. It feels like Arion wants to go away but Pinky is pregnant with her child.

"I hate this kid Pa." Pinky flailing her belly. "I hate."

Deg

Arion's heart stopped beating. He clenched both his hands. If his father is wrong, why should he even his future son be the victim of hatred?

Arion shook his head. No, it's not fair to him. He just left Pinky in the tomb alone. That woman's heart was so painful to him.

This time Arion wanted to be angry at his mother. He did not accept the reality hidden by his mother all this time.

Arion stopped the taxi passing in front of him. He then picks up his motorbike that was left at Pinky's restaurant. His eyes glanced sharply towards that luxurious dining venue. Is this the last time you're gonna set foot in here?

Arion drives his bike very fast. Overtaking every vehicle that is like is testing again his patience today.

It didn't take long for Arion to get to his house. He parked the origin of his motorbike and shouted in search of Selena.

"Ma ... Mama?"

"What dear?" Selena's eyes are breaking. "Loh ... Why is your face? You're out of a fight?" Selena held her bruised child's face slowly.

Arion. "I'm just here to be honest with you, where's my dad?"

Selena tries to calm down by stroking Arion's head. "Mama told me a lot, Papa doesn't exist."

Arion gave a half smile. "If it's not there, where's the grave?"

"Arion what really happened?" Selena scrunched her forehead. He begins to get suspicious of Arion.

"Is my father really a murderer?"

Deg

"And Mama .. is it true that Mama used to be so evil that she treated Pinky and her mother?" Arion holds Selena's shoulder. "Jawab honest Ma!" He looked into the now teary eyes.

"Did Rey tell you and the one who beat you up was her?" Selena tried to divert.

"I just want an answer from Mama's mouth to my question, not even Mama to ask me a question!" his yell.

"Ma-ma apologize Arion." Selana wiped her tears. "Mama was ...."

"Enough!" sahut Arion's. "I just need an answer between 'yes' or 'no'?

Selena nodded and continued to look down her tears. Arion grabbed her hair hard. "Aaaaarrrhhhk," He immediately ran to his room. "What kind of family is this? Damn my life for having been given parents like this."

Braaaakkk

Arion slammed the door of his room. Selena tried to catch up and knocked on the door.

"Natalie ... Mama's sorry!" The woman continued to cry in front of the door of her son's room.

Arion opened the door with a suitcase. "Where are you going Arion, don't leave Mama! Mama please!" Selena held her son's hand.

"I'd rather be a vagrant child than a murderous son and a snatch on a man's husband like you." His screams made Selena's heart pierced with an indelible. These were the most painful words Selena heard from her son's mouth. Selena shook her head and continued to chase after Arion.

Arion left the house with his car. When she opened the car door, Selena held her back. "Darling ... If you've calmed down please go home!" Selena keeps holding Arion's hand.

Arion tries to let go and gets into his car. His feelings were shattered greatly. This reality is so bitter. This reality hurts so much. Go, get as far away as possible. Wishing to forget and let go of all the feelings that held him back.

I know how you feel. If you are confused about where you are going, come help the author find your next destiny path.

It's not as girl as you think. This is not as sad as Kevin's death.