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22.23
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"I where?" Pinky woke up and there was no one next to her. He lay in a hospital bed. Doctors a few hours ago had successfully removed the child Pinky conceived. Rey and Kinan were waiting for him outside the treatment room.


Falling down the stairs caused her to miscarry. Yes the boy died in his womb. But isn't Pinky happy? Didn't she ever say she hated the child she was carrying?


No, it was just his emotions a moment ago. As he came to his senses, he was wrong, he began to be able to little by little accept this harsh reality.


Then what about his feelings for the father of the child he contains?


The woman could not get rid of her feelings. He wanted to hate her, to forget her. But what, there he's getting worse at losing it.


This time she kept crying by holding her stomach. He remembered the incident. Sick, one word inside him. Pinky lost Arion and now she's lost her son.


He regretted, deeply regretted having hated the man who had always been in his heart. All the words that came out of his mouth were not the same as his heart. Disappointment over reality made him worry.


"Arion .. I'm sorry!" The corner of his eye kept on shedding tears. Where is that guy? Doesn't he miss her?


No, all the outpouring of Pinky's heart while shackled with emotion towards her biological Papa in the tomb first, made the man remember sharply. He planted it inside.


The woman he loved hated him. The woman he loved was so disgusted at him. Even the child she contains becomes a victim of her hatred.


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The day had changed, Selena sat pensively in the garden of her house. Arrange all her favorite flower plants. He was now silent, closing his eyes and exhaling a furious breath. How's Pinky doing? A question that has been on his mind since yesterday.


Want to visit, but there Rey will drive him away and there is always an endless debate. He shook his head. No, he just wishes Pinky well. Even though he knew the child he was carrying was gone.


The sound of the car he thought was the most beautiful. The sound of the car he was waiting for. Selena turned to the spacious courtyard of her house. His eyes sparkled, the happy smile he gave to the owner of the car.


"Mirror ...." He put the origin of his favorite flower pot and ran over to his son.


"Arion ... Are you home? Mama is sure you will be home. How are you doing? Are you feeling calm now? Mama's really worried about you." Selena hugged him.


"I'm fine Ma. I'm going in first." Arion walked into the house without answering any more of his questions. Selena kept following him.


"Arion, Mama wants an important talk to you." Arion stopped his steps and looked at his mother.


He frowned. "What Ma?"


"Mirh ...."


"Have Ma not mentioned the woman's name!" he walked back to his house..


"Isn't that his wish?"


Selena never thought about her son. "Arion, she's carrying your child."


"He doesn't want it Ma!" snapping Arion


Selena shook her head. "You're wrong, Arion, he's very down." The man ran straight to his room. Well, Selena won't force it. If he was forced, Arion could have left him again. No, he didn't want that to happen.


Selena returned to the park, and continued her work. Not long after, Arion came out running to his car.


"Arion where are you going?" selena shouted unanswered by her son.


Arion was controlling his car very fast. His forehead kept tightening throughout the journey. This time he'll meet Pinky at the hospital. Is he starting to worry about his condition? Or the opposite?


He slammed the door of his car running down the hospital corridor, looking for the figure of the woman in his room but nothing. The nurse said Pinky was in the hospital garden.


He ran to the park, his steps becoming slow as he learned the woman was sitting in a wheelchair alone. Arion.


"Aren't you happy about my son's death?"


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Pinky looked towards the voice. His eyes were round seeing Arion standing there. "A-rion." The corner of his eyes also shed tears. Pinky couldn't hold it.


"Why are you crying?" Arion approaches her Pinky face which still looks very pale. "Don't you hate that kid?"


His jaw hardened, he just shook his head and lowered his head. "If I call you a murderer, do you accept it?" Pinky is crying. Arion's words completely sliced through his heart.


"And one more thing, aren't you the one who seduced me into touching you? Didn't you give me your own chastity? Didn't I warn you not to regret it?" Arion holds both Pinky's shoulders. "Then why do you feel like you're being tarnished? My ears hear all the voices of your heart in your father's grave. You know how my heart feels?" Arion nods Pinky's chin to look her in the eye. "sick."


"I'm sorry."


"Sorry," he shouted with a waistline. Arion gave a half smile. "Unfortunately all your words are embedded in here." He pointed at his chest.


"Hiks,"


"What are you crying for? Now our business is done. My son is dead, just throw away the rest of my love for you." Arion flips her body and walks away leaving Pinky.


"Arion I still love you. I'm sorry." The man paused for a moment and shed tears. No, this time he would not waver in his stance. He then walked back to leave Pinky without looking back.