
Right or not, now to me it's useless. My love has changed direction. Now I hate that man half dead.
My decision was unanimous, I should ignore what I just found out at the police station, and what Aji's judgment was, and what I went through all morning, I have to ignore everything and focus on my own safety. I had to go far to get my heart set and my life back.
Yeah, that's what I gotta do now. I rushed out of the car to get my things inside the house.
"How long did it take you before you left?" Aji asked as we just got out of the car. "If possible, I'd like to leave for a while." The man turned his gaze towards the Wenny house, where the girl was standing upright on the porch of his house. Angry and jealous.
I immediately understood the situation that threatened me. "Yes, just a ghost. Please." Go and solve your problems instead of the girl killing me like she killed Mentari. I was trembling, agitated and frightened.
"Alright, then I'll excuse you." He pointed politely towards Wenny with his thumb. "To your neighbor's house. Just call me when you're ready."
I nodded while pleading in my heart that I might be safe.
In the next instant, Aji immediately rushed to meet Wenny, and I immediately turned to go inside the house. But...
"Guil!"
I'm appalled. Someone called out to me. I immediately turned around and found Kang Solihin and his brother-in-law, Kang Bagus, already in front of me. "Oh, you guys," that's all that comes out of my mouth.
"Hi, Wulan," said Kang Solihin. "How are you?"
Under such circumstances, moreover, Kang Solihin is a cousin of the man I now hate so much, I became indifferent. It was as if to me that Oom Jaka was that cruel, that cousin must be a bastard as well. Bad all. Foul all.
"Hey, Wulan, are you okay?"
I looked at the man's face. I don't want to answer. Actually I have no problem with Kang Solihin, but maybe because I was upset plus suddenly there was a hatred of the cousin of the man who had captivated my heart and hurt me, then I can't be friendly to Kang Solihin.
"Geez, how are you going to shut up?" tanyakanya. "Looking at your gloomy face seems like something has become odd to your heart."
I cleared my throat slowly. "Whatever I'm thinking and experiencing, it's none of Akang's business."
Hearing those words, Kang Solihin and Kang Bagus both looked at each other.
"It's not usually like this" Kang Solihin whispered to his brother-in-law. "Why did he turn so thin and indifferent to me?"
"I don't know where he is. Even if knowing what it's not gonna be my business."
Kang Solihin and Kang Bagus looked at each other again. "Why is he so gluttonous judes like this?" whispered Kang Solihin who can be heard by me.
"Don't let that Jaka hurt her. Something must have happened between them" Kang Bagus replied.
"Even if it's true, it's his business with Jaka. It's not appropriate for him to behave like this towards us" said Kang Solihin.
"You're looking for Oom Jaka?" ask me, and then give me a smile. The two men in front of me were relieved. But just for a moment. Because the other day, the smile disappeared and I said again, "If you want to know where your relatives are, ask their lovers."
Both bought eyes. "Who? You talk like there's a lot of lovers."
"There are many. Arumi, Puspasari, Mentari, Love, even Luna."
"Don't talk carelessly. Since when did all those girls become lovers of our cousins?" asked Kang Solihin, while Kang Bagus was clueless.
"Don't pretend not to know. You three must be the same. I love approaching girls to cheer myself up in a cruel way! We're not toys!"
"Gosh my god." Kang Solihin gasped at my words. "Don't Jaka have done something to this girl. Maybe it's been hugged or kissed."
Kang Bagus nodded in agreement. "Maybe he's been hanged, too. Already broken down maybe."
"Crazy! He's happy to have someone's child, we both can be dampratan. Come on, Kang, let's leave this place. But let me tell this little girl something first so she knows the taste!" After saying so Kang Solihin looked at me and said, "Neng Wulan, whatever your business with Jaka is, it's none of our business! Whatever Jaka's business is with the other girls, it's none of our business either! But one thing I'm telling you, in that town, there are dozens of girls crazy about Jaka. They all love my cousin! Their beauty is not inferior to you! Don't feel the most beautiful because you have a pair of beautiful eyes! In the city there are many girls with beautiful eyes, more beautiful and clearer than your eyes! Having a beauty that is not inferior to you! Then, there were still a myriad of other beautiful girls. Let me name them one by one. Laura, Nilam, Anggraini, Beautiful, Caludya, Cintia, until Bella, Flowers, Citra, Lestari also love it. From black to blonde. There are many more who are crazy about Jaka. But Jaka treated them well. Never had he played a girl like you said before! If he wants to be despicable, why should it be done here? In the city there were many girls who were willing to surrender themselves resignedly! But he won't do it! I don't know if you're a virgin or not! But my cousin I know that! To this day he is still a bachelor! And make no mistake, even if a man is naughty, they are not. How're you? If you've been scourged, your status has become a disgusting dirty girl!"
I was wide open agape at Kang Solihin's words, making my face red to the ears. My body doesn't move a thing.
"Why are you silent? You've been touched? Da? You disgusting girl! You heard this all right. If it wasn't for your grandmother's service to us, we wouldn't know you anymore. Your attitude and speech just now greatly demeaned us and our cousins. Hope you are qualified! Little girls are disrespectful to older people! Your parents have failed to educate you until you act bad and do not know the custom! That's how the child of a girl is disobedient to parents, her child also grows into a girl who is not good. His mother became a mistress, his son was pretentious when it was nothing more than a bitch!"
Like lightning striking. I can't dwell, and even, maybe I won't dare to talk to people who know me.
It hurts my heart, but I know I'm guilty....