
"Sst.. relax, Ak." Kuraih Ak Jaka into my arms. I really understand how nervous he is right now. I tried to pat her on the back so she could calm down. "I know it's hard" I said. "But in my opinion, we must prevent any more casualties. No more beguiled girls and subconsciously surrender their virginity to your twin brother. And the way, of course by making the girls know the face and make them anticipate the man. So if they see your twin's face, they won't be blown away, and they'll run away. That way I hope there won't be any more casualties, right?"
Ak Jaka cleared his throat, he tightened his embrace to my body. "What about your feelings?" tanyakanya. "Aren't you troubled that this face is plastered everywhere as a criminal?"
"No problem. I can understand everything."
"You sure?"
"For the sake of humanity, and to clear your good name. I'm it's okay. I can take it all."
Really am....
"I didn't hurt you, did I? You certainly know that we can leave without having to care about all this. We can live abroad. But. I don't think that's true. I can't just ignore Prasetya. I'm...."
He is no longer able to speak.
I smile. Reattached my arms back to his body. "Thank you" I said. "I'm glad Aak thought about my feelings. But really, Ak, I'm fine. I will always be there for you and we will face this matter together. I love you."
"I love you so much too, dear."
"Em, so you believe me, don't you, Ak?"
"Emm. that's impossible." He let go of the embrace. "But.well. Maybe Prasetya is now like that."
"So do you also believe that yesterday at the funeral I saw someone watching us?"
Ak Jaka grinned. His face seemed to say that he did not believe it. And I know, if I'm being frontal, it won't be good for our relationship. So, I patiently waited for Ak Jaka to respond to my question. I looked at him with a million question marks.
He puts his shoulders. "alright. What's the guy like?"
"Male," I began to explain. "It's about fifty or sixties. Dressed all black. He mustaches. Black beard, long. Wearing a head covering like a blangkon. Look at his sharp eyes. And in the middle of his forehead was a small black tattoo, shaped like a snake."
I want to say it looks more like a tadpole. But it'll sound like a joke. So I didn't say. But how else? Its short tail and from far away looks almost devoid of contusions, making the tattoo look like a tadpole rather than a snake.
"Why, Ak?"
Instantly I realized the handsome man before me looked dumbfounded. "I don't know" he said, shaking his head. "From the traits you mentioned. it seems...."
"Who?"
"He's...."
"Ac?"
"Kubro Owl?"
"What's? D-He Kub... Kubro? Kubro Shaman?"
Ak Jaka was much more astonished. "You...?" He scrunched his forehead. "Wait a minute, you know the name of Shaman Kubro, but earlier...."
"Yes, I know that name. But don't know who it is. But I think I've seen that guy before. But I don't know where. I forgot."
Now Ak Jaka nodded. "I remember," he said. "Didn't you ever live in Aji's house with Luna? Maybe you saw it there. Uwak Kubro is Luna's son."
"Huh?" My eyes are wide. How could it not? People around me know each other.
Maybe, I thought. Maybe I've seen Luna's boyhood at a glance while I'm staying at Aji's house.
"You feel you have seen Uwak Kubro before, and you are shocked when you hear his name, a name you recognize as the name of a shaman. How do you know he's a shaman? Surely not from Luna or Aji, otherwise you wouldn't be this surprised."
I'm nodding. "Indeed," I said. "I heard that name from Jelita and Juwita. A pair of lesbian girls* that your twin brother conquered."
Oh, my cheeks are red.
"Where do you know all that?" Ak Jaka looked at me full of probing.
I shake my head. "That's. anu...."
"Emm?"
"You peeked at them?"
This time I grinned. "How else, the scene is in plain sight."
"Oh my God.. So have you ever seen another man's?"
"Ac!" I glared, and felt very embarrassed. "I didn't mean it...."
"Not intentionally? You peeked at them, you said it wasn't on purpose?"
"That..that's..I mean..I mean..I'm sorry...." I cursed myself for not being able to think of the right reason. "I'm curious" I said at last.
And that leaves Ak Jaka agape. "Curious?"
I'm nodding. "Yes.it's natural, dong, if I'm curious. It was no ordinary scene. The three of them were fighting, and the two lesbian girls* were losing. Then they were tied up, and then they were raped. But finally it was fun. Ask for it."
"Then you want to?"
"Eh?"
"Wants, right?"
"No...."
"Seriously?"
Again my cheeks became red. "You don't do that, Ak...."
"Well, so you see how much...?"
"I thought it was you." I whined.
"Stay with it." He looked at me and almost glared. "That's not me and you've seen another man's, '" he said. "I don't like it."
Not knowing how to respond to Ak Jaka, I could only bow down. I know Ak Jaka didn't mean to be mad at me, or actually deliberately show his anger. But his twin brother's 'masculinity' was also not the proper joking material.
"I'm sorry."
"You're naughty. Still a virgin at that time."
"Well how else? At that time I thought it was you, the man I loved. The man I thought I'd get his heart. Even though my heart was hurting, still, I was curious...."
Next to him his eyebrows raised. "Casualy with...?"
Oh my God, I'm so ashamed.
"You're curious to see me late*? Hm? You want to see my manhood?"
What do I have to answer? I was embarrassed, but my lips also wanted to laugh.
"Are you curious now or no longer?"
Oh, both her hands are already perched sweetly on my open thighs.
"If you're still curious, now you can show it to you."
You know, he made me couldn't help but laugh. I chuckle. "How could I still be curious?" I said. "You've shown it to me so many times."
"O yeah? Alright. Then let me tell you. Now... I'm the one who's curious, how does it feel if we enjoy the open nature?"
The deg! My heart suddenly felt uneasy. "meaning?"
"Let's make love here" he spoke one cent in front of my face. "In this cool and quiet place. We enjoy the open. And you can scream at will. Expressing themselves."
Huh huh? I'm slack. Whatisthis?
I feel deja vu.