A Promise
Chapter 109's

Is this love?!. why should he himself feel the pain.kah karma?!, because he can not remember his wife, so he can not save his wife in time.

Sick, that was his deepest wound.letting his wife keep their promise alone to give him a child.

He felt guilty, he felt a separation between mother and child.yes, when Neysa was born at that time he had to lose his wife.just a few hours later, from the happiness they felt.

In fact, in the days that followed without his wife he almost failed to become a father.frustration attacked him at that time.he wanted to die alone, replacing the pain of his daughter.but, he realized it was not the best way.

After all, he had promised his wife at the end of Cellya's life, that he would be the best father and mother, and always look after his daughter. keeping the sincerity of their love in the form of a baby girl who has now grown well and healthy.A very mature daughter and always thinks of others before her.

In his heart it was painful to see his daughter mature without the affection of a mother, although he never lacked the affection of both grandmothers, grandfathers, as well as aunty and her uncle. but, deep down must be his daughter misses the figure of his late mother.

Sean tried to forget his heart.he chose to close his eyes again and hoped to fall asleep soon.

In the afternoon, Neysa looked fresher after bathing and changing clothes.the doctor had just done an examination.Neysa's condition showed positive and better.

"Thank you, doctor" he said, shaking the hand of Dr. Jeno when the doctor finished examining and reporting Neysa's condition.

"Together, sir.",

"That's, nothing more because miss is a great child.",

"Yes, the lady can fight and defend against her illness with her determination", explains Jeno's doctor.

"Miss, if the condition of the lady continues to stabilize.Maybe she is allowed to go home.", said doctor Jeno, who turned to Neysa.

"Thank you doctor", he said, making Jeno's doctor smile and nodding happily to Neysa's response.

Yes, at his age.his thoughts and attitudes are more mature than his age.The positive aura that comes out of his face, his words and behavior show he is a very special child.no wonder, no wonder, his friends were so happy and happy with him.

"Well, then, I'll excuse you first" said doctor Jeno, saying goodbye. Sean nodded.

Doctor Jeno and the nurse came out of Neysa's ward. Neysa who looked like the Sumringah immediately stood up and jumped on her bed.

"Yey, go home.", he said with excitement. made Sean smile widely with his daughter's behavior.

"Here you go, baby, come down and sit right" said Sean. Neysa stopped her actions and smiled sweetly at her father, following his words to sit and rest on the bed properly.

"Dad, let's go tomorrow to momy's grave after Ney's out", he said.

"Why go to momy's grave?!.", asked Sean.

"It's still a Christmas mood, dad.",

"We have to say Merry Christmas to momy, so that momy is not sad there.", he explained.

"Every year, Ney always goes there with Oma to say happy Christmas to momy" he continued.

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"We'll see tomorrow, okay?" said Sean, who was picked up by his daughter.

"Now, let's eat and take the medicine" he said. Again Neysa according to his father.

Sean held out a glass of water and medicine to take on his daughter.

"Take the medicine" said Sean. Neysa nodded and took the glass and the medicine from his father's hand.he drank it in one gulp. After that, the girl handed the glass to her father.

"Dad?!.", call Neysa, as if his father wanted to answer his last question earlier.he heard a sigh from the father.make the girl pursed her lips, she was afraid her father was angry.

"Why is baby so chatty?!.", asked Sean, to his daughter. Neysa appears to be advancing her lower lip, until her upper lip is not visible.

"Ney, just want to know dad.",

"But if you don't want to answer. Ney, will not force.", he replied, looking down. Sean saw his daughter, he seemed to sigh and turn around, so he and his daughter faced each other.

"Does a baby want to have a momy?", asked Sean. maybe, his daughter said so because she misses the figure of a mother.

Neysa shook her head.The little girl was still lowered in front of her father.she did not want to hurt her father's feelings, nor make her father sad.

"Then why?!"." asked Sean, gently.he knew his daughter was afraid to face him.

"Oma says. ever since momy left, dad kept grieving. That's why, Oma and grandma took care of and took care of Ney.",

"Father, often neglecting the health of the father himself and busy with work because it does not want to be too sad, with the departure of momy.",

"In between the busyness of father. father, came home late at night, father always took the time to accompany Ney stay up, when Ney cried for diaper or milk change.",

"Father works, being a father and mother.for sure, it's troublesome right?.", he said. his bemby eyes seem inundated with water.he looked at his father. Sean felt unbearable.he immediately grabbed his daughter's tiny body and hugged her.while Neysa cried as she pleased in his father's arms.

Sean sighed and closed his eyes for a moment to relieve his chest, and to be calmer.

"Father never feel the difficulty of caring for a baby since birth. never once.",

"It's the father's obligation, to keep the baby. according to momy's message.and also because the baby is the father's responsibility." Sean said, explaining.

"But that time, dad left Ney. Dad never talked to Ney.",

"Ney, I don't know what's wrong with Ney. But Oma always says, if you're so busy working for Ney. In fact, you don't have time for yourself. That's why, you know, you don't have time for yourself, Ney wants father to marry again.so that someone takes care of father.", he said in between his tears.As hard as he was, Sean held back so that his tears did not fall. he did not want to look weak in front of his daughter.

"Dad, sorry.",

"Dad is really sorry, for ignoring baby for so long" she said, taking off her arms and looking at her daughter's face, which was flushed red from her crying.

"Baby, look at me!", he asked, causing Neysa to wipe away her tears and look at the father sitting opposite her.

"From today on. I promise, will not be too busy with work.",

"So, dad can have more time for baby.",

"So, please don't be sad anymore, okay?!.", she said. Sean gestured for his daughter to smile. Neysa did, though she was still a little sad.

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