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Semester one is coming to an end in a few months. It is September now.
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It does not feel sasa and other friends already know each other and are familiar.
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Sasa sitting in his chair as usual next to him was kris.
"Vita, do you like jaya?" Ask sasa while laughing.
Vita sat behind jaya aghast.
"Well, yes" replied vita quickly.
Jaya who was sitting in front of the vita was aghast.
"Cie, jaya do you like vita?" Ask sasa while laughing.
Jaya shakes.
Yeah somehow lately jaya seems close to some friends in his class. Of course he approached some of the women in his class.
Sasa was just jokingly asking that. Sasa also may not like with jaya, sasa no longer want to love.
After a few months of breaking up with her boyfriend. He was very disappointed to learn his ex was dating his own friend. Maybe also more precisely not a friend, just sasa know him and ever one class with the woman at 1st grade High School.
After that, he seemed to hate his ex-girlfriend.
The person he trusted betrayed him.
Sasa had been suspicious of the two of them before, but he had given up his intention to ask the woman.
He only asked his ex-girlfriend before he decided to leave the man he trusted.
But true sasa allegations, he did not want to admit that he wanted another woman. Until finally sasa knew even tried to accept the fact that the man had been with other women.
It was disappointing for Sasa, a man who had always said love even promised to always be with him betrayed.
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"Tring"
Hp sasa sounds break the silence in sasa room.
A message from jepi. Jepi is a sasa acquaintance from another private school, but still one town. They have known since sasa class 1 High School, they are still one class.
Jepi also often contacts sasa through WhatsApp.
Even so they are only close through social media, have never met each other.
Fram
(Sa, there's something I need to tell you)
Sasas
(What's the jep?)
Unlike usual jepi contact sasa like that, it seems important.
Fram
Sasa.
Why did Jepi arrive once said that. Though Jepi did not know at all sasa's true attitude all this time. His selfish attitude, his effectiveness, his jealousy.
Sasa just fell silent while looking at his glass screen.
Yes, one of the problems of relationships with former sasa before was because of the attitude of sasa that is overprotective. Overuse.
Sasa was very jealous, he was selfish. No matter who the person is, if there is a friend who talks to his lover, then sasa will be angry. Every day fights happen because of small things. Sasa also disliked the man who could not accept his attitude. Whereas every time he accepts someone, he will say that he has such an attitude, and he explains it in detail. But that's how men always say that they can face such a woman's attitude. In the end they could not accept his reality like that.
Sasa was confused to accept Jepi or not.
It is as if Jepi has understood the attitude of sasa during their closeness even though only through social media.
But Sasa promised not to love anymore. Because it will eventually hurt her.
Sasas
(Where is Jep, I have been hurt a lot. So I was scared of being disappointed again. You also must not like the same attitude I'm over.)
Fram
(I can take your attitude. I'm ordinary. I am often hurt by women.)
Sasas
(Where is jep, I think about it)
Fram
(Yes, I'll wait a minute)
Sasa thought that maybe he was the one he had been looking for all this time.
Understand the sasa attitude that is so upsetting to other men.
But sasa hopes that jepi is really the right choice this time.
But there was one thing that stuck in Sasa's heart. I don't know what it is.
Whether he actually loves another man or just feeling sad.
While it's true that he has feelings for other men, who is he?
Benak sasa speaking.
Jay?
"But that's impossible. Was I jealous of seeing Jaya with another woman?" Say sasa slowly.
"No way!"
Sasa sighed and then threw his body in bed.
For sure sasa has not thought of accepting jepi.
Seriate...