A Promise
Chapter 4's

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The day went by, everything felt so fast.

Sasa clasped his cellphone and laid his tiny body on the bed. Sasa was now silent staring at his screen. Jaya's name is on her screen. There's an incoming message.

Jaya

(Sa, I want to tell you something)

Sasa's heart was racing. This time it was completely different.

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***Sasa

(Yes jay, what's wrong?)

Jaya

(I like you)

Sasas

(What? Not likely.)

Jaya

(I'm serious sa)

Sasas

(You can't be with me jay, vita mnyukaimu. I can't take you from her.)

Jaya

(Tell me I've got a girlfriend, I don't like people's girlfriends. I don't want to ruin other people's relationships either.)

Sasas

(But Jay, even though Vita already has a boyfriend she seems to be hoping for you.)

Jaya

(Not sa. My feelings are stronger for you. Believe me, somehow I feel more like you.)

Sasas

(Sorry jay, I can't.)

Jaya

(Jude, if that's what you want. I'm not gonna bother you anymore.)

Sasas

(But Jay, why say that cake anyway, we can be victorious. Many women are close and comfortable with you, not just me.)

Jaya

(I told you, my feelings are stronger for you than they are.)

Sasas

(I'm sorry)

Jaya

***

Sasa was quite surprised to know all that.

Not only that, sasa is also still confused whether in fact sasa has feelings for jaya or not.

Sasa never thought the end would be like this. Jay wanted to stay away from sasa. But I don't feel willing to know that.

What exactly does sasa feel.

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This morning I sat as usual in my chair. The class is so quiet. Not as usual.

Sasa looked beside the table across. Look at the jaya who is putting his head on the table.

His face looks unfriendly. It seemed that after last night's incident, he completely abandoned his intention to greet sasa. Not even a little bit of sasa.

Sasa felt guilty about last night. After rejection it must have been painful for the jaya.

Sasa was also confused, why did everything become chaotic. Sasa should not have rejected it immediately. Sasa should not care about his friend's feelings at that time. Sasa should not care about vita.

However this happens suddenly makes sasa confused whether sasa loves jaya or not.

But every time Sasa saw the closeness of jaya with others. I don't like it when someone comes close to jaya.

Sasa wanted to say hello to jaya but he ignored his intentions.

Somehow sasa today is not excited, although kris seduce him many times. Sasa just stared silently at jaya.

Today sasa came home early because the teacher was in a meeting. Jaya looks to be worrying about her book rushing out of class.

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Sasa was actually disappointed why jaya was like that. Not even a smile. Not greeting sasa as usual.

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Even the twilight returned his complaint. Drown with bitterness today. The night returned to accompany sasa in a poignant atmosphere.

Everything is so confusing. Sasa was confused by all this.

Sasa stared at the half-opened window of his room. Daydreaming everything.

When sasa was daydreaming hp sasa also sounded.

**tring*

Fram

(Sa, I want to know your answer*.)

Jepi again contacted sasa, of course asking for sasa's answer. Will Sasa answer yes or no.

Will sasa accept jepi to be his girlfriend or not.

Because sasa at that time still felt bad.

Confusing.

Seriate....