
...Regretting when everything you regret has been lost is the dumbest thing you've ever done. Changing and starting to stand on your feet to become a better person is a step better than not changing at all....
...~JBlack...
...🌴🌴🌴...
After reading the letter full of meaning. Unknowingly Syakir's tears flowed. The man was crying so hard. She also hugged a portrait of her son's USG over her chest.
What his sister wrote all touched Syakir's heart. Right now he knows everything. As his wife and son leave, the truth about who is a traitor and who is loyal to him begins to unravel.
Everything that happened was too late. Yes, he had already harvested what he had been planting. What he said had all been granted by his ex-wife.
He returned alone, standing alone with no one to be with him. Not even his mother and sister came to see him.Â
That is the wound he gave. That was how his mother and sister hated him. It hurts when the most important people in your life don't care about us anymore. However, to be disappointed was useless for all the reasons that became a problem because of himself.
"I'm sorry, Dad, son. Forgive me for asking you to leave the world, Father," Shakir said.
The man hugged a photo of his son's ultrasound until he slept on the floor. Dada Syakir claustrophobic not playing but want how else. The pain he made for his own actions.Â
"Let me sleep for a while, Lord. This is very painful and give me a chance to meet the two of them" Shakir said, closing his eyes. "I don't expect to come back but please give me a chance to apologize."Â
...🌴🌴🌴...
While in other places, looks happy face continues to be printed there. The presence of Baby Jay is certainly an entertainment and cure for all the wounds in Humaira's heart.
The birth of the tiny baby was able to make Humai forget all his injuries. She was never far from her son every day. Humai took care of and did everything himself without the help of the maid.Â
Even at night, where Baby Jay always woke up did not dampen the spirit of Humai. She accompanied her son without relying on anyone else.Â
All he did alone. Don't want to be a spoiled girl but she has to be able to do it. He tries to make himself bother because every time Humai always remembers Syakir.Â
Yeah, whatever Syakir hates him. Whatever bad that guy was to him. Humaira never hated back. The love he had for Syakir was certainly very sincere. The woman even hoped that Syakir would come to see them once.Â
Not her but look at Baby Jay. Just look and hold their child's desire Humai. If he doesn't care. That love can be held back, that love can be quieter than it becomes a deeper wound.
"Ema," call a woman whose life has begun to change over the course of this week.
Humaira who was holding her son turned around. He smiled at the two women who had just entered his room.
"Baby Jay's fussy, son?"Â
Humaira. He walked up to the two women he loved so much. Since their presence his life has been at a happy point.
His parents and in-laws poured affection on Humai and Jay non-stop. They even helped care for Jay and forced Humai to take a break.
"Is everything ready?"Â
"Already, Ma. Jay's clothes and mine have been put in a suitcase" Humai said, pointing to 3 suitcases that had been arranged near the door of the room.
"good. Let's get out. Our car is ready!" take Emili by touching her son's arm.
The woman is completely healed. Even for almost a week, Emili did not take drugs from doctors. He was never angry again and never shouted.Â
The three of them finally came down. Baby Jay is in Emili's arms. Mama Ayna and Humaira pull the suitcase into the living room.
"Oh grandson, Opa. You awake, hm?" tanya Hermansyah took over holding her first grandchild.Â
"Jay never fussy, Pa. He's a real henchman" Emili said, confirming Jay's outfit.
Hermansyah. Everyone also realized that Jay wasn't as fussy as a kid his age. Usually every night they would cry when staying up late but not with Jay.
The little baby was just sitting there and playing in bed when he wasn't sleeping. I don't know but sometimes in Humai's heart he whispers, maybe Jay knows there's no father among them and makes it never bothers others.Â
"Let's go!"
Humaira walked over to a married couple who already had two children but were still very romantic. He held Almeera's hand and smiled.
"There's still so much for his kindness so far, Ma'am. Humai does not know how to bales but for sure, Mbak has helped Humai a lot. Humai owes much to Meera."Â
Almeera smile. He wiped the tears that dripped from Humai's eyes and shook his head.
"After Jay, never cry again. Your happiness is in sight" said Almeera softly. "You already have those who love you. It's time for you to start being happy, Mai. You have to learn to forget everything okay?"Â
Humaira nodded. He agreed to Almeera's words. He cannot continue to be sad. Now there is a complete family with him and plus the presence of Jay increasingly makes his happiness complete.Â
"I'm leaving, Ma'am. Later play to the house," said Humai expectantly.
"definitely. I'm going to your house tomorrow. We're going to my best friend's salon, okay. Don't resist!"Â
"But, Ma'am. Jay is a child" Humai said, refusing.
"alright. Then my best friend and I will go to your house, okay. We're gonna do some maintenance on your house, how?"Â
"Good idea. Papa agrees!" sela Hermansyah nodded. "Urusan Jay, there's Opa and Oma."Â
Almeera gave her thumb. Actually, this is an idea of her. He was determined to make Humaira a beautiful woman. He will help the woman get dressed and groomed.Â
"Lad…"Â
"Take care of yourself, son. Transform yourself into a new Humaira" said Papa Hermansyah with a confident expression. "Make him not recognize you, dear."Â
Humai knew exactly who his father meant. The girl finally nodded. Maybe it's time for him to pick up something new. Changing destiny and all the blasphemies he had received became a stepping stone to improve his future.Â
"OKAY. Humai wants to, Pa. Humai wait at home tomorrow, brother," he told Almeera. "We'll be joint care."Â
"good. The spirit is changing, Mai. The spirit proves to everyone that you can!"Â
~Connected
Well, if you're both at peace, right?
Syakir came to his senses and Humai began to step onto a new stepping stone.
The end of all suffering begins to end and the next chapter welcome a new world.