
...Trust me sometimes opening a new heart and starting a new relationship is a plot that scares me so much. ...
...~Humaira Khema Shireen's...
...🌴🌴🌴...
"What!" shouted the two women who were staring at Humaira in disbelief.
"So my handsome nephew knows. That crazy guy was his real father?"
"God!" Humaira patted Lidya on the shoulder.
This friend is the most bar-bar. Especially when it comes to her and Mira, Lidya will be at the vanguard to protect her.
"Yes, really, right? Just shadow, he's already sick of Lo and now coming as if to find Jay?" lidya said with annoyance. "Don't be born, don't take a break, now grab his attention. Really crazy people!"
"Hush, Lid!" humai shakes.
"Gue know you're in love with him but do you want to accept him again? She's sick of you and Jay?" ask Lidya to her best friend.
Humaira. He too is in a state of concern. He really loves Syakir. However, given the memories that the man had created in the past, then how his mentally re-shaken with their meeting remained something heavy for Humai.
There is a feeling of wanting to be selfish, there is a feeling of wanting to be angry. However, given how his son's face looked. What is the attitude of Jay who is very happy when with Syakir earlier. How the boy, who loved his relationship with his real father, made Humai afraid to keep him away.
Is he that loaf?
Is he able to see his son harboring his feelings again like he used to?
Afraid of crying, Jay never asked about his real father.
No! Humai is not that selfish. She's a mother of one. She is not a girl anymore. His thoughts are not that independent now. He had to think about his son's feelings as well.
"But our thinking is different, Lidya," Humai wailed with tears that began to drip. "If Lo could, he could talk to the cake like that. But me?"
"Why?" asked Lidya with a frown.
"We're different, Lid. Lo says so because Lo has no little Jay but me.." pause Humai with tears that began to drip. "Gue there's little Jay I have to take care of his feelings."
"His feelings for her all along. He never asked about Syakir because I always cry every time I am asked about it. Then what do I have to be selfish?"
"Should I hide with Jay? Can I be that bad as a mother?"
"Although I'm the same Syakir divorced because of his treatment. Although the cave is the same he is just an ex status but Lo must remember, there is no name ex-mother and father!" humai said with tears that had flowed so hard. "Gue is Jay and Syakir's mother, no matter what she says, he's Jay's real father!"
"May!" call Lidya and Mira who are both dripping with water.
The two looked at Humai regretfully. Without a word they immediately hugged Humai who looked so weak. At last all the unrest in Humai's heart was channeled.
Not that he doesn't sell. Not that he felt like he just wanted to be with Syakir. However, anyone who feels like a mother, must be able to understand the feelings of Humai.
He just wants to put his son's interests first. He wanted to put his son's happiness above his own.
"I'm sorry Lidya, Mai," Lidya said guiltily.
Humai shook his head in the arms of his two best friends.
"You are not wrong" Humai said with a sigh.
The hug slowly slipped away. Thankfully there was no one there. Only the three of them were always here when they wanted to spend time together. Back of campus area. The atmosphere was very quiet, quiet and so peaceful that the three women made this place a third basecamp.
"Don't cry" Mira told her to wipe away her best friend's tears.
Humai. The three people looked at each other then chuckled together as their faces looked so messy.
Moreover, the eyeliner used by Mira and Lidya slightly flashed to make the three laugh so wide.
"Bad our faces if we run out mewek gini. The one that Syakirun is crying over!" it was Cibir Lidya who made Humai and Mira chuckle softly.
Finally, the three quickly took the tissue in the bag. Then they rubbed it on his face. After cleaning their appearance. Tidying up their faces that cry and believe that their faces are not bad anymore. All three get out of there.
No more campus schedules. Today they will go to the campus cafeteria before returning home. All three have felt thirsty because they were tired of crying since then and will eliminate it by drinking or eating together.
...🌴🌴🌴...
"Humai," called out the familiar voice of a man in Humai's ears these days.
The woman stood up and lowered her head.
"Yes, sir."
"Do you want to go home?" ask the man who turned out to be a killer lecturer who was none other than Jeno.
"Hm."
"Yes, Sir. We want to go home" Lidya replied with a stand.
Humai rounded his eyes. Intention to ask for help was even framed by the two crazy friends.
"Oh jaudah. Let me drive, Mai!" said Mr. Jeno who did get a schedule to deliver Humai.
"Em that, sir. I.." pause Humai who wants to reason.
"I want to say something, Mai. So can you come home with me this time?" jeno said that made Humai look up.
He could see the plea there. It made Humai who had a soft heart unable to resist. Eventually, he separated from his two best friends.
Diringa walked beside Mr. Jeno towards the man's car. Of course, a scene like this made several pairs of female students feel envious.
They felt the attitude of the famous killer lecturer on campus was changed if with Humai.
"Please enter!" jeno opened the door.
"But you don't have to…"
"Let's go in!" jeno said interrupting.
Humai could only take his breath so deeply. He clenched both of his hands as if feeling depressed.
She doesn't want to hurt a guy as good as Jeno. Humai could also guess what his killer lecturer would say. He's not ready. He was not ready to say what was in his heart. But ready not ready. She must be ready to face Jeno with her feelings.
"You're not in a hurry to get home, are you, Mai?" ask Jeno who started driving her car.
Humai. He looked at the clock in his hand which was still showing at eleven o'clock in the afternoon.
"No, Sir. Jay also has Mama and Papa at home" Humai said honestly.
"Want to accompany me to lunch? I want to talk to you, Mai. Can you?" pinta Jeno on Humai.
"Yes, Sir. Can."
~Connected
It turns out that the nangis nulis part Humai ama Lidya Mira, huhu
Remember yeah! there is no such thing as an ex-father or mother even though they have divorced.
Btw I brought a good novel recommendation. My friend's work.
Because tilapia broken a speck of milk before, that's the parable that happened in the life of Khalisa Suci Kirani Imprints stain embedded in him carrying Lara Cemoohan already familiar greeting that Khalisa always responded with a smile Even unexpectedly, people he considered family included the husband, playing honey and poison behind his back because of the traces of the stain.
However, when the life axis that became his strength was taken from his side, could Khalisa still smile when the stain dragged him to the bottom of his nestapa?
Yudhistira Lazuardi, a young lawyer who decides to be independent and stay away from his family in order to muffle the murmur in it, instead of getting quiet, he finds himself, his life was suddenly no longer the same when he let the figure of Khalisa filled with problems into it.
"Two hundred million!"
"Two hundred million in advance right now, for him!" Yudhistira pointed his index finger right at Khalisa with his jaw tightened and a sharp indecipherable look in his eyes
Will Khalisa remain as holy as the meaning of his name? Or even a stain that he never wanted.