Admiring You In My Silence
Chapter 1: prologue

love.love...

sometimes I am confused by love, many people say that love is beautiful, but until now I have not reached that stage, I have not been at the stage of loving or being loved. I still stay here, in the stage of admiring the beauty of the creation of the amazingly beautiful god

I once asked my mother about this, but she only answered 'when the time comes, then you will understand by yourself'

once uncle loved aunty diana so much, even until aunty diana no uncle still loved her, until one day uncle met her mother who was my teacher at that time, until the end of his two fell in love and married.even to this day the family both look very harmonious

sometimes I wonder if there is no doubt in their hearts when they decided to get married, even though I know uncle loves aunty diana very much, even some times the oma persuaded the uncle to open the heart for other women, but several times also the uncle refused, but when he saw the mother rumi, what happened? uncle is that easy to break up right to get married? oh, love is so hard

well you guys definitely know me, I am ALIFAH TIA DELFRIACA the Indonesian-English crossbreed daughter of the couple of masters DAFFIN DELFRIACA and NY. CAROLINE DELFRIACA

all this time I live with my oma and uncle in Indonesia, I live with them to accompany the oma who is always lonely at home.

for both my own parents they live in England, they are also not too concerned about me who decided to live in Indonesia, because there was my sister who accompanied them ROY ADAM DELFRIACA was his name. My family did follow the clan daddy, that's why we use the last name DELFRIACA

for my call to ustadzah rumi, I am more comfortable with the call of mother, while it is for uncle devan I still call her with that call.

dear uncle devan, I did not expect that I would become aunty so soon, yes uncle and mother already have one son whom they named MUHAMMAD DANIEL DELFRIACA, sounds Islamic right?

it's all at the request of the mother rumi, because the mother very firmly holds her belief, her, and he wants his eldest son to use the first name of Muhammad to sound Islamic and his morals can follow the apostleullah saw the lord of nature

y'all know? at the age of 17, I was confused by my heart, I admired someone but that person did not consider me, he only considered me a friend,

on the other hand, there are people who admire me but I do not like it

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tia smiled sweetly as she looked at herself in front of the large mirror that had always been her place to pour out this entire heart, just like this time, she was holding a hand & body while talking at length as if being on a big stage, saying all his heart in front of the mirror that will only be silent all the time without being able to provide solutions or refutation of all the stories he conveyed

but that is life, sometimes life requires crazy things so as not to seem dead, requires a vast imagination that does not tire to continue looking for fantasy, but behind all the madness must also be stored purpose.

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