Admiring You In My Silence
when should I get married?

after everyone returned to their rooms, they returned to their rooms.

he lay on his bed and looked at the sky in his room, thinking what he would do next. Because he was in school only a few months away, just wait for the exam and after that pass.

he still designs what he will do when he graduates, whether he has to work or continue his study to a higher level

"if I work by relying on an high school diploma, the possibility of work that I get is just a kaffe employee, and the salary is also fitting.

but if I go to college, what will I do? I do not have any expertise or interest in the world of lectures. continues now how dong? when should I get married?"

"no, I don't want to marry young, especially if married to a man of the same age who has no income, can be sakaratul death I mengejalaninnya" murmured tia

"but if I work, I'm sure om and mother will not ngijinin. if I have to go to college, I do not have interest in all his majors.so how dong now?" tia asked himself, he was really frustrated thinking about all that

while thinking about his future, suddenly crossed the faces of kevin and aditya simultaneously.

tia grabbed her own hair so that the shadow was gone from her mind

"why do you two have to?" rummy

how do I have to forget them, as much as possible any way.I do not want to continue tormented because of the thoughts of those who do not necessarily think of me. for aditya maybe he also thinks of me anyway but I don't like him. kalo kevin? boro boro want to be thought of, in angep aja ngga inward tia jengah

not because of the social status that makes tia not love aditya, it's just that she does not like the way aditya approached her.

aditya never had the courage to approach her directly, he only dared to send a short message to tia through whats app, he said, or maybe send a message to a girlfriend who is in her class.

tia really really does not like the way aditya is considered not gentle man.

"did I go over there again? maybe with my hyacinth I will be more busy than usual and finally forget them, yes mondok while college kayak his fit deh" muttered tia smiling

just now he smiled because the end got a way to forget the two handsome men, but suddenly his face back sour because thinking about college

"but if I go to college, what should I do?" muttered rumi while sighing

why gini anyway? when people want to go to college and there is a goal for majors even hindered by costs. and me? when cost is not a problem, I am confused about inner majors tia frustrated

thinking that it was all really frustrating, until the end he chose to sleep and dive into his beautiful dreams