After Wedding
Calms mind

"Clean your mind, Liy. Savan's fine." Said Devan who was trying to calm his mind.

"Lied!" liyan snapped with all her might to rebel.

Strongly, Devan holds him back from getting more brutal to get away from his ex-husband.

His breath that felt stung from trying to fight Devan in order to escape from him, Liyan continued to rebel.

"Take me off. Release!"

Liyan continued to put up a fight.

"Shut up! Liyan. I know that you are falling again. But, this is not how. I know you're not okay, but what's our power, Liy? you want to be angry, you want to hate yourself, no use, Liy." Jerk Devan who tried to resuscitate him, and hugged him so as not to run away.

Liyan who heard it, was immediately bowed sadly. Her tears flowed so hard, both her cheeks were wet and her face became swollen.

"So right, Sa-van isn't out to-long?"

His vision was blurred, and he was no longer able to think. Speech is also original.

With a force, Devan nodded. Ready not to be ready, reality is still reality. It would hurt even more if Liyan was lied to, and would hate her family or those close to her.

"I want to die, I don't want to live. I'm gonna go after Savan. He must be waiting for me. Savan, Savan, Mommy wants to see you, Savan." He said in Devan's arms.

Slowly, Devan rubbed his back to strengthen his heart to accept the reality freely, although it felt heavy and very painful.

"You are still given a chance to live, do not waste it. Relieve Savan's departure, get your son to leave quietly. Pity Savan if you give up like this. You're not alone, there's me, your parents, there's your sister, there's Yena, there's Aditya, and there's your husband. You who are patient, all will go home, just waiting for your turn. Pray for Savan, may he be calm in his passing." Said Devan who continued to encourage Liyan, trying to remind and try to comfort her.

"I want to meet Savan at the end of his life. I want to hug her, I want to meet her." Liyan replied, who is still in her ex-husband's arms.

"You promise, you won't let Savan down. You have to promise yourself, let go. Even though it hurts, it breaks your feelings, you keep trying hard." Devan said, Liyan agreed with a gesture.

As Liyan wished, to meet her son, Devan allowed her to. At first Liyan's mother objected, but Devan asked permission to take Liyan home. In any case, Liyan was Savan's parents, there was no right to forbid it.

Fear if not allowed, it will increase in trouble, and Liyan's mind is getting chaotic.

"Are you sure, Dev?" ask Liyan's mother who is still thinking.

"I'm sure, Auntie. Pity Liyan if his request is not granted, fearing that he will continue to think and blame himself. So, let Liyan go home. Aunty doesn't have to worry, everything's gonna be fine." Devan answered to convince.

"Well, if you think everything's gonna be okay, Auntie's gonna agree." Said Liyan's mother.

When they were ready to go home, the four of them came out of the patient's room to leave the hospital.

The car that was waiting in front of the hospital, Devan helped Liyan to get into the car. Then, followed by his mother Liyan and Yena.

On the way home, the atmosphere in the car was quiet. No one is talking. Liyan herself chose to lean against the chest of Devan's field, due to the most comfortable place to lean.

It did not take long, finally arrived in the courtyard of the funeral home. In the area of the house, already crowded with many people who come to mourn.

Liyan who had been rumbling in her chest, her breathing felt tight, so heavy a test that had to be accepted. The only son who was very dear, now came home without saying goodbye. Leaves many memories, as well as stories that are just for a moment.

"Want me to carry?" devan asked Liyan.

"Can I look Savan in the face to part? no, I don't want to part with him. I want to go with Savan, I want to accompany Savan. I'm afraid Savan doesn't dare go alone." Liyan replied, speaking everywhere.

Devan is trying to win his mind.

"You must be breastfed, do not let your heart stand in the way of his departure. Let Savan be quiet, and go with the prayers of all of us. Don't worry about Savan, he's gone home quietly. Come on, I'll go with you. Let go of your burdens, lest you be swept away in your grief." Devan said giving little advice to Liyan.

Liyan, helpless to get out of the car, leads Devan and invites him into the house. She actually wants to hold Liyan, but Devan realizes that Liyan is married, and her husband is super possessive. Inevitably, Devan chose to lead him.

When he was inside the house, and was near two bodies. Liyan's body suddenly found it difficult to support her weight.

The direction of his gaze was blank as he looked at the face of his son's already pale corpse helplessly. Liyan who saw it, her breathing felt tight. Strong is not strong when facing harsh reality, Liyan is trying to stay strong.

When tears washed down her cheeks, Liyan kissed her son one last time. What a hard farewell to receive. The memories that came to her memory, piercing through her heart, were extremely painful.

The longer he looked at the face of his son's corpse, the direction of his gaze was fixed on the body of his mother-in-law. Just yesterday living together, now there must be a farewell. More to go forever with his beloved son. Liyan was truly devastated to accept the harsh reality that was far from her shadow.

Vando, who knew his wife was standing near the bodies of both his mother and his son, did not approach him at all. Vando still ignored the presence of his wife who needed encouragement from her husband. However, it was just that Vando was indifferent to her. In fact, not a bit at all.

Devan, who did not want any problems, chose to ask Yena for help to accompany him. While Devan himself only monitored and watched Liyan from a distance.

"Liyan, already. Let's sit there, we'll wait for departure to deliver Savan's body and your mother-in-law's. We'll sit there for a minute, we'll move on if you want to come." Take Yena along while giving Liyan some understanding.

As the two bodies were immediately taken care of for departure to the tomb, Yena and Liyan looked for a seat to wait for the hour to depart.

Devan himself was still monitoring Liyan, afraid that something unwanted might happen.