After Wedding
Disappointed and trying hard

Liyan whose condition was getting dropped, was really very bad luck. Husband who he considered will be loyal and can be his life companion to age, apparently misjudged. In fact, Vando so much to give him injuries that he had to lose his only son who became part of his life. Now, his favorite son has gone home. It was very painful to lose his beloved son.

Devan is not one car, it feels like he wants to accompany and entertain his ex-wife. But who was Liyan? just her ex-husband.

"I hope you're okay, Liyan. If only time could be turned, I wouldn't let you be like this." He muttered while driving his car.

In addition to the position, Aditya is the same as the thought of Liyan, a man who also still puts his heart on Liyan.

Her memory returned when Liyan refused to marry her. Just like Devan, regretting that it was not him who survived and became a partner for Liyan, but Vando who he fought for.

Arriving at home, Aditya looks lethargic and uninspired. No need for a bed to rest, Aditya immediately dropped his body on the sofa while stretching out his hands, because his mind felt tired.

"Just come home, son? what's your friend's condition, is it okay?" ask the father who found his son sleeping on the sofa.

Aditya, who had trouble breathing, got up straight from his position, and sat down to face his father.

"Yes, Pa, I just got home. It was so busy. From yesterday did a search, and this morning just met, but it was no longer helped. For Liyan's condition, she was in shock, and there was a slight problem with her husband. Liyan is accused of being a pesky carrier, meaning that Liyan was wrong for the deaths of her son and mother Vando." Aditya answered while yawning from sleepiness.

"What a pity your friend, her husband is really not human at all his own wife. Actually, Papa heard the news on television. And the plan is to come and share the condolences, but there are guests. So, Papa didn't go. Oh, yeah, you've eaten?"

"Yet, Pa. Still not cool. Eat it later. Yeah, Dad, I'm going to go to the room first. I'm gonna take a shower, I'm so sultry." Aditya replied, who again did not want to chat with his father, because his eyes sleepy and want to rest.

At the Aritama family residence, Liyan in the room looked so moody. Yena as a close friend and already considered a brother, tried to entertain, but still Liyan did not want to respond.

"Liy, do you want to keep going like this? Savan's gone quietly, don't torture yourself. If you keep this up, Savan must be sad to see you like this, Liy." Yena said trying to remind me.

"I hate Vando, Yen. He was so cruel to accuse me. Okay, I accept if he wants to divorce me, but not to accuse me, Yen. I've been devastated to lose Savan, so why should I be accused like that." Liyan replied that she still feels arrogant with Vando, namely on charges about the death of her mother Vando and Savan.

Yena immediately hugged Liyan, winning her mind.

"You are patient, maybe Vando is not the best mate for you. You better calm your mind. If you continue to dissolve in sadness, pity Savan, must be sad to see his sad mother. You have to be strong to live it, and you are not alone, there are still many who care about you." Yena said encouragingly.

Liyan nodded, and Yena let go of her embrace.

"You eat first, yeah. From yesterday you did not eat, your body must have been weak. If you torture yourself, you lose to Vando. I bribe ya, mumpung again angel cuisine. The cold hunt is bland." Her speech.

Getting an answer from Liyan, Yena was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief. The one who had tried to persuade, Liyan no longer refused. Also, his chatter did not make Liyan feel annoyed.

After eating, and also having a lot of chatting, Yena did not forget to give him a sedative, at least so that his sleep was not back and forth awakened due to his unsettled mind.

Late at night, Yena, who was unable to maintain her consciousness, slept next to Liyan. Accompanying her to sleep as her parents had asked her not to be lonely, and if she woke up, there was Yena accompanying her.

The next morning, the weather was clear, Liyan who woke up from her sleep, empty of heart, no longer a Savan figure, silent days.

"Savan, what are you, baby? Mother misses, Mother wants to meet Savan." His words that had just woken up from his sleep, Liyan recalled her son.

Yena who woke up bad luck, also immediately realized when Liya woke up from her sleep.

"Liyan, are you awake? sorry, I'm bad luck. Are you crying again? Liyan, Savan has left quietly, you need to let him go. I know it's hard for you, but what can we do? we are given age, we give it prayer, Liy. We will also follow, but wait for the time. You don't keep going like this, Liy. You will not have the spirit of life. You're gonna torture yourself." Said Yena who was not bored to give little advice to Liyan.

"I feel like my life is hard, my life is broken, I'm losing my happiness. I'm sorry, I'm easily lulled, and forget myself." Liyan replied while crying.

Yena grabbed her hand, and held it tightly.

"You're patient, Liy. You're not alone, you still have me, and so are your parents, your brother." Yena assured him.

Liyan looked straight ahead, her gaze was blank, all her hopes were gone. There was no longer the cheerfulness of his beloved son, desolate, like his mood. I don't know how long Liyan can take it? the truth is bitter, and painful.

Already abandoned his son for good, must accept vile accusations from Vando, and plus expelled, and also divorced. Complete was already the suffering of a Liyan in an instant.

Liyan can what? it all happened, and it was impossible to fix. Sick and disappointed, he is now a burden on his life. Still mending divorced, as long as not parted with his son. But, this hurts more.

'Yena said, I can't be weak. I have to be strong for Savan, he's my most precious treasure. Savan, it's fine, baby. Mother will continue to pray for you, may you be in His Heaven. Maybe it's true, it's your destiny, and Mother's destiny is like this.' Inner Liyan who was trying to encourage herself.

Now, his life is back from zero, repeating from the beginning of a new life. No one is loved, and no one loves. All have been dashed with the hope that has been awaited so far. Living happily with his little family, apparently not on his side.

Liyan who feels tight to breathe, as much as possible to still be able to live even though fragile.