
Zein believes something is wrong with her boyfriend. Unlike usual Melisa spoke so tightly and as if she did not care about the relationship they were in. I don't know why that made her boyfriend behave like that.
After Desi's house, he did return to the office to finish the job and when he wanted to open a new file, his focus was split. He decided to take a break and leave the office. Just as Zein's journey home occurred to Melisa again. He was worried, so Zein changed his destination to Melisa's house.
He has to see the woman. Asking for an explanation of what he meant this afternoon that felt so bouncy and offensive to him.
" Don't want to talk inside? " asked Melisa when she saw Zein sitting on the porch.
" No need. "Said Zein, He patted the tile next to where he was sitting. " here. "
Melisa according. He sat next to his girlfriend.
" What's up? " ask Zein, gently. She tidied Melisa's hair.
Melisa froze in place. Zein's treatment almost made his defense collapse. Zein's attitude always made her comfortable.
" What? " ask Melisa back.
Zein stopped the movement of his hand. He stared at Melisa clingy for a few moments, then the hand he used to rub Melisa's hair moved to the woman's cheek.
" I love you. I forgot the last time I was this crazy about women and I think you're the only one that I can't stop crazing about, Mel. From the beginning you gave me the space to go further into your life, that's when I felt like I didn't want to go out anymore. I feel comfortable in your life ", Zein said. Her voice was soft and soothing.
Melisa wants to fall asleep. Wanting to hear such a sentence again from Zein's mouth, however, he could not. He must quickly end it before he is completely asleep and cannot escape.
" What are you talking about? Don't keep fighting, ah" said Melisa. He turned his face to the dark roof of the sky.
" I'm comfortable, but are you comfortable in my life? "
Zein's question was in Melisa's heart. The man had just asked her a rhetorical question. Even without him answering, Zein should know what the answer is.
" Why did you arrive to discuss something like this? Obviously I'm comfortable. If not, why have we come so far? There is no way you know, if feelings can also recede in time and we must have a way to work around it appropriately. Do you know how to keep the same feeling from start to finish? Feelings change even without us knowing it. "
Increasingly so. Zein's not wrong, there must be something that affects Melisa.
" I wouldn't have discussed this if you hadn't started, Melisa. Last time we met, we were good and a few hours ago you suddenly like not interested in our relationship. And from what you said earlier I can draw conclusions. You bored? "
But unfortunately, Zein could not resist his emotions to not be offended. Not to be angry and upset.
" Not bored. But if you are serious with me, you should have prepared how we will not be bored or bored or suddenly have no taste. " Melisa ventured to look at Zein. Then he continued his words.
" We will definitely reach a point where we get bored of each other. Sure, Ze! I just don't want to be in a relationship that's forced to survive just because it's comfortable but not love. Or dear to end because our relationship has been long established. "
Melisa squeezed the edge of the tile she was sitting on. Resisting the turmoil for the sake of the rumbling turmoil in his chest.
" Are you afraid we're bored of each other? Don't worry, we can handle it as long as we fight. Don't be a coward who turns himself in before the war even begins. But the story is different if there is no feeling or desire together again. "the tone of Zein's voice increases. Sleek and sound resigned.
Zein threw his gaze at the sky. In any direction opposite to the woman next to him. Though it had just rained, but the air around the terrace was hot and stuffy.
" Don't be naive, Melisa, " said Zein.
" Maybe we should correct why we fell in love with each other. Because if we are meant to be together, God will not take us to a state like in-- "
" While my mother's blessing have you held? " cut Zein.
Both silent. It was almost as quiet as the night that accompanied them.
" okay. Maybe we should correct why we fell in love. "
Zein went up and left Melisa still dumbstruck on the porch, He walked with steady steps without looking.
Her heart was burning to hear the word Melisa. He did not think that speech could come out of the mouth of the woman he loved so much, he craved that in the end made himself so soft.
While Melisa was just staring at Zein's back which was getting further along with the night wind that brought her away.
" Zein just came back? "
Melisa did not answer the question that came from where Zein disappeared earlier.
" Y! Mel?! It's night don't like daydreaming! " Glenn snapped his finger in front of Melisa's face.
The girl was still silent but tears fell in her eyes. The panicked Glenn, hurriedly placed his luggage onto the terrace. The man sat down and rubbed Melisa's back.
Don't ask, the girl must have fought.
" I'm naive." said Melisa.
It didn't take long for Glenn to let his chest be filled with the sound of Melisa crying.
Zein believes his ego is a little shaken by the debate with Melisa just now. Anger seemed to gather behind his head which now felt tired. Inexhaustible thought he will clash with Melisa because of problems that he never thought of.
Is correct. Maybe boredom will arise someday and the relationship they live in will only be limited to responsibility because of time and bonding. But should not a pair of lovebirds alike know how to make himself always fall in love with his partner
Zein turned his car into a club parking lot. He had not been there for a long time and needed more than a bottle of wine.
" Why are things never on my side? " he muttered in the midst of the boisterous music typical of nightclubs.
For now enough wine was filling the tight cavity in his mind. Zein let him dissolve in the liquor tonight.
" Who the hell? "
Zein grabbed the phone in his shirt pocket. The name of someone who always irritates him anywhere and anytime.
" WHAT? " sambar Zein with a very thin.