All Because of You
Episode 61

" Siti called me yesterday, she keeps her name on our existence. I can't answer. I blocked her number many times, but she diligently bought a new number to get in touch with me. She was too afraid to interact with you or Glenn, so choose me. "obviously Andi, she had to tell Melisa as soon as possible in order to make a decision.

Melisa was surprised, but she tried not to show. He was still, just like his previous position. Only the heart turned unsettled.

" You know, An, I can't feel myself at least. I feel like I know myself the most. When asked to hate or like people, sometimes I don't know. My heart may flower or explode but my lips never speak properly. I've always been confused with myself " said Melisa. He played his finger as a nervous taker.

" I know, warm. That's why I always feel guilty for letting you go first. But Mel, try to learn to convey your heart from the little things. Always resigned and follow others is not always right and makes you comfortable. Now I ask, do you hate Siti? " Andi held Andi's wrist.

Melissa was silent for a long time. It was hard to synchronize his heart and mouth. He has been used since childhood to his desire.

" Melia, answer me. " And only this time did Andi demand an answer to his question.

" I don't want to answer that one, An. "

Andi held Melisa's hand between her hands. He looked into the girl's eyes.

" Hate or not? " The intonation of Andi's voice is much lower.

And soon the girl nodded.

Andi raised Melisa's hand and kissed her.

" Mel, love happiness to others is not wrong but try before you happy others, try to be happy yourself. You deserve what you want, no matter how selfish it is. If it is wrong, you will realize and let go. Do not let everyone be happy or your efforts, only you who are sad and suffering. You seek others happiness but you yourself cannot get it. Try prioritizing yourself. " Andi pressed his last sentence.

The girl was silent. Rejecting the words lata Andi who had also been emphasized by Glenn to him. At that time he did not care, considering Glenn's words were only the wind then but now Glenn's words really describe him now.

You seek others happiness but you yourself are not able to get it? Is correct. He even had to be willing to leave Jakarta to be able to achieve what is called happiness.

" It turns out that all this time I was trying to hurt myself." Melisa's great-grandson.

Andi desperately wanted to nod strongly but it was impossible.

" Now answer my question again, are you still in love with Zein? "

Melisa raised her face that was not bowed. He did not expect Andi would ask such a question.

" honest. Your feelings are not wrong " Andi said.

" I don't know. If this one I really don't know. Maybe yes, but maybe not. Two years is enough for me to forget her" said Melisa.

Andi raised both eyebrows in turn. " What is this? Just now we agreed to try you to be honest with yourself, now it's a lie again. I remember the day you cried in the kitchen looking at the wedang round Glenn had bought. Especially if you don't remember Zein? "

Telak. Melisa was very embarrassed, it turns out Andi knew her who was silent crying because she remembered the memories with Zein when she was in Jogja.

" Siti asked me to tell you to read the letter that Zein gave two years ago. You still keep it? " ask Andi.

Melisa nodded. " Still. I have never read it to this day. "

" Try reading then. Who knows, I could answer my question. "

" I really want to move on from Zein." said Melisa.

" I didn't reject us because of that" Melisa argued.

" Yes, I believe. Even though my heart says one hundred percent it's true "Andi quipped.

Melisa pulled her hand from Andi's.

" I can't accept you because since we've been here, you're no longer my ex but you're like Glenn. Like my own sister, "granddaughter Melisa. She's not feeling good for the guy next to her.

Andi rubbed Melisa's head. He smiled and said. " What's wrong, Mel. At first I was disappointed but the more I came here the more we enjoyed our relationship as brothers. "

" I'm sorry, I always make you heartbroken" said Melisa, slowly.

Andi laughed. " The saddest and most pleasant heartbreak for me is you. I might try to open my heart again once you find the right person. "

" Why wait for me? " ask Melisa.

" For if we were a match but I chose my soul mate it was someone else while you were still hanging looking for a girlfriend, I lost it" joked Andi.

Melisa laughs and removes Andi's hand from her kepel.

" Thank you, An, although I have refused many times you remain loyal to me. I will definitely get the right person so that a lucky woman who does not exist where right now can soon meet her soul mate" said Melisa.

" Amin's. "

From now on will try to voice his heart. The first thing he would do was read the piece of paper that Zein had given him two years ago.

*****

The sound of EDM music thronged Zein's ears who was almost stoned thanks to the action of several bottles of wine in front of him. He again picked up his cell phone and some phone calls that he had ignored since. No matter how many times the woman filled their chat rooms and phone calls. He just wants to be alone.

Zein groaned as his phone returned a sound. The girl called him again and inevitably to silence him she had to pick him up.

" What?! Let me calm down! Don't call me if you don't have any information I need. "he said, ketus.

" Relax! Why are you at the club? What tranquility are you looking for? You think I'm not tired of trying alone?! "

Zein laughed at the girl's complaint.

" It is your turn to make an effort. I used to die fighting alone and you were silent about the results. "

" I'm tired, Ze! Help me a little, why the hell? "

" Whatever. I don't want to be disturbed. "

Zein disconnected their phone and deactivated the phone. He's so tired. One and a half years he was free to be patient and when his condition began to be controlled, he would never give reproach. Now he has to get what he has lost from his life.

" One more time and I will not waste you again." he murmured, no matter who.

Zein recalled the letter she wrote the night before her fiancee with Siti. A letter addressed to the girl he loved so much.