
She can't even cover up her shock when Melisa tells the story of the accident that befell Zein and Siti a few months after the two men became a couple. At that time, it was very desirable that Glenn returned to Jakarta and made sure of Siti's condition but he did not have enough courage for it.
Yabg sure enough, after a long way out of town and back only for the uncertain.
While Siti waited for what Glenn would say next. Is it a snub or a sarcasm? What form of judgment has he always imagined? Is Glenn going to blow his temper at him? Or is it a regret for knowing him?
Siti doesn't know. The man was still silent, nor did he dare to ask Glenn to leave. It is undeniable that his heart really misses this man.
Glenn's appearance never changed, but with his favorite leather jacket and plain T-shirt and jeans that are almost not worth wearing but always cool if worn by the man.
And again, a tattoo on Glenn's arm. He was eager to see it, nostalgic about what was behind the carving on the man's skin.
Siti. He can't stand this situation.
" Want to come in? " ask Siti, doubtfully hesitating.
Glenn suddenly raised his head which had been bowed since. He looked at Siti, clumsy.
" huh? "
" There's no one. Everyone is busy taking care of Mas Sean's blessing tomorrow.
" Oh, don't be. Here, it's not good just the two inside. "push Glenn.
Siti nodded. He let Glenn sit on the porch right in front of the main door. It used to be their favorite spot to hang out after coming home from the club.
" I take a drink first yes. "said Siti, about to rise but first held by Glenn.
" It's not, Ti. I'll just take a second" said Glenn.
Sit back down. It was sad and his heart felt sliced. In the past the man could go in and out of his house without permission, take a drink in the kitchen like his own home, sleep on Siti's bed when he was tired of driving and could not afford to go home.
Long ago. Long time.
" So why are you here, Glenn? " ask Siti, almost like a whisper.
Glenn looked over, looking at the girl. " Aren't you going to see me? "
" No. I mean, kirain you're really gone. Don't want to know or relate anything else with me. "said Siti.
Glenn smiled, as if he had just been caught red-handed.
" Yes, you're right. I didn't want to see you again but I just realized that my actions actually made me feel like a coward." said Glenn.
Siti did not understand what the man meant. If there was indeed a mistake between the two of them, it was certain that he was not Glenn.
The man before him was the best man he had ever known in his entire life. Glenn has always been his shield since High School, the most comfortable place to complain about anything that disturbs his mind. Siti is constantly lamenting the stupid actions she did five years ago.
Had time been withdrawn, he probably wouldn't have been in an awkward mood this morning.
" I don't dare to face the problems that exist between us. I was too scared and had high self-esteem. I can usually say Zein is not worthy of Melisa because I do not dare to act while what I do is also only limited to the road in place. I never dared to make ... fight for lo. " continued Glenn.
Lady stunned. He thought, Glenn came once more to judge him. He did not expect that the man would vent his heart.
" When, Glenn? " ask Siti.
He never thought the man really liked him.
" When? I also forgot, precisely at that time I began to realize that my feelings for Lo and Melisa were different. I treat you more than Melisa. More possessive, more emotional, while to Melisa I was much more gentle, positioning myself as an older sister" Glenn said.
The girl smiled and then nodded.
" I remember when you broke through the 12th grade door because someone disturbed Melisa when we just went up to 11th grade. And ever since then you've followed Melisa wherever she goes. I had thought you loved her more than a friend. "remember Siti.
Glenn laughed a little. " Any chin, me? "
" Is it not now? "
" Yes, when I'm unfortunately the same lo but no one is aware" said Glenn.
" Obviously, Lo treats all your scuffles the same. "reply Siti.
" I was discussing it, Ti. I don't want to like you, " admit Glenn.
The girl looked. " why? "
" Because there's Melisa. "
" I mean, if I like the same you keep us dating and later troubled, pity Melisa. He only has us" said Glenn.
Siti understood that, She was grateful that Glenn had not expressed his feelings in the first place.
" But my love statement to you five years ago was also serious" Glenn said.
" It was spontaneous, I was joking. Sorry, I'm not as brazen as you. "said Siti, feeling guilty.
The man smiled. " What's wrong, it's gone too. At that time I just thought of an instant way to make the tacky matchmaking void. I didn't expect to be that brave and the severity of my ego hurt when you refused" Glenn said.
Siti cursed herself when she saw the incident. Now they are in the same place as the night five years ago.
" I'm really sorry for everything" said Siti, her voice trembling with the cries.
Glenn hated seeing the woman's expression. He did not want to see Siti carrying the burden again. Had enough.
" The reason I didn't come to Melisa's wedding is because I'm too ashamed of you guys. I don't have the courage to show myself after what my family and I did to you. I know what I did to you and how I never realized that it was what made you stay away until when I really lost you, I realized and regretted. Not a single day I spent feeling relieved, I've never been happy since that engagement day and --"
" I don't want to hear anything else about it. "
Glenn pulled the girl into his arms. Clutching Siti's back may have been fragile to withstand all her regrets. He could not help but hold tightness in his chest when he heard the woman's sobs continue to be as sorry as they filled his ears.
" Already, don't cry. I dare to come means all my feelings are gone. I was a little disappointed when you did not come to Melisa's wedding, I hope to meet and solve our problems" said Glenn.
The man rubbed Siti's head, left with a wet t-shirt due to the girl's tears. He wanted more than a hug.
" I'm sorry, always make you disappointed." whispered Siti.
Glenn wiped Siti's tears using both of her thumbs.
" I can't make a strong temple without lo. Five years is enough for us to be equally aware of each other's feelings" Glenn said.
The girl nodded strongly while holding back her cries. He could feel the man's breath that was not 10 cent away from him.
" Tell me what you're feeling, Ti. "demand Glenn.
Slowly the girl raised her head then looked at Glenn with watery eyes.
" Dear, " said Siti, barely audible.
" Love you. "
Glenn was relieved not to play around hearing that statement. She kissed Siti's forehead long enough, the girl she missed, loved, loved, the girl she loved the most.
" From now on, I will not give up any obstacles between us. I'll fight and make sure our story ends like Zein and Melisa. The promise ", said Glenn, was full of emphasis.
The girl smiled, she tried to stop her crying but it was hard.
" Can't stop, Glenn" said Siti, still eagerly.
The man laughed. " Oh, I stopped. "
Glenn drew their faces closer, He tilted his head and kissed the girl's lips. Since long time ago he always envied girlfriend Siti and now she is the owner of the girl completely.
" Aggressive bangat, heh. "siti said on the sidelines, their kiss.
" Lion. I'm kangen. "
Siti draped her hands around the man's neck while Glenn guided their kisses ever closer.
EXPIRE.
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