Ambar For Sakti
I Hate

Sintia seemed so shocked and hit when she found out the child she was carrying could not save her life, she asked Valdo not to joke with her but Valdo said that he said the truth. Sintia was crying bitterly, she was still unable to accept the bad luck that befell her at this moment.

“I hope after this you can accept this reality,” said Valdo who then passed leaving Sintia who was crying bitterly.

When he came out of the room, Valdo met Ambar who had been silent since then and noticed what was going on in there, Ambar seems to apologize to Valdo but Valdo says that Ambar does not need to apologize to him.

“I am not angry at you at all, after all maybe this is the way so that we can part.”

Hearing Valdo's words made Ambar's heart uneasy, Valdo said that Ambar did not need to blame himself but it was impossible for Ambar not to do so.

“I'm sincere Ambar, don't blame yourself for what has happened to Sintia, you are completely innocent.”

After saying that Valdo left Ambar, the woman was still standing in his place for a while. Ambar cried because he felt guilty for Sintia. He can feel how Sintia feels now, if Ambar is in the position of Sintia maybe he will also behave the same as Sintia does at this time. Ambar then tried to enter the room but Sintia immediately looked at him sharply.

“Sintia i...”.

“Do you want to come here? I don't want to see your face!”

“I'm sorry, I..”.

“Come out now!”

Sintia screams at Ambar and makes Ambar finally decide to get out of the room even though he actually wants to talk to Sintia and calm her down but it seems like this is not the right time for her to do that thing.

“Go from here, Ambar! I don't want to see your face!”

****

Ambar was so sad when he returned home, he felt guilty to Sintia for the bad events that happened to the woman. Farah, who had just returned from work, decided to stop by her brother's house to see if he was okay or not.

“Kak, what happened to you?”

“I was from the hospital visiting Sintia.”

“What happened to him?”

Ambar told his sister everything, Farah listened to Ambar's story and allowed Ambar to finish all his stories. Ambar then blamed himself for doing evil to Sintia.

“You are completely innocent, Brother. None of this is what we all want.”

“But if I hadn't pushed her then none of this would have happened, Sintia would have had her child until she gave birth, I'd have taken away her happiness.”

Farah seemed to sympathize with what Ambar was experiencing at this time, he hugged the brother and tried to calm him who was in a state of anxiety at this time. Ambar cried in the arms of his sister and for a while Ambar let out all the emotions that were inside him and finally after that Ambar slowly broke his embrace and began to wipe away his tears that had been light up because he was crying so hard.

“How do you feel after this?”

“It has been much better, but for now the guilt is still there.”

****

“Already Ambar, stop blaming yourself. All this is already due to the will of God.”

“But if I hadn't done that, Sakti then Sintia would still have her child.”

Sakti shook his head, Sakti tried to give understanding to Ambar that all this must happen because God has destined it like this. As much as Ambar denies that the bad things that have happened will never change anything.

“Stop blaming yourself and just accept that Sintia does have to live a life like this, Sakti.”

Hearing Sakti's words just made Ambar cry again but if before Farah who hugged him now Sakti who hugged him, Sakti allowed Ambar to cry in his arms while Sakti was busy to calm Ambar. For a while they were like that and finally after slowly Ambar had started to control himself again then Ambar broke their embrace.

“How are you feeling right now?”

“It's been much better, thank you for listening to me earlier.”

“No problem Ambar, I am happy to hear your complaints and from now on stop to blame yourself.”

****

The legal case that ensnared Helga entered a new chapter, the woman was called by the police as a returning witness to the case that dragged her to the premeditated murder of Warsinih. Already many journalists were waiting for him when he came so the reporters immediately thrust a microphone to him but Helga chose to be silent a thousand languages even though a lot of journalists were crowded there and wanted to ask what that will be the agenda of the examination this time while others are busy asking Helga comments about the case that is wrapped around him.

“Please don't block the road, give us the way.”

Security guards opened the road from Helga's car to the entrance to the building ,there, of course, journalists are not allowed to go inside because the security officers are already on guard and journalists can only take pictures only on the stairs.

“Bu Helga, how did you respond to this case?”

“Do you believe that you are innocent in this case?”

“Can we ask for your comment on this case?”

But all the reporters' questions were not answered by Helga, the woman with super-tight escort went inside to run the examination.

“Be careful of all of you, I will never stay silent, wait for my revenge.”

****

Ambar is still thinking about how Sintia's fate is today, he goes to the hospital where Sintia is treated in the hope that this time Sintia's mood is much better and they can talk. There is no bad intention in Ambar when he wants to meet Sintia, he sincerely and sincerely wants to help Sintia rise again after the bad things that happened to his family. When Ambar came to see Sintia had woken up and he glanced at Ambar who had just come, Sintia is of course emotional and asks why Ambar is still here when he says that he does not want anyone to live here.

“I'm here to apologize to you for what I've done to you.”

“What did you say? Apologizing to me? Do you think I will forgive you?!”