An Unexpected Wedding
Marsha Trying Harder in Front of Her Son

If only my husband loved me, I would be like a queen by now.

If I were a princess switched as in a fairy tale, I would bewitch my grief into a streak of happiness and not a single tear would be shed on my cheek.

"Wiliambod, Wiliambod let's go down", the sound of the bus rattling me from daydreams .

I was shocked and looked around "Lho I was able to get to India," I spoke to myself in a confused state.

"Hey mb, India from Hong Kong,mb wake up, this is still in Indonesia mb this area of Wiliambod hospital is not India.

ha ha ha mb there is only one," said the passenger next to me.

I'm so embarrassed, because of my daydream I'm not concentrating.

The bus drove again and almost reached my village.

I miss my son Dafa Pramudipta.

In the deepest recesses of the heart is only engraved your name my dear son.

Mother never had love, so I poured out all my love for you, my son.

Life is empty like walking in the desert without finding the end of the road and not finding a well of livelihood.

In front of the terrace there is a tiny hand that is playing mounds of land and cars.

He was so innocent like an untainted white cloth.

If you had known, the pain in my heart that I felt the burden of life that I carried alone.

However, let my son not need to know the burden of life that I feel, all he needs to know is happiness.

"Dad, Mother home, father,"Said Dafa.Applause tiny hands cool the heart, heal the taste.

"Mother Dafa misses Mother" said Dafa.

"Mother also misses Dafa, as long as you live in naughty Dafa?" I said.

"don't you know, Dafa, a good boy isn't naughty Mom" I said.

"Well, that's just Mom's son" I said

"you have come home" said Ryan.

"Hmmm," I said.sama Ryan.

"Why don't you say 'which, if you know you're not coming home to pick you up at the terminal" Ryan said.

Marsha did not answer Ryan's question, she was basically lazy to converse with her husband, who had incised a wound.

" I'll always remember every tear drop you made mas" I said.

And I remain by your side not because of you, but your son.

Slowly the sun began to set in the mist.

After a tired day struggling with activities that are so dense and very draining.

I climbed into the bed to straighten my legs and rest.

"What are you don't miss me" said Ryan.

"Don't bother me, I've been working all day" I said.

"I was just asking, don't you miss me" Ryan said.

"Have come to sleep" I said .

Maybe his heart is not in the mood anymore so it's better he shut up and sleep.

Marsha sleeps while hugging the bolts and turning her back to Ryan, restless Ryan can not sleep, finally he hugged Marsha from behind and can just fall asleep.

From the window of the room has been distracted by the glitter of sunlight piercing the heart to hit the dim face.

I woke up and turned to the wall clock showing at half six.

My son came in and moved to sleep next to his father.

I take my wine and wash my face and then the other parts.

I bow down to you, O God.

The orange rays illuminate the corner of my house.

I began my activities with the spirit of my son's soul.

""Mother, Mother tomorrow if Dafa has grown up, I do not need to work anymore, yes let Dafa only work.Dafa does not want to see Mom achieve later can be sick," said Dafa plainly.

I who was drying clothes kept glancing at Dafa and smiling.

Mother's prayer is always with you, Son.

May you be a successful and proud child.

Finished drying my clothes put a basket of clothes in the corner of the house.

Then I rested my body on the front porch, I looked at my son who was playing.

And I was lulled in daydreams.

Is my life going to be this way.Am I always going to be pursued - chasing debt.

I live like I'm on the edge of a horn, die of unwilling life.

Is there anyone besides me who does not find true love and happiness.

I was thinking, if I have to keep laundry working at Bu Ratna then continue selling fried food, for a long time - my energy does not seem strong.Adding to my age it feels easy to achieve

I should what?

What path should I take, in order to get more money, so that my family is fulfilled.

Why I married feels like a widow, it feels like I have no husband.For all the burdens of my life I bear alone.

Then will I be strong?

I don't know a lot of thoughts running through my head.

"Assalamualaikum," a young man came to my house.

"Waalaikum greetings, who are you going to find, huh?"I said.

"You look for mb Marsha,mb," said the young man.

"Yes my own coincidence" I said.

"Look, my neighbor Bi Jami and

want to convey that Bi Jami died, he fell while in the bathroom.

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