An Unexpected Wedding
Marsha's Lamentation Behind Her Firmness

The sky suddenly turned grey.

"Ah, is it going to rain, huh?"

I looked up at the sky from my bedroom window, then heard the traveling greengrocer offer his wares.

I stood staring at the window and looked around and Ryan was still asleep.

There is no hope and happiness in my life.

And I could only take a heavy breath.I rubbed my face violently.Lelaki who married me a few years ago, he who had an affair, and He who ever incised a wound in this heart.

Now he also threw a stone looking for mistakes that I never did.For a split second there I was silent.And my eyes began to heat with all my strength to hold back so as not to cry, so I was still silent, but still I cried because I could not stem my sadness anymore.

I cried along with the rain that was falling.I cried so - so, along with the rings of prophecy.The sky seemed right - really shed all his complaints.

I faced the window and saw the rain falling.Ah, I really like it.

For a moment I gasped as memory passed through my mind.When Ryan told me."What I promise will change for you and our son Dafa, I love you Marsha, and I promise never to repeat again!"

I'm sick of it !

The storm here is still rowdy, like my heart is rumbling.Saki was pierced by thousands of arrows.Now what should I do?

How else to face the future?

Will I be able to survive after I forgive him?

I don't know!

I quickly went to the kitchen to prepare food for breakfast.

"What time is it" asked Ryan.

Holy hooch!

I almost got a knife, because I was slicing red onions.

Then I turned my body.

At the kitchen door Ryan was still standing sleepily and his life had not yet been collected.

"It's still six o'clock, 'mas, '" I replied, after looking at the wall clock.

Mas Ryan still hid his jealousy, then he gawked into the room again.

"Dafa bathe dear, it's breakfast,"call me to Dafa my Son

"Yes Ma'am, five minutes is still cold" replied Dafa.

"that's why I've boiled warm water, won't I go cold?"

"Yes Mom for a moment" replied Daffa.

After everything was done I started washing laundry and I was drying inside because it was still raining outside.

"From now on I'm holding the laundry money, because I'm the head of the household" Ryan said from behind.

"As far as you go, gold," I replied softly.

"Why do you speak slowly if you are not sincere and do not accept" replied Ryan.

"Ikhlas, I think if it's good for you, please mas, I don't want to find a commotion" I said.

"Say if you don't accept don't beat around the bush" Ryan said.

"Yes, I reached the point,Oh yes that if you want breakfast I have prepared at the table.And earlier got an invitation from RT sir we were told to attend the event want there to download the show ghost he said," I said.

"Hmmm" replied Ryan.

Looks like he is still angry, weird that should be the one who deserves to be angry here is me because it was treated unfair.Kok even he who was angry - anger is not clear that.

Reach dECH!

Yes, everything I accept with grace, because I know that God does not sleep.He knows everything.All will have a reply.

May the storm pass quickly and may my pain be cured, I can only resign and succumb.It is indeed my nature and disposition always resigned and relented.until all my friends and neighbors so be irritated, too,anger, annoyance and scuffles saw me being treated unfairly but I remained silent and did not fight back.

They all thought I had a shaman's champion.There was a saying that I had to use my husband so that I would submit and obey my husband.

And whether let alone the ravings of the neighbors I let it go.Also I who undergo Istiqomah all because of the pleasure of Allah.Its important I live like running water.Di said sick ,yes this heartache, this body.

But what we are shouting all the problems are finished of course not.

Time quickly passed now at exactly eight o'clock, I'm getting ready - ready for the RT sir event.

"Let's go," I said.

"Yes, but you're there don't eat a lot ya shyin" said Ryan

"No, I usually eat me a little, maybe you mas," I replied

"You're said to be wrong someone else, let's go later tonight" Ryan said

"let's go, '"Jawabku.

"Yes, Ma'am, oh," said Dafa

Arriving at the house of RT was full of invited guests, including brother Aldo Barreto.

"Consolately continuously until his eyes are dislodged" Ryan said.

Seriate