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77. Marriage Decision
Now the atmosphere is a little calm after the details Felix told everything that happened between himself and Sarah. All of those things were purely an accident, not on the will of the two of them.
"I'm really sorry Sarah, and I'm also definitely going to take responsibility with the baby. And we're getting married soon too."
Fervently Felix said that, although it was difficult to accept this. But Felix is not a cowardly man who will walk away from his responsibilities.
Sarah who was still crying at first started rubbing her eyes and saw the serious look of Felix. I don't know if I still doubt and worry.
"I've forgiven him, and I don't think it's your fault. I'm being fair in this mistake, maybe if I hear what you're saying to leave, this isn't going to happen." Sarah was the one who cursed her stupidity at that time.
"But still, I feel guilty and will take responsibility."
"Then it is enough to admit that this is your son, not to marry me."
Sarah said it was all because she did not want to make Felix's family fall apart and feel attached to him. Moreover, coupled with seeing Zero's anger that directly has refused the presence of Sarah later.
Sarah does not want a family that she thinks is harmonious even without the figure of the mother must be destroyed by it.
"No. I don't want my son to be born without a clear status."
The two were muddled at each other's decisions, and it was true what Felix said. Sarah also actually does not want to make the life of her son later, back like Riana who does not have a father figure.
But Sarah also cannot accept this marriage because Sarah is a little still traumatized by the name of marriage. Sarah and Felix don't love each other.
Long time ago when Sarah and her father Riana loved each other could still be separated, so there was a possibility to repeat. And Sarah doesn't want that, Sarah's enough to just live with Riana in Zeana's body.
"You should get married. Think about your son Sar, don't be selfish! Consider this marriage for the sake of your children." Bi Julia's advice that sees a rejection from Sarah about Felix's decision.
"Yes, you guys get married. For the baby's sister." Zeana said that she agreed with Bi Julia.
Although she felt a little angry, Zeana was also happy. Maybe this is God's plan to unite the Riana and Zeana families without realizing it.
"Thank you, dear" Felix said as he stroked Zeana's head after hearing Zeana's approval. "Alright, we're going to have the wedding tomorrow."
"Aren't you too sudden Dad? It seems like there are still a lot of things to prepare." Zeana said that might represent everyone's question.
"No need to worry, everything will be taken care of by Daddy people later. We just have to wait for everything to be ready." Felix said, answering the confusion. "At the same time it's just a regular wedding, there's only going to be families coming." Felix continued to explain the event that will be held later.
Felix's decision, which is already unanimous, will never be challenged again. And inevitably all of them also joined in tune with what Felix said.
"Can you please persuade your brother? Please talk about what really happened." Pinta Felix on Zeana.
But Zeana did not agree to it directly, she also felt fear when she saw Zero's anger like that. "I'm afraid of Dad." She softly chirped Zeana, staring uncertainly at Felix.
"Not to be afraid, nothing will happen. Zero would've listened to you, if Daddy had met him, we'd probably both just fight back."
Finally Zeana agreed to Felix's words, "iya Dad I want."
"Thank you dear."
"Together, then I'll go first."
Zeana also began to step out of the living room towards the room Zero was in. After seeing Zeana's missing back, Felix takes care of the others.
"Bi Julia, please take care of Sarah! Make sure he's healthy for tomorrow's show." Said Felix directly asserted by Bi Julia. "And tell the others to clean up soon, the event will be done in the back garden."
"Okay sir, I'll tell you everything."
Bi Julia and Sarahpun immediately leave the meeting room leaving Felix alone. Now Felix looked at Sarah's back with a whipping thought.
"Hopefully this is the right choice. And sorry baby, I can't keep our marriage." Lirih Felix at the end of his words, now the look of Felix's eyes became sad while staring at the photo of his late wife who was on his cellphone.
Unknowingly the corner of Felix's eyes let out a tear, he was equally unwilling for this to happen. Just like Zero did not accept all of this, Felix was also heavy to decide this.
Because however until this moment Felix's heart and mind are still owned by Zian, his late wife.
But how else? Felix can't run away from his responsibilities right now.
Meanwhile, Zeana hesitantly starts to step closer to Zero's room, and dares to knock on Zero's door.
Tok tok tok tok
"Sister?" Call Zeana, but there's nothing in the room.
Tok tok tok tok
Zeana knocked back on the door a little. "Sister, it's Anna. Can I come in?"
Maybe after knowing who came Zero wanted to open the door, but in fact there was still nothing. Worried that something might happen to Zero, Zeana opens the door, hopefully unlocked.
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Perfectly, it turns out that the door is unlocked and can be opened by Zeana.
Zeana began to look at the contents of the room with a slight pop of her head. And Zeana can see if Zero is sitting near the bed. Zeana does not know what Zero is doing, because of Zero's position on her back to the door and Zeana's position.
With courage Zeana began to step into the room. "I'm going in." Said Zeana who started to step closer to Zero.
And now can Zeana see what Zero is up to. Zeana can see, if Zero is holding a photo figure in which there is the Mother of Zero and also the original Zeana.
Zeana starts to sit next to Zero and can Zeana see there is sadness in the eyes of Zero who is looking at the picture of Zian's closet. "Did you miss Mommy?" Zeana asked cautiously for fear of making Zero come back angry.
Not an answer that Zeana got, instead by suddenly Zero dropped his head on Zeana's boat.
"Daddy forgot about Mommy? How could Daddy ever get married again and forget about Mommy? Mommy would be sad to see this from up there." Lirih Zero who sounded a trembling tone in every word.
Can Zeana guess if Zero like to cry after saying that, it turns out that it was proven by slowly Zeana felt her shoulders wet.
And slowly Zeana could cry out from Zero, albeit slowly. "I miss Mommy's hicks so much." Said Zero who was now crying loudly by Zeana.
Even without realizing Zeana joined in crying listening to it, either maybe this was also the sadness of the original Zeana.
Yes, even though Zero looks cold and flat. But basically Zero is also a heart-given human. She can also feel sad and cry, especially when it comes to Mommymya.
Actually unnoticed and known by others, Zero often cries if he misses his Mommy. Zero was just trying to look strong as a boy, as well as covering up her sadness with her flat face.
Zeana, who was crying, said nothing. But his hand rubbed Zero's back as if strengthening.
"I'm right hiks really miss Mommy's hicks. I'd like to see Mommy again."
Now Zero's cry turned so heartbreaking to be heard, and the cry grew louder.
Hearing this, Zeana pulls Zero in her arms and cries in silence. Because Zeana doesn't know what to say. Not forgetting Zeana's hand that sensual tiasa continued to wipe Zero's wide back.
Zeana doesn't know what she has to say to chim in on Zero's words, because if I'm honest Zeana doesn't feel anything if she remembers Zian.
Maybe because Zeana wasn't the real one, who wasn't Zian's biological child.
For the sadness this time, it might be the sadness of Zeana's real body. And maybe also saddened by the words from Zero.
Zero really loved her Mommy, so only her Mommy could make Zero cry like this.
And I've heard that a man's cry is precious and sincere. Because they will strip away if there really is something very valuable to them.
As with Zero at the moment, he loved Zian even though he had been left behind for a very long time.
The two were now crying bitterly, only a sobbing sounded that filled the room.
It takes quite a long time to be able to reverse the emotions and cries. But slowly the crying of the two began to stop. The two of them started rubbing both of their eyes that were shedding tears.
"But Daddy has to take responsibility. After all it's Daddy's son and will be our sister." Said Zeana who was trying to explain everything to Zero.
"I don't want a new Mom and Sister." Reject Zero quickly.
"But does Big Brother want all this to happen again? Where will the sister be neglected by her Daddy and her brother?"
Zeana's words made Zero feel dejavu with her previous treatment of Zeana, whom she now regrets. Zero was now made hesitant to make a decision. So should Zero also agree to Felix's marriage?
...To Be Continue's...
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