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8. Start Changing
Very sad and painful.
It is true that a person will feel guilty and lost after the person disappears.
But now what Felix feels is regret for ignoring his daughter who is always good and trying to get close to him.
Always ignored not even considered, it's something Felix always does to Zeana. During this time his ego is too high to express his affection because in blinded will revenge.
Seeing Zeana's happy response when he first spoke to her made Felix's heart feel crushed firmly without being noticed.
Look even her daughter is still very happy to have a father like her even though now she has lost her memory.
Regret back to Felix, really only that word can describe the current situation.
And what now? With the loss of Zeana's memory, whether she can atone for all her sins.
Sure. He did his best for Zeana, began to love and care for Zeana until the end of his life.
Seeing how Felix had been treating Zeana reminded him of his late wife's mandate not to hate Zeana.
The Flashback
"Please promise not to hate Anna."
"Who's Anna?"
"Our daughter's name, I want to name her Zeana De Anderson and Anna is a dear call to her. You have to take care of him and love him no matter what the circumstances are." Message of a woman who has just given birth to her daughter safely to the world.
Zian De Anderson wife of Felix De Anderson and mother of 2 beautiful and looking children.
Her beautiful face was declining and was exactly like her newborn daughter.
"A very good name, and we'll take care of him not just me. Aren't we gonna be great parents?"
"But I don't have much time to see our daughter grow up. I can only see you from up there later on..."
"Enough. You can't say such nonsense, baby, you still have plenty of time to see our daughter grow up, to finally have a partner who loves each other like us.
Please just say such useless things, and believe me you can still live a long and aging life with me." Hearing his wife continue to speak of death made Felix's heart very agitated and sad. So unconsciously the clear liquid began to come out of his two eyes and wet his cheeks.
Zian, who saw her husband crying, made her sad and weeping. Zian really did not want this to happen, but what must be done is all his destiny.
Taking both of Felix's cheeks and starting to look into her two eyes with a gentle gaze but filled with sadness, Zian tried to strengthen her husband.
"Listen to this, this isn't bullshit. But this is a fate that no one can change. I hope that if I'm gone, you and Zero can take care of and protect Anna.
Promise not to blame Anna for my absence, I said from the beginning, right? I will do whatever is important our child can be born and see this beautiful world even though I have to lose my life though.
So I hope you can keep that for me, that's my last wish. And you have to keep it, if not, then I will be very sad when I leave. You're gonna do that, aren't you?"
Hearing the continuation said by his wife made Felix again cry loudly and lowered his head. There is no answer from Felix he is equally loving both wife and child, so why should choose one of them?
It seemed to have conveyed everything in his mind Zian began to close his eyes slowly without being realized by Felix, because the man was still crying.
Zian went to a place more beautiful than the world, eternal life. The end of the world and the beginning of the next life.
Not hearing his wife speak again made Felix straighten up and look at his wife who was closed in peace.
To sleep? Yeah, but forever.
"Darling.." No word whatsoever. Felix tried to shake Zian's body a little, "sad you're listening to me?"
There was still no answer, until he finally found out that his wife was gone forever.
"Diannnnn!!!"
Shouts roared out of Felix trying to wake his wife, but they were useless because his wife had left him for good.
Flashback Off
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The voice restores Felix's condition to his present life. Felix looked at Zeana who was looking at him worriedly.
"Daddy why daydream? Is Daddy sick?"
Little smile Felix shook his head slowly, "no dear, Daddy is fine. Do you need anything?"
"No, I don't need anything. I just want to have a big chat with Daddy, is that okay?"
"Sure, you can chat with Daddy whatever it is."
"Hmmm...how about we start with me asking about my fiance? Is Jeano really my fiancee Dad?"
Fiercely wanting Felix to answer no, he still did not want that impolite boy like Jeano who became his son-in-law and companion. But if you think back on Jeano better than the one who loved his daughter.
"Of course, boc_Jeano is your fiance, do you not believe it? Did he do anything bad and threaten you?" Almost Felix calls Jeano a big boy in front of Zeana.
"No Dad. Joan was so nice, she accompanied me all day. I asked Daddy anyway just to make sure that Jeano was really my fiancee."
Felix breathed a sigh of relief, thinking Jeano would do something reckless to his daughter for not remembering it, but the truth is no, Jeano still loves and loves his daughter then and now.
They continued the conversation by talking about many other things.
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If you ask where is Jeano? Joan was going home first to change clothes and rest her body for a while.
And there must have been a bit of drama to persuade Jeano to come home.
"You go home first!" felix tells Jeano to see that the teenager is still wearing his school uniform.
"No." Briefly Jeano.
"Hey at least go home and change your school uniform. Don't you feel like you're ugly? From morning till evening haven't had a bath yet."
At once, Jeano's eyes looked at Felix after hearing the words, because not everything was right. Jeano will always be handsome and fragrant even though he does not take a shower for the next few days, but if you think about Felix's words it seems right too.
What if she's really ugly and that makes Zeana turn away from her again?
It cannot and will not.
While Zeana who saw the debate took care of Jeano's clothes, and it is true that Jeano wears a black hoodie but with gray pants has a high school boy.
"Is it true what Daddy said? Are you still in school?" Zeana started to ask her questions.
"Yes, baby, and you know even this kid ditched his school." Felix's fiancee to Zeana with a mocking smile towards Jeano who was still looking at him sharply.
"Why is that? Is it because of me?"
"No dear, not because of you. I just wanted to ditch you and quickly meet you, please don't blame yourself!"
With sorry eyes Zeana looked at Jeano. "But still it's because of me, and even you haven't come home yet to change your uniform. And I'm sorry I got you a day here with me without caring about you."
"No. Please don't say that, I'm really fine with accompanying you until anytime."
"Then will you go home first to rest and change clothes? Later you can come back here with me."
With a heavy heart Jeano also agreed with Zeana's words so as not to make the girl feel guilty.
As Jeano stroked Zeano's head slowly, "well I will go home first, and I will come back later. You're fine."
"Let's take it easy, Jeano, there's Daddy and Uncle Hans accompanying me here. Be careful in the way."
Nodding to what Zeana said, Jeano began to step towards the exit but before that he stared at Felix for a bit. "It's all because of you old man, I have to part with Anna."
"One empty, I can keep you away from my daughter."
The two seemed to be talking in sharp eyes to each other.
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