Arini's Wedding
The tragedy of the bride's night

PoV Arini's

Finally the day that awaited arrived. My 17-year wait for my match is now over. How happy I am today. I looked at the photo of my future husband, hmmm. But..what about his attitude huh? Is he good? amiable? Or the opposite?

Is she also like me who can't wait for this day? Hopefully we can adapt even if we get married through matchmaking.

My heart feels plong. Maybe he was trembling before reading the cobalt. Now even I am the trembling who has been legally a wife.

I was swept into the living room to be juxtaposed in front of the penghulu. Cold sweat began to pour. Especially when my hands touched her equally cold hands. I kissed her hand that was bigger than mine with reverence.

Nyess. I could see his face up close. He is actually more handsome than the photo. Her soft eyes her white skin as well as the neat fine fur-books plastered clearly on her face.

Alhamdulillah. May we be able to sail the household ark in order to get along and prosper. That's what I said when she put the ring on my ring finger.

Our wedding was simple. We only want close brothers present. Only a few neighbors were invited. Not even my co-workers were told. Because it was my husband's own request. Somehow he wanted to keep his identity a secret from many people. But if materially he is not an incapable person. Although he gave a fairly large dowry of 1 billion but that is not the purpose of our marriage. Although we were betrothed from childhood I will try to accept sincerely even though I do not know what he is like.

Yes my husband wants us to spend the night in his apartment. Although my family has prepared a pretty bridal room, I finally left the room for my husband's wishes. I'll follow wherever he goes. Because since the kobul ijab was promised I have been bound in the sky as a wife who must obey her husband.

Whether we felt awkward or what, all the way to the apartment we just stayed. Only the roar of our breath and our heart seemed to be heard by the ears. I was too embarrassed to start the conversation.

Yeah let it be. Maybe he waited after we got in his apartment.

With a rake of the suitcase, I had a little trouble walking. My wedding dress has not been replaced. As soon as the show was done shaking hands, my husband asked me to leave my house immediately.

Even my stomach has not had time to enjoy the party food my family provides. I just had breakfast before I started. I tried to be patient and understand my husband's attitude that he might be a little embarrassed to spend his bridal night at my house. Maybe if in a separate place, he was free to express.he he.

We went into the apartment together. In addition to the pounding of my heart that was getting faster, I saw the amazement of the contents of the apartment. Besides being big, the furniture is so nice and clean. The fragrance in his apartment was so strong it smelled in his nose. I suspect he likes cleanliness and neatness. Really unique men.

We sat face to face on the elegant soft sofa. Frankly, I gurg-degan stared at my husband with his sharp eyes panned. This is the first time my heart's been cut. I dare not raise my face and sit with him.

He nodded to start talking. His appearance looks authoritative. I was getting nervous close to him.

My ears and heart are being prepared to hear. Between nervousness, joy and fear is now wrapped in my heart and mind. This was my first experience with men. Because since 17 years ago I have always kept my company, closed my heart to any man for this matchmaking. I don't want to disappoint my parents and husband.

Sick and wounded who do not bleed. I just kept quiet. Not knowing what to respond to initially. But I can't keep quiet when he's being selfish.

Yes I can memorize with complete words that feel burdened by his matchmaking. Moreover, he was burdened with my advantages. Has he been in trouble because of me?

Wh why?

Why would it have to be? I don't understand why he has to be inferior? Is she comfortable with her boyfriend because of me?

"Oh my God.. "

Why did he become a weak man because of me? What wrong? Do I have to be a stupid woman to make my husband confident?

That's a made-up madness.

I just found out that his family owes me a debt of gratitude to my family. Umi and abi never talked about my husband's past. What debt made him so miserable?

I was happy with this marriage. Now everything's collapsing. My heart aches more and more at the sound of his rattles that sound like a selfish fool. I intended to go home but he forbade me to leave. I'm so emotional. I can't accept all the rules of the game. You think this marriage can be played with as good as her stomach what?

Yes I try to suppress emotions. I don't want this bridal night to be ruined because I'm not calm.. I followed her orders to go into the room even though my heart ached. After I finish my grief, I can't be late. I took a shower and also changed my clothes. I went out of the room and went to the kitchen to make tea water because my esophagus was so dry.

What kitchen display is this anyway? All the shelves contain only glasses. The fridge was empty. All the glowing tools are like new. Even for a drink I was confused. Was he an alien who never ate or drank? What's so crazy about cleanliness is so empty with food.

When my husband was about to leave, I somehow panicked not to be left behind. I ran after him. But unfortunately my steps lost quickly.

I decided to go back to his apartment to get a cell phone and a wallet. Damn I forgot not to ask for the password of the apartment door. The night my bride fell asleep outside until someone woke me up.

I decided to go to the security department to ask for help. A security man called my husband.

Yes**************spoiled* heard from across the phone make it clear what my husband is doing right now.

My heart aches hearing that.