
After some time Arini was already asleep with a smooth snoring.
Unlike Andre, he was still restless and could not immediately sleep shut his eyes.
what's wrong with me? I was so sleepy. Now it's gone.
Andre complained while flipping his body like a fish on a frying pan.
Andre then looked. Look at Arini who is sleeping on her bed. I don't know what Andre was thinking once he saw Arini there.
"Rather than I can't sleep, mending I just move there. I have to work tomorrow. What if my sleep is interrupted and tomorrow I'm dizzy." Andre carried his pillow and blanket stepped closer to the bed.
After storing a pillow on the mattress Andre went up to the bed and then wrapped himself in a blanket. The AC temperature in a cool room now feels cold because the night continues to move.
Andre also tried to close his eyes without realizing he was sleeping on his side facing Arini. The special fragrance of his fragrance oil was clearly smelled in Andre's nose. The same fragrance when she slept in Arini's bed was in her apartment. It was like opium and sleeping pills for Andre. Without waiting for long, Andre fell asleep comfortably on Arini's side. Whereas previously Andre rarely could sleep that fast if not in his mattress.
The night shifted, becoming dawn. Arini who was used to waking up before the dawn adhan wriggling.
"Eh.. What is this?" That strong, burly hand was coiling around his waist. And the man's head was right behind the recess of his neck.
"Geez. He's finally tacking on rich stamps." Arini muttered softly but did not hear Andre who was still sleeping.
Slowly Arini raised the big hand to escape from her waist. Not that he was even hugging tightly like he did not want to lose his roll.
"Mas.. I'm gonna get up." Arini was not comfortable with such a position. He could have been hit by a severe attack if left unchecked.
"It's not dawn yet. I'm still sleeping with you." Andre answered clearly.
"But it's soon dawn." Arini is a bit pushy.
"Awhile more. I still want to hug you. If you don't want to, I'll make it!" Andre. pulled Arini's body closer to his chest. Andre hugged Arini so tightly that Arini had a bit of trouble moving. I don't know what Andre is feeling at the moment, which he clearly feels comfortable being by his side. Although he said he did not love, but even his body felt opium and comfortable. Arini opened her eyes with her heart spread.
"Rin.. me. Can't you?" Andre whispered in Arini's ear. There was a feeling that demanded more when Andre was close together like that. Moreover, they are old enough to do so.
"Can what?" Ask Arini with an uncertain feeling. Her husband is demanding her right now.
Confess your inner self" Andre is ashamed if he has to ask Arini for a ration. Though he was his own wife. He's entitled to everything Arini has. And by knowing his shame Andre said that when clearly he said last night he could not accept Arini.
Deg
Did you really say I was? His name is man, unbelievable. He said he was not in love, he said he could not accept it. Turn for rations, forget everything. What should I do now? Refuse or accept?
Arini.
"Can. On condition that he be a husband for life. I want to be apart soon. So, I'm also confused about how to tell her." Reject Arini. She must be firm and clear in this marriage. He does not want to with the reason of living, so the impingement of Andre's desire alone.He must be aware that this marriage is not a joke. While Andre can arbitrarily cheat and do not have a clear commitment in marriage.
Andre stretched his arms. Then open your eyes.
"Mmm. I'm sorry I'm Rin." Andre wants to improve his relationship with Arini but it's not as easy as he imagined. He knew Arini might not have forgiven him. Especially after saying he will divorce Arini in one month. It means indirectly he has been mentally his wife in the span of one month. And in a few days the age of marriage will run out. Doesn't that mean he should be separated? Even if he wants to continue, he must repeat the agreement back to continue his marriage. Andre was silent thinking about his words and actions that made himself fall.
Andre moved and turned his sleep to a stretch. He looks confused.
Arini who had escaped from Andre's embrace then rose up to go to the bathroom.
"I went wudlu first mas. Would you like to pray together?" Arini turned to look at Andre who was daydreaming thinking of something.
"Mmm. I'll go after." Said Andre who was a bit embarrassed, because he had abandoned his obligation a long time ago.
Arini went to the bathroom and cleaned her body. He used to take a shower in the morning before dawn.
Soon after the dawn adhan came. Arini immediately held a prayer mat after changing clothes. Not to forget he held a prayer rite for Andre as a priest in front of him. Although the time of the wedding is only a few days he still has to do his best, but not by having sex.
Arini performs the morning qobla prayer while waiting for Andre in the bathroom. Not to forget he had prepared Andre's clothes on the bed.
"Hayuu's.. " Arini invites Andre who is now neat using cocoa as well as sarong. He looked handsome and clean in his clothes.
"I'm sorry if I'm going to be wrong." Andre mince words to Arini afraid when he later became a priest he made many mistakes. Understandably, he has not done it for a long time.
"Yes. Just calm down." Arini gave her support.
Prayers also began. It feels like two rakaat Arini used to do, now feels long. In addition to Andre many pauses the prayer reading because there are some who forget, Andre was so nervous.
Finally, the prayer of the two rakaats of dawn was completed. Arini took the back of Andre's hand kissing with reverence. And then in reply Andre kissed Arini's forehead. There is a sense of peace that both feel. If Andre and Arini were not involved in complicated feelings, maybe this situation would be a good start.
Conscientiously, both felt peace. But the sense of it becomes reduced because in the heart of both there is a barrier.
Andre looked at Arini's face with sadness. Arini looks beautiful as well. Only one who was blocking him did not admit that. He's too selfish.
Arini folds up the mukena and then keeps it where it came from.
"Mas Andre is leaving for work at what time?" Tanya Arini saw Andre.
"Mm. ordinary.7 o'clock.But today I'm going to the hospital to see my cousin first while driving you to the hospital." Andre said sitting on the edge of the bed.