Aura Story
Aura

Aura's forehead was confused. The girl noticed a letter that Farrel had just given her.

"Is this brother?" Ask Aura.

"You read it. It's from Faris' sister" Sahut Farrel. Without thinking long, Aura opened the surar out of curiosity.

To : Dear Aura.

Hi Honey. Don't you still call me darling? I am used to it hehe. Sorry I am yes. Sorry for making this rich decision. I'm going to the kids, right? Yes, I know, I am very childish. Sorry, I am, baby.

Ra, one thing you should know, I honestly can't afford to do this. But I have to. Because I know, until now there was only Kevin in your heart.

I know Ra, I know what your dilemma was all along when you decided to pick me or Kevin. I know, if you actually just pity me because I'm too good with you.

Ra, I love you more than anything. You're the first woman to make my heart shake. You are the first woman I really want to reach. But whatever my day, until whenever I can't reach you. Because I am just the one you love.

Ra, I just don't want to. I do not want to be happy with your suffering. I don't want you to force yourself to marry me just because I feel sorry and guilty for being with me. You don't have to admit it all.

From the beginning, I should have never expected much from you, because from the beginning I also realized that your love for Kevin is really deep. It was supposed to be our time in London I know that you accepted me just because you wanted to get Kevin out. I never should have said that to you.

Ra, I can see from your manners, every time you meet Kevin, I can see that you still want him. I don't want to ruin your happiness just because of me. I don't want you to smile at me just because I want to forget Kevin.

Ra, I know everything. I know what you used to hide when we were in London. Kevin's picture, right? The one in the bag was a picture of Kevin, right, Ra? I-i know. Sabil says you're going to London to follow me. But you even still carried the thing with Kevin at that time. Your heart is half. You can't decide who's in your heart.

Ra, I have read your writings as well. Sorry I was so sassy. I was not intentionally at that time. I read everything, I read your writing that you wrote for Kevin. Express your heart when you want Kevin back. I read the writing how you feel about me and the real Kevin. You know, my heart really hurt when I found out that I was just being used as an escape for you to forget Kevin.

I thought you were actually following me for fear of losing me, but it wasn't.

You haven't really loved me. Sanpai whenever your heart is just for Kevin, you love Kevin so much. Your feelings for me are not love Ra. But only guilt and pity.

In the past, I shouldn't have said my feelings were the same as yours. Because I know everything. But I'm too stupid, I still want you when I know everything, I'm still craving for you at the time. Maybe it's because I know, if I'm going to be rejected again. But it turns out I was wrong. You accept me. I don't know what was on your mind at the time Ra.

Ra, back then I really felt hurt and happy simultaneously. On the one hand I am happy because you accept me. But on the other hand, I know, your only intention is to try to forget Kevin.

But, I try to accept everything as time goes on. I try to think positively. I tried to get rid of what I had seen. I try to accept that you really love me.

But everything changed when we returned to India. I noticed your attitude at the time. You are not sure of your own heart. You're not sure that you love me. I can see it from your eyes. Your eyes still want Kevin Ra. Do you know how my heart hurt when I saw it all?

I don't want to be selfish Ra. I don't want to impose my will, while you're not happy with me. I can't stand your smile, a smile that you only force out of pity.

I also see, in your phone there are still many photos of Kevin that you used to take secretly while still in college, right? You still capture everything Ra. How could I marry someone whose heart is not entirely mine?

Yeah, I'm childish just because of that. But do you know how hurt my heart is Ra? I'm the first kid, any problem I have is just to keep it to myself because I have to stay mature in front of my sisters.

Jealousy hurts Ra. I don't even know what my life will be after. It felt really messed up, even it felt crushed as I wrote this letter. Do'ain me yes. Do'ain me so I can escape you. You have to be happy with the people you love. Not the same as me.

Don't think about me. Don't feel guilty either, I don't know.

Don't love me Ra. Don't pity me if it only hurts you.

Sorry I am yes. I'm sorry I've been keeping you trapped in confusion all this time. Happy darling. Until I will love you. Even though I don't know what my life will be like after this. Although I can no longer hug you rich first, even though I can no longer hold your hand. But I'm happy, with all our time together.

I've been happy to make you laugh, I'm happy to have been there when you needed to. Ra, I Will Always Miss You. Fine yeah. I love you. Take care of health. Don't cry on. I'm definitely back, but not now. I hope there's a chance to see you again."

From : Faris

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Why am I becoming a lebay. I'm following the cry uu Faris. The other one hated. But I still love you, because I know how you😭😭

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