
"You know, one day when I suddenly gave you a wedding invitation, would you be jealous of Ra?" Ask Faris suddenly.
"Huh?" The Aura's lips opened.
"Yes, if I suddenly gave you a wedding invitation, would you be jealous? losing it? or that regret?" Faris asked spontaneously without a stale ado. Either plain, he was intentionally.
"Why is Faris nanya's brother?" Aura's forehead was deeply linked, trying to digest the intent from Faris' speech.
"Yes, you're jealous. Let me be happy, just once." Faris said with a grin.
"Ra, do you remember, how was it when we first met? We're not this awkward. I know, you changed when I told you everything. When I tell you how I really feel. But I've also said, I don't want us to be awkward just because I reveal everything. But..."
"Sister, I know, I know how the pain of loving alone. I know how pain is not perceived. I just don't want to, Brother Faris is tormented because of me. Just like I was tormented because of Kevin's brother. I don't want to if I can't open my heart to Faris's sister and make Faris disappointed, I don't want to do that because I know how her pain is"
Faris smiled. The man grabbed the hand of Aura who was originally on the table. "Ra, I told you once. I reveal everything not to force you to accept my feelings. I know that feeling can't be forced."
"But I just want, if you're not the best for me, I just want to keep you, next to you, even as my sister. Simple is my will. I don't want to just because you know everything, you're like this. You are sabil's friend, and until whenever we will continue to meet. I just don't want to because of the expression of my feelings we're strangers"
"I just want us to get rich back. Because at any time, I will still love you, take care of you, even if only with the status of my sister. I don't want us to be rich gini Ra awkward. I want to see you rich first, cheerful, and you don't even hesitate to joke around with me."
"Sister, what is Faris' heart made of? Faris has everything. Brother Faris is rich, Brother Faris is handsome, many out there who want to be the same brother Faris. But why is Faris waiting for someone like me?"
"I have no match for the others, brother. Why is Brother Faris still so good with me? I was obviously sick of Faris. Humiliating Brother Faris, rejecting brother Faris? But why is sister still good with me?..."
"Because you are special to me Ra" Cut Faris before Aura continued her words.
"I know, there are a lot of people out there who want to be like me. So too with you. But why am I still waiting for you? Because I'm comfortable with you. Before you are completely possessed by someone else, I will always wait for you Ra"
"Because I love you too. I know you're a good girl. And I just want to take care of you. Because you deserve to be happy. Not constantly hurt."
"Ra, can I ask you something?"
"What?"
"I just want you to be like you used to be. I promise, I won't make you accept me. Can you do that?"
"I don't know, I don't know why I'm like this. Maybe someday it will all come back like all as time goes on"
Aura smiled, it was precisely that smile as if forced. The girl's eyes look teary. Really, Aura's heart was fucked. He really feels frustrated.
To be honest, on one hand Aura felt comfortable when with Faris. But on the other hand, why did Aura's mind still cross with Kevin's hopes? Who does Aura really love? Who does Aura really want? Really, the girl was confused with herself so it felt Aura did not know what else to do.
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Faris and Aura just got off the elevator from the rooftop. The pair of men walked together to the parking lot to pick up Faris' car.
"I'm going to London Ra in two days" Faris said amid their silence earlier in the car.
Aura. The girl looked at Faris with a huff. The face of Aura flat. For some reason, this was the first time that Aura's heart felt trembling. His blood seemed to flow so fast. Something stuck up as well he felt in his chest. Why Aura? really, this was the first time Aura's heart beat while with Faris.
"I want to continue with Papa's company that's there Ra. Because I know, you also won't accept the offer to work at Papa's company that's here with me."
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Again the heart of Aura shook. "Well, Faris knows where?"
"I can read from the look on your face this morning. Eat it now I take you on the road. Counting as a memory before I go"
Aura pecked, the girl stared fixedly at Faris face. Aura's lips trembled, wanting it to feel like the girl was saying something. But why does it feel so hard? All seemed to be held back until Aura just kept quiet without revealing what she currently felt was stuck inside her chest.
"How long has Faris been there?"
"No idea, maybe until I get my life partner" Faris laughed grinningly.
Aura turned her eyes back to the front. The girl stared at the streets blankly still hearing clearly the bustle of the streets that were so crowded tonight.
While focusing on driving, occasionally Faris took the time to look to the side. Paying attention to the Aura that was currently only silent with a straight forward look.
"You're here to take good care of yourself. I actually knew it from Sabil. If you want to continue your Unfinished Novels you continue. And I also know if you don't want to focus on the same office work"
"I knew before I went to your house. Actually I'm just a mode to offer a job. So I have a way to get you out like you are today and visit your house"
Aura turned back to Faris with a flat face. The brown eye bead struck Faris with some question marks that currently flashed through his mind.
Actually, during college, Aura had already started trying to write. And Aura thought writing was fun, so the girl once told Sabilla that for now she did not want to work first. But Aura wanted to continue some of his writings that had stopped when completing the thesis some time ago.
"Sister Faris also take good care of herself there. Hopefully Kak Faris can quickly get a dream woman who sincerely loves Kak Faris" said Aura when they reached the yard of Aura's house.
"I'm sorry, brother. Thank you for taking a walk" continued Aura later. Without a second thought, the girl walked out of the car to get into the house. Aura did not even offer Faris to stop by first. The girl just passed.
For a moment, Faris stared at the girl's back which was getting increasingly unattainable by the sight of her eyes.
Faris was still in the same place, the man had not started his car engine at all. Taking a rough breath, Faris closed his eyes for a moment, leaning his body on the steering chair. Before the man drove his car back home.
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