Ayudia (C CEO Conqueror)
forty eight

In the morning when Ayudia woke up, she found her husband hugging her, carefully trying to get rid of the hand wrapped around her waist.

For some reason, the pregnant woman suddenly imagined a vegetable barn that was usually sold not far from her home.

After a perfunctory bath, he rushed out of the house and ordered an online ojek to the place where the vegetable lontong seller subscribed.

While waiting in line, Ayudia played her phone, there was an incoming call from her in-laws.

Anna tells her son-in-law that she thanked him for persuading Benedict to drop the charges against Arnold.

Just started eating vegetables that he had imagined, suddenly there was someone who greeted him,

"Well, did you buy breakfast here too?"tanya Pradikta who is waiting in line.

"Eh Dikta, yes, I'm craving vegetables, you can come here?"

"Ay's past misses, so the story's again Napak tilas it,"

" it could be you,"

The two chatted while enjoying breakfast.

"Loh Ayu, breakfast again, how are you? I haven't seen each other for a long time, I'm already the wife of people" said Sinta who also intends to eat breakfast there.

"Yes, are you going to leave?" Ayudia said that she still ate her breakfast.

"Yes, but I met Ayu, I want to talk a lot with you,"

"By mbak,"

Sinta asked a lot about Rama, the woman admitted, the former superior of Ayudia expressed her feelings for him.

Ayudia answered him according to what she knew.

The two women were busy chatting unaware there was a man who had heard the conversation earlier.

Until Sinta realized himself with the existence of the man who had been sitting next to Ayudia, "loh Ayu, who is this? How could I have seen it, but where?"

"She Dikta mbak, who used to be the same Ayu fitting our High School, mbak Sinta forgot huh?"inexplicably.

"Oh yeah, remember, your first love wasn't yu?"said Sinta keceplosan revealed what he usually heard from Ayudia, a kind of vent.

"Shut... Mbak Sinta do not dismantle, Ayu shy," he said shut his own mouth.

"Sorry Yu, Ma'am keceplosan," Sinta said unkindly, "hi Dikta how are you? Where did you look like?"ask that man.

"Alhamdulillah well mbak Sinta, I work outside the city mbak," answered Pradikta.

"You are Dikta, make Ayu heartbroken,"again Sinta keceplosan.

Sinta saw a circular watch in her left hand, "yes it has gone first yes, Dikta drugs, who was patient Ayu will one day be a widow," he chirped before leaving the place.

"No need to be horrified Dikta, mbak Sinta emang ceplas-ceplos,"

"It's okay Ay, I know, it's not just me who's heartbroken when we have to part, I think, I suffer alone, it turns out you're the same,"

"Udah passed by Dikta,"

"Did you cry last night? Your eyes are still swollen" Pradikta guessed.

"At least after crying there is a sense of relief, even if only a little,"

"What because of me, Ay?"tanyakanya.

Ayudia was silent for a moment, she chose to turn her eyes to the seller who was busy serving the buyer.

"Well, I'm sorry, 'cause you met me, you got sad,"

"Chat not here yuk, not good," he said to rise up and pass, the woman walked to the seller, when she wanted to pay, Pradikta first handed the blue money to the seller.

Pradikta took Ayudia to a place, where the two often came to just study together.

"So may I know why you cried last night?"ask Pradikta.

Ayudia who had always been what she was in front of the man finally said, "i'm sorry Dikta, why I'm not selfish to find out about you, or just your phone number, I miss you, it hurts, my chest is tight, if I was selfish and begged you to see me, maybe it wouldn't be like this, I regret why not find out, are you still in love with me or not, if I knew you were even waiting for me, I could not accept him, Dikta, I am sorry, I am tormented, what should I do Dikta? Why are you just back now? When I was married and even pregnant with her child, what should I do Dikta? My chest is tight," she said with tears streaming down her cheeks.

"Sorry Ay, I'm wrong, I'm late, I'm selfish not to meet you first, I should be the one who has to fight, do not be sick alone Ay, let go of all, let go, let me bear your pain and regret, love me, I am wrong" Pradikta said, hugging the woman he loved.

Ayudia took off the warm embrace she always missed, "unfortunately it's too late Dikta, I've become someone's wife, let our story only we know, it's better that we bury it deep, there's no point in us being like this, it's just gonna make us sicker,"

"It's never too late Ay, I'm always waiting for you here, I'm not going anywhere, my heart is just yours,"

Ayudia wiped away the tears that flowed down the cheeks of her first love, "Dikta look at me," the man looked at the woman he loved was gentle, the same gaze as he used to be, the gaze that is only on an Ayudian, "we reveal the destiny that God has laid out, I believe you will find your happiness someday, you are a good person, I pray for your happiness, I pray for your happiness, although it can not be the same me, but our story is enough here, let our story be the deepest memory in our memory, life must continue to run Dikta,"

"If one day we meet again, I want you to be happy, we must be happy even though we are not one, please enough until here our story, you must achieve your own happiness, you must achieve your own happiness, this is our last cry, after which there will be only smiles and laughter, you will fulfill my last request right?"

Pradikta nodded despite the heavy feeling, it seemed like he had to give up his first love.

Once again he embraced his first love, as if expressing how great his love, not forgetting the gentle kiss on the forehead, which he always did first.

"You should be happy too Ay,"

The two separated at a crossroads, returning to their respective lives, but they knew that love was still firmly imprinted in the depths of each other's hearts,

maybe they were not meant to be together, but at least the two were once the most important part of their lives, which they might tell their children or grandchildren.