
Benedict opened his eyes, he did not find Ayudia next to him, feeling cold at his side.
The father-to-be got up, he called his wife, but there was no answer, he contacted her but was not taken up.
The man contacted his best friend, he asked his best friend to track down his wife.
After getting information from his best friend, Benedict who had just finished bathing, went straight to the place where his wife was.
But when approaching the place where the vegetable paddler, he did not find the whereabouts of his wife, he again contacted Alex, before long, Alex gave a definite location where his wife was.
And at that location, Benedict found his wife hugging a man she had never seen before.
Even his wife was crying, as if she was feeling the pain so deep, unfortunately the conversation of Ayudia and the stranger was not heard clearly by Benedict.
Jealousy immediately swept through his heart and mind, it felt like he wanted to beat up the man who had insolently touched his own.
When Ayudia went on an online motorcycle taxi, the stranger was still there, not wasting much time, Benedict approached the man.
"I can talk to you for a moment" Benedict told the man who was none other than Pradikta.
"Lo who?"pradikta asked confused.
"Gue her husband Ayudia" Benedict answered.
Pradikta who was preparing to leave the place, finally undo his intention, he got off his bike, he invited the husband of his first love to sit in one of the cafes not far from there.
"Did you follow Ayudia?"tanya Pradikta opened the conversation.
"Isn't that my right to follow my wife, do I think I'm wrong?"ask Benedict back.
"It's not entirely wrong, but according to Lo, if until Ayudia knows, her husband does not believe in her, what will Ayudia do?"
"Sorry I haven't introduced myself, I was Pradikta, a close friend of Ayudia's in High School,"
Hearing the man's name, Benedict became aware of why his wife cried last night hysterically.
Because even in his sleep, Ayudia mentioned the name, even though in a state of closed eyes, the tears of the woman flowed, his wife deliriously apologized to the man.
There was a sense of uneasiness and fear in his heart, he knew, his wife still loved her first love so deeply, would Ayudia abandon herself and return to her first love, then what about their child? There were a lot of questions he wanted to ask later when he met his wife.
"Did you just want to be put on it? Doesn't anyone want you to ask me?" Pradikta said seeing the silence of the man before him.
Benedict sighed harshly, there was a heavy burden on his mind right now, "gue was confused to say what, suddenly my mind was dead-end,"
"If you want, you can ask me what I talked to Ayudia about these two days, what might have made Ayudia cry last night" Pradikta said.
"Gue accidentally met Ayudia yesterday, actually my return now does intend to meet him, I want to fulfill my promise first, if I succeed and have a good job, I want to meet him, I want to propose and marry Ayudia, because for me, Ayudia is my first and last love, who will be the mother of my children later,"
Pradikta took a breath and exhaled slowly, "but I didn't expect, Ayudia was even married, I know it wasn't her fault completely, she said, here I was also wrong because since graduation even though I did not contact him, I thought if he would be faithful waiting for me, it turns out I was wrong, but one thing you must know, Lo know, we still feel the same as before,"
Pradikta was silent for a moment, there was no reaction from the man before him, "Lo know the meaning of his crying last night? Between her remorse and guilt to me,"
"Maybe Lo now has it physically, but is Lo sure, her heart belongs to Lo completely?"
"If Ayudia wants to accept me again, I do not mind the status of even the child in the womb, I do not care, maybe Lo considers me bego, I think, but the fact is that much love I have with him, maybe we can not be together because there is an elo between us, but it is just physical, just physical, I know the look in his eyes to me is still the same as before, his love has not changed to me, even though it's been years,"
"Well, although in the end he prefers to be with elo, but I'm just ngingetin, if I'm still here waiting for him, once Lo diseakinin him, if I just, maybe there won't be another chance for Lo to be with him, if he's back to me, remember our love is still very big,"
"Sorry may be offended by my words, but the truth is like that, so message me, take care of him, love him, love him, even though he can not reply as much as the taste that Lo gives, so take care of him, at least Lo can still see and hug him every day, another one, please take care of him, I pull out," Pradikta ended his talk, the man left the husband of his first love.
Benedict was silent, from the beginning he knew the contents of his wife's heart, he knew his wife did not really love him, but he just wanted to be selfish, he wanted to be greedy if it concerned Ayudia.
There was pain, he felt betrayed, but he knew it was a risk he had to bear.
On the way home, in the mind of the thirty-year-old man, ringing every speech delivered by his wife's first love.
Very disturbing, to be honest, his pride was hurt, a Benedict could not dwell if it was about Ayudia.
His intelligence in the business world, his abundant wealth, his good looks seemed meaningless, because all could not make him have the heart of the woman he loved.
But the other side of his heart convinced him to be selfish if it was about a woman named Ayudia.
Arriving at home, he found his wife sitting pensively with an empty look in the living room.
"Ay,"call Benedict gently.
The summoned Ayudia turned her gaze towards the man who became her husband, she smiled, even though her eyes were still puffy.
Benedict knew the meaning of the gaze, it was a gaze full of hurt and regret, even though a smile adorned his wife's face.
The man hugged his wife tightly, "Well, don't leave me, I love you, I love you, I'm sorry, but I want to be greedy if it's about you" she said, hugging and kissing Ayudia's forehead.
"Please Ay, let me be selfish, let me be greedy if it's about you, I don't care about anything, just so you don't leave me, I love you,"
Ayudia patted her husband's back gently, "i'm still here mas, I'm still the same as you, I'm not going anywhere," she said.
Benedict kissed his wife's lips greedily, revealing his sense of sadness through the kiss, though between the two flowed tears on the sidelines of the kiss.