Ayudia (C CEO Conqueror)
ninety-two

Ayudia and Amara and the twins visited Pradikta's house after they had bought a fruit parcel not far from the chicken noodle seller.

Pradikta had banned, but Ayudia said, "time does not bring anything, not good with your mother,"

Pradikta invited them in after earlier greeting.

Arini was waiting for the arrival of her guests in the middle room, the middle-aged woman was enthusiastic to see the arrival of Ayudia, she hugged him, greeted the two toddlers and also Amara.

"Your son is adorable Ayu, Aunt wants to have grandchildren, but Dikta does not want marriage" Arini revealed. Ayudia simply smiled in response.

"In, like I'm back first, my neighbor behind my house died, I want to serve first yes," said Amara to his best friend, who was,

"Well, would you like to bring a bike back?"tawar Ayudijah.

"I don't have to ride a motorcycle, I'm really back, really,"

"Ra's okay, Ayu is the same as me, I'm back," Pradikta said.

Amara nodded and passed after previously greeting Arini and saying goodbye to her.

After Amara's death, Aileen began to fuss, it seems the toddler was sleepy, Arini told Ayudia to put her to sleep in Pradikta's room.

Not only was Aileen sleepy, Ainsley was the same, both sleeping on Pradikta's queen-size mattress.

"Where is your kingdom Dikta?"asked Ayudia to break the silence after her two children fell asleep, the woman got up and sat on the side of the bed.

Pradikta was sitting in a chair not far from the bed, "Well this month, I came back here, I started working here again, and besides taking care of the children, do you also work?"

Ayudia shook her head, "I'm a full housewife,"

"How are Anin and the twins?"ask again.

"Anin's still in college, the twins are still in the cabin,"

There was silence between the two, just a blast of air conditioning and a wall clock there,

"Are you happy now, Ay?"

Ayudia sighed, "yes as you can see, I have two cute kids,"

"That's not what I mean, Ay,"

"It's a happy mother to see her son grow up well Dikta, you can ask Aunt Arini,"

Pradikta stared at her first love gently, "what about your husband?"

Ayudia looked at the ceiling of the room and sighed, "i love my husband, he loves me too, so you don't have to worry,"

Pradikta frowned, "ay..."

"I should ask you, remember our agreement, if we meet again, we are each happy,"

"Happy I've been taken away with my first love Ay, I've been trying to open my heart, but haven't met it yet, no one can replace my first love Ay,"

Ayudia looked down, she felt guilty, she started sobbing.

Seeing that Pradikta approached him, he crouched down and clasped his hands and hugged the body that he had been missing for years.

"Don't cry Ay, it's my life choice, you don't feel guilty" Pradikta whispered trying to calm the woman down.

Ayudia hugged her back, "sorry Dikta, but don't do this, I feel guilty as you are Aunt Arini, open your heart, I beg you,"

Pradikta let go of the hug, he kissed the woman's forehead softly, also wiped the tears on his cheek, "Ay, didn't you know from a long time ago, I was hard to open my heart, you know Ay, you know, I could never hate you even though you belong to someone else, maybe I'm a fool, for expecting you, but you know Ay, I know, I don't regret loving you until now,"

Ayudia stood up, she moved away from the man, she shook her head, then she crouched down to cover her face, she sobbed again,

Pradikta approached him, he hugged the body again, "ay, don't feel guilty, it's my choice to love you,"

Ayudia looked up at the eyes that had made her fall in love for the first time, "Dikta, I am a wife of people, I already have a child of that person, I cannot leave them, I cannot leave them, so please don't make me feel guilty,"

"Ay, I reiterate, this is my choice, and I am grateful that my love is still great for you, even though I cannot have your physique, but is not your heart still for me?" A very interesting question for Ayudia.

"I already have Dikta's husband, I love my husband," the woman tried to assert her feelings.

Pradikta stood up he looked at the window of his room, there was a speck of rain hitting the window outside his room.

"Daughter Ayudia, you only love your husband, because he is your husband as well as the father of your children, what about love? What about your heart?"

"My feelings are not important Dikta, the important thing is the happiness of my children as well as my sisters,"

Pradikta turned around, he approached the woman again and crouched down, he stroked her hair and kissed her, "so you also do not need to feel burdened because of your guilt, do we both suffer Ay, and so on, let's be fair not only are you tormented by living with someone you don't love, but also me who can't have you,"

"Pity Aunt Arini, she expects a grandchild from you, you're her only child,"

"Not now is the modern age Ay, I can find a mother who is willing to carry my child,"

Ayudia shook her head, "don't do it Dikta, pity your son later, he also needs a mother figure,"

"So how should I go, ay? I can't even get close to other women, other than you and your mom, you know, I'm disgusted by them" Pradikta yelled.

"You know the most Ay, even mama until now do not know, I like this,"

"What about Amara, can't you get close to her?"

Pradikta held his head, he started to feel dizzy, "i don't feel the same Amara Ay,"

Said slowly.

"You can start trying Dikta, can't because you're ordinary,"

"You don't feel sorry for your best friend, maybe I can interact with her, but when I'm with her, my thoughts go to you, even when we get married later, but when I'm with her, when we were having sex I said your name? Aren't you thinking that far, Ay?"

Ayudia sighed, "it's up to you, Dikta, I'm dizzy, I want to sleep alone, and you go out first, not good with Aunt Arini,"

"This is my room Ay, if you forget, the time I was expelled,"

"It's no good Dikta that we're both here, danger,"

"Well, I can't possibly be rude to you, have you forgotten that I've always taken care of you?"

"Yes I believe in you, the problem is that I don't believe in myself,"

"You mean?"pradikta asked confused.

Ayudia sighed, "Pradikta, I'm a married woman, have felt her name having sex, you know that I still feel the same way you do, she's weak with her loved ones, so before anything we can't do happens, you're out of here, "he said,

Pradikta instead laughed but was restrained because his mouth was silenced by Ayudia with his hands, "don't laugh, my children can wake up," he whispered.

There was a ignorant idea flashed in the man's mind, as long as the woman's hand was in his mouth, his tongue licked the palm that silenced him.

Ayudia suddenly let go of the hand, also glaring in shock, "don't be mad you are Pradikta,"