Bad Boy In Love
Memories

The eagle stopped by a stall not far from the campus, a small stall that became his subscription when his head was dizzy due to most of the burden of the mind.

Two bottles of alcoholic beverages were bought from there before returning to the contract. What he had just experienced with Nindya in the unobstructed elevator made his head become heavy.

The eagle was not looking to vent his mess with Vivian or any other woman. The eagle prefers to get drunk in order to forget the torture of Nindya in his male pulse.

Stopping at the money-making machine on the street, Elang grumbled as he struck softly on the display of the very unpleasant rupiah pointer.

"Mak this attach ... always late monthly money transfer," growled Eagle. He obviously did not want his other savings to decrease.

Outraged by the eagle's departure, he drove his vehicle towards Malioboro and finally entered one of the inns in Pajeksan area.

"Mas Eagle..," greeted the adorable young receptionist, standing welcomingly with a polite nod.

The eagle nodded faintly at the officer of his parents. "Where's mom?"

"Today hasn't come, maybe it's a little night .. There hasn't been any info from mom, Mas!"

"Don't you mean you're here today?"

"I don't know about it, what should I ask?" ask the young receptionist to offer a solution.

The eagle waved as a gesture for the word unnecessary.

Homestay is one of the businesses that the Eagle family has been engaged in for a long time. Some are built in strategic areas such as Malioboro and Parangtritis.

"Suck!" as if the Eagle came out of the inn without saying goodbye. He drove back to his parents' house not too far from his current location.

The Eagle's parents' large house looks lonely, his arrival is only welcomed by Mr. Salim who has long worked there as a housekeeper. "Mother around?"

"A break in the room maybe, Mom! Not feeling well said Imah earlier." Mr. Salim closed the fence after answering his employer's son's question.

A gray room with several black shades on the wall depicts its owner as a free youth. The guitar remained hanging neatly on the wall, as well as all the belongings of the Eagle in the room.

Not a single person in the house dared to move his things. All remained in place and were as clean as the Eagle's message, even though he no longer lived there.

The eagle sat facing his study desk when he was in High School, taking a simple framed photo of himself with his mother, looking at the figure that had gone unnoticed. Eagle's face suddenly sad to remember the sweet memories when his mother was still there. A day where happiness is always there every day.

Unlike now, the Eagle feels part of him is lost when delivering mama to the final resting place a few years ago. The pain of a loss that never healed, and increasingly hollowed out the heart when his father remarried to his mother who is now.

The woman he referred to as the attached mak although not similar to the characters in the film in any way. The woman who took her father's heart from her mother's love. And for the Eagle, that was the most painful part.

The eagle is fragile and chooses not to stay home to get attention, choosing to run away from the emptiness of his father's affection. The old man who broke his heart.

The determination of the Eagle to succeed and stand alone is enormous, the Eagle wants to be independent and completely alone. The eagle wants to recover from the heartache, and get away from the family he thinks does not care about the pain of losing the woman who delivered him to this world.

For this reason, the Eagle is serious about college and achievement. Maybe it is only from the world of wall climbing sports he got a trophy, but at least Eagle has pride to be presented to his mother. That he wasn't just as naughty as his father always complained.

Eagle admitted, he was just an ordinary young man, a young man who could not shy away from the delinquency of adolescence in search of identity. Until finally, all the behavior and activities of the Eagle on campus were considered useless, his father also gave a bad assessment on his personal.

In fact, the Eagle is not what his father thought. Eagles do not smoke even though they are familiar with alcohol and marijuana. He never got drunk either. He always limited the number of forbidden items that entered his body so as not to lose consciousness.

The eagle only needs a little more to make it calm and fast as night approaches.

"I miss you, Ma!" whispered Eagle rubbed the pretty face in the picture, the woman who bequeathed her dazzling look to him. His eyes fixedly stared at the dancing smile in his mind, and the Eagle dissolved in his memories.

Not wanting to disturb the drop-in master who he said was sick, the Eagle chose to pick up the guitar and open the bottle of drink, chugging the contents bit by bit while singing. His voice was raucous as he sang a song longing for his beloved mother, slashing softly with the tone that came out of his guitar quotes.

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