Bad Boy In Love
The End is the Beginning

Nindya was more silent on the way to Semarang. His eyes were closed but not sleeping. Fatigue made his body unable to rest.

The eagle rubbed the sweat that appeared on Nindya's forehead, suspecting that Nindya was unwell. The air conditioner was on, but Nindya was sweating. "What a big fat, huh?"

"Yes, my stomach is also wrapped around." Nindya grimaced, her abdominal pain was getting more and more unbearable. "Where's this, El?"

Nindya felt that something was wrong with her body. Tiredness approached fiercely, his body was weak without energy and his lower abdomen throbbed pain. Nindya's face was too pale, cold sweat also did not stop filling her forehead.

"You sick? What are you feeling?" the eagle began to panic.

"I'm cold, my stomach hurts too!" nindya complained with a barely audible voice Eagle.

The eagle checked Nindya's body temperature, placing the back of the hand on the cheek and neck. Warm. Eagle was immediately worried about Nindya's condition, the lecturer returned with a fever. The eagle spoke softly while grasping Nindya's hand. "Say something, Nindya! Don't make me second-guess!"

"Hospital, El!" Nindya complained, pulling her hand held by the Eagle to be placed on top of the thigh. His lower abdomen was completely heartburn, cramping and also severe pain. The pain even spread to the back to the thighs.

The lower organs are important like removing fluid. Nindya remembered very well that she was not coming by the moon. She was pregnant young. The discharge of fluid from the groin can be indicated something dangerous.

Nindya is not a child yesterday afternoon who does not know what symptoms she experienced, but still she denies and does not want to think about the possibility that she got symptoms of miscarriage.

The eagle turned on the GPS, looking for the nearest route to the hospital. His feelings were misgivings and more than worry. Beside him, Nindya looked extremely tormented enduring the pain in her stomach.

"Do you always get sick like this when the moon comes? Is it still not finished?"

Nindya just kept quiet. The dysmenorrhea she suffered was mild. Never tortured him as the Eagle meant. Nindya closed her eyes, breathing long to help ease the intense pain she felt.

"Darling ... You're still strong, right? Soon we reach the hospital," said Elang while holding his fingers again Nindya. Provides calm and strength.

Tears flooded Nindya's cheeks, too much pain being held back by her entire body, even more so her feelings. Something felt coming out from the lower part of his body along with more and more liquid. That was when Nindya was no longer able to maintain her consciousness.

Luckily the hospital was not too far away, Elang hastily carried Nindya into the IGD and took care of all the administration himself.

Never has the Eagle felt his life as wrapped up now since the day his mother left. Eagle phobia with sick people and also everything that smells of hospital. His bad memories rippled through the chest, becoming a fear of great loss.

Fear of excess, until there are no seconds of time that Eagle goes through without pain in the heart. His hands that were wet with Nindya's blood while taking her to the IGD had become a scourge that messed up his entire head and chest.

The bleeding experienced by Nindya is not normal for the Eagle. Is it possible that Nindya has diseases related to personal areas or things related to female reproduction?

Nindya must be exhausted on campus and on the way, but foolishly the Eagle is insensitive.

One of the nurses called out Nindya's surname. The eagle sitting in the waiting room hurriedly approached and followed the woman in a health uniform to the doctor's room.

Increasingly clueless when arriving in front of the doctor is presented with a file that must be signed with little explanation, that Nindya must give up her fetus because of the bleeding that is happening.

"The father's wife must be treated immediately, the fetus is out, but there is still tissue left in the uterus. Please give consent for curettage by filling out this form," the nurse said, pointing out where the Eagle had to fill out his identity and signature.

The eagle choked, his hands trembling as he wrote and affixed a brief scratch of his name on the nurse-appointed sheet.

"Is my wife okay, Doc?" asked the Eagle with a sick, sad and helpless expression.

"We're doing our best for your wife!"

The eagle nodded faintly. There was an excruciating pain in his heart as he walked out of the doctor's office and waited for Nindya to be treated. His heart was torn apart disappointed by Nindya's dishonesty.

Why does Nindya lie? Isn't the Eagle ready to take responsibility for his reprehensible behavior?

After some time that felt very long for the Eagle, Nindya was finally transferred to the care ward. The eagle sat restlessly on the side of the bed where Nindya was resting. Sometimes still smiling while wiping the fingers Nindya who felt cold.

"El, I'm sorry!" Nindya looked at the Silent Eagle, with eyes spread and full of regret.

The eagle tightened his grip, then kissed Nindya's hand with affection. "Ssthtt …! No, you can't cry! It was my fault, so I should have apologized."

"I didn't mean to lie" Nindya said hoarsely.

"You must have a good reason to do all of that, I suspect there are two things that cause you to be so. First you're getting married to Daniel soon because I don't deserve to be a husband. Second, you do this for Mayra, you don't get tired of always telling me to be with her."

Nindya held back the tears that were about to fall, "I did this to myself."

"I'll marry you soon!" The eagle wiped away Nindya's tears that started to drip and wet her cheeks. "I will still be responsible even if your fetus is no longer there."

Nindya shook her head heavily, "But I .. I'm not pregnant, El! You don't have to be responsible. I'm getting married to Daniel."

Did ya? Is that the best way to avoid a Nindya?

His trust in the Eagle has not yet grown. Nindya needed that feeling to be with the Eagle in the future. However, the new Eagle is there for him in a matter of days, far compared to Daniel, his fiancee.

All the sweetness of the Eagle could have changed, the Eagle was young and unstable. Nindya could not pawn her whole life to a young man she did not know well. He needed time to get to know the Eagle further.

Marriage is not a mess for Nindya, once in a lifetime she does not want to take the wrong decision. The tragic story of his parents is enough to teach him many lessons.

By choosing Daniel, it means that Nindya does not live with playboys like the Eagle, which might hurt her heart later on. Like her father who hurt her mother.

"I seriously want to take responsibility for the mess that happened to your life, Nindya! Marry me!"

"Don't, El! Let me marry Daniel! We've got our affair now, don't continue it for our good!" Nindya looked at the Eagle with determination. His decision was right today.

The affair? Damn, how could Nindya still consider their relationship to be that limited?!

"Daniel? All right, whatever you are! But I'm not sure Daniel won't bring your past into your marriage." The eagle withdrew his hand, letting Nindya reconsider her decision.

"I'm sorry, El! I'm sticking to my decision!" nindya said slowly. His lips twitched in a word that must have hurt the student. "Receive the love of Mayra! She's a good girl."

The eagle stood up, his chest claustrophobic hearing Nindya's unreasonable reason for him. The young man walked out with shaky steps. Before actually leaving the room to seek the wind, the Eagle stood in the middle of the door and spoke seriously.

"I love you, Nindya! Love you so much." The eagle only moved his head slightly as he said that, only looking up at his shoulders. Then left the room without looking at Nindya again.

Nindya's tears were unstoppable, she couldn't prevent the Eagle from leaving her room. The answer that came out of his lips was just like a whisper he could hear himself, "I love you too, El!"

EXPIRE

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...Hi Ellover, Bad Boy in Love session 1 ending here huh?!...

...How does it feel to read the Eagle in his badboy style trying to be responsible to Nindya for the sake of the baby candidate? ...

...This time the Eagle will chase Nindya for himself! Alias for the sake of love, cus read Bad Boy in Love session 2 with the title 'Speaking Season' ...

...Kiss away - Al...