Bad Boy In Love
Female Heart

At home, Nindya is not ready to go back to Semarang. He sat pensively on the bed like a dazed person. His heart was still shaken by Daniel's request which he thought was cruel and heartless. A fierce debate for two hours made his brain run slow. Not to mention the effects of activity on campus and his health that rose and fell due to young pregnancy. Nindya was very tired, both physically and mentally.

"I promise to marry you after the fetus is removed!"

"Why should I want to be his father, he's not my son, love me a reasonable reason, Nindya!"

"Why are you stubborn to keep the baby if the father just doesn't want to be responsible? I don't think about your head right now!"

"Why do you have to protect people who abuse you? Who her? Who's at the makrab location most of the students, or that guy's a college official?"

"Evictim! After that we arrange the wedding immediately!"

"I'm sorry, I was also wrong for being too busy! I didn't pay much attention to you!"

"You should have told me about this when we came home from the makrab event, so the doctor can prevent you from getting pregnant!"

"Okay, we're both wrong because I went straight out of town after makrab. I don't know what else to say to you!"

And there were still many words of Daniel that were agonizing in Nindya's ears. However, from the many promises of Daniel and the appeal of his bright future, Nindya's decision is already unanimous, she will not have an abortion.

About Eagle? I don't know, Nindya is also still in doubt. She's not a bad woman, especially a fellow woman. Nindya did not want to snatch the Eagle from anyone, let alone from Mayra.

Nindya stood up to the closet, opened the drawer and picked up one shabby paper she had taken from the Eagle bag some time ago. A letter he stole while the Eagle was drunk and unconscious.

Nindya opened it slowly, then returned to reading it with wet eyes, feeling very guilty.

[To my dear son, Eagle

Hi El dear, mama guess you must have found one of the many letters that mama deliberately left for you. El find a letter you kept where? At El's desk, a pile of clothes, a closet or something that's always in your mama's pocket?

So, how's El doing today?

Did el eat?

Is El doing a lot of activities?

Mama hopes El can live the day better every time, even if it's without your mama by your side now.

Sorry mama ya El, sorry because mama can not be the best parent for you!

Sorry mama who finally disappointed El!

Sorry mama who never could be frank about the actual condition!

Mama is very sorry to have to leave you alone, mama regrets can not nemenin you longer, but it's!

El dear, mama hope you remain a proud son to mama. Make your mom proud to see you succeed from up there! Mama believes El can and El is able to realize your dream. Mama also believes El patiently faces the bitter sweetness of life in a good way.

El dear ... can you ask for one more thing? Mayra, she's a good girl, from a good family and mama thinks she's pretty too. El agrees about that? But, can you keep Mayra for mama, honey?

Mama hopes El can accept Mayra, to accompany El at every step and to always be by your side in every circumstance.

Thank you for being my mom's best son, also for being able to release my mom sincerely in the end.

Kiss your mother with love, for my dear Eagle, my Son.]

Nindya folded the paper and stored it back into the closet with a bitter feeling. Is it guilty for example that he kept the Eagle away from Mayra?

Oh my God, Nindya is too fragile and doesn't have the courage to hurt the kind-hearted Mayra. Mayra who loves the Eagle in silence and patience, Mayra who is expected to accompany the Eagle in the future. Nindya was unable to hurt Mayra, let alone ignore the message of the woman who gave birth to the Eagle. She's a woman too.

Nindya picks up a pair of specially ordered clothes to attend her cousin's wedding, removes Daniel's property and packs only hers.

Daniel was not willing to go to Semarang, and Nindya was also lazy to see her fiance after a long debate about her pregnancy.

Daniel may be determined to marry her on condition, but Nindya is also more stubborn to keep her pregnancy. Married or not to Daniel is finally no longer important, Nindya just wants her son born safe, with or without a father.

Nindya glanced at her cell phone that kept ringing, Eagle tried to contact from since noon, and Nindya ignored him in order to calm her heart.

The next twenty minutes, Nindya was ready with her bags and supplies. He wanted to spill the weight of his heart on his mother as soon as possible, telling her what it was about the difficult situation she was facing.

After reaching for the key, Nindya prepared to leave the house. However, his countenance was instantly shocked as the Eagle stood before the door with an unfriendly, half-angry face.

"Els? Since when are you here?" ask Nindya parau.

"Since then" replied the cold Eagle.

"I didn't hear you knock on the door!"

"I called something that was always near you from noon, shouldn't you hear your phone ringing?"

"A-ku ..," said Nindya disconnected, busy looking for the right reason to answer the Eagle's question. The sadness returned until tears almost spread.

Nindya knew very well, the best way for women to stay away from aggressive youth like the Eagle is to run away and avoid. But ...he obviously didn't make it on the first try.

"I'll take you home to Semarang!" said Eagle without further ado. His eyes sharply brazed the sad face of Nindya who had difficulty rejecting his presence.

"El …." Nindya came closer with great hesitation, confused by the feelings and attitudes she had to show. Her tears were unstoppable.

"No, no. .. You can't cry!" The eagle greeted swiftly, embracing her in a warm and possessive embrace, until Nindya's two hands had the courage to retaliate. Circling his waist and resting his forehead on the chest of the Eagle, in a sob that was difficult to hold.

The eagle could not ignore Nindya who did not pick up her phone, her feelings were not free without hearing the news of her guidance counselor. Especially this afternoon Nindya left campus with Daniel.

The young man even left the family arisan event that was still going on to ensure the state of Nindya. Flirt with his father at all costs in order to meet the woman he began to love.

"Thanks is here!" nindya said getting a hug. Relieved, but also wounded.

"I'm worried about you, Lecturer Ma'am!" said the gentle Eagle while kissing the top of Nindya's head.

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