Bad Boy In The Good Boy
Remembering the Beautiful Past

"Mas, how are you there right now?, I miss you mas, even though I know, surely you are out there never feel the longing for me, I do not, even though you left me and Cakra for so long, not giving me a living, not even divorcing me, but for me, you are still my husband, even according to religion, we are not a couple anymore, because you have 10 years left us just like that, never again give a living, I still love you mas, although in your heart it is no longer my name that is the queen, but the name Aislinn Rafita, surely Aislinn is very interesting in your eyes, until you have the heart to leave your own wife and children to be with other flowers that are more interesting than me, I know kok mas, I am no longer attractive in your eyes, I am, because you always meet me in the same roof, well make you want to find another woman who is much more beautiful, and certainly more interesting than me, I accept mas, I want to see her, I received all your treatment to me, but why, your biological child, your own flesh blood should also taste the bitter mas?" kiara asked Octavia Cakra's mother to shed tears staring at their family photo when her husband Justin Aquilla was still with them.

"I still love you mas, come back mas, if not for me, then come back for Cakra Rayyanza, your own flesh blood, he needs you mas, he needs the role of a father mas, he needs the role of a father, you hurt her heart when the other kids were playing, at 12, she had to watch her dad leave her and prefer to be with another woman" kiara said crying as she stared at their family photos.

Kiara took a photo album in her closet. Kiara opened one by one the photo sheets.

On the first sheet there is a photo of Justin her husband reading the ijab qobul in front of the penghulu and the witnesses.

Kiara still remembers clearly, the time when Justin said the qobul ijab out loud and with a single breath

"I accept Kiara Octavia's marriage with the dowry paid in cash" Justin said loudly in front of the penghulu and witnesses.

"How are the witnesses?, legitimate?" asked Penghulu looking at the witnesses and wedding guests.

"Well... !" said witnesses and guests compact invitation.

Everything felt so sweet and stuck in Kiara's memory. He also still remembers all the promises Justin made during his courtship. All the promises Justin made were still locked and neatly arranged in his memory. Kiara who remembered all her happy past smiled but her tears still continued to flow like an endless sea.

In the next sheet there are photos of them after the marriage contract. There is a photo of Justin bending his knees in front of him just to pair their wedding ring. Justin kissed the back of Kiara's hand and Kiara shed her happy tears. The photos after their marriage contract are very sweet and happy. The marriage he had yearned for and the harmonious household ended up fracturing only due to Aislinn's presence as the third person in his household.

In the last few sheets, there are photos of them when they are still friendly. Kiara and Justin had never dated before, they were only friends for a few months and then Justin proposed to Kiara.

"I think if by the ta'aruf line, I can get a man who really loves me sincerely, can accept all my shortcomings and never look for happiness with other women out there, but it turns out that I chose the wrong man, I mistakenly thought that by going through the courtship line, I would get a partner for a lifetime, but it turns out, he was tempted by the beauty of other women, he was tempted by the beauty of other women, he forgot the promise he had made in front of the ruler and the witnesses, and even forgot his promise of his own flesh and blood, mas, I never hated you because I loved you until I decided to marry you, but why do you hurt your own flesh and blood?, back mas, I beg you, please, back for your child Cakra Rayyanza" said Kiara crying as she stared at Justin's picture and hugged the picture frame to treat her longing for the man she still loved so much.

Elsewhere, Justin who was speeding the scene with Demelza suddenly felt pain in his heart. He held onto his chest which was very painful.

"Why did my heart suddenly hurt?, why did it suddenly swipe like this huh?, what's the matter exactly?" justin wondered.

"Mas" called Nia who noticed it.

Justin did not answer Nia's call and was still thinking about what was really going on, why he suddenly felt short of breath.

"Mas, what the hell are you doing?" tanya Nia patted the shoulder of Justin who was dumbstruck.

"What dear?" justin asked surprised.

"Mas why the hell?, daritadi I'm ajakin talking how to just say, mas why? I'm sick, huh?" ask Nia.

"Akh that.!, kirain what dear, mas is okay, yes have come again" said Justin.

Kiara slammed the picture frame she had been hugging, shouted hysterically and ruffled her room, to break the glass in her room.

"ACH!" justin shouted, feeling very short of breath.

"Don't know baby, it was suddenly like I couldn't breathe that way" Justin said.

"Hm, tell me you're good, right?" said Nia grinningly raising her eyebrows.

"Dear, I'm serious, like a really bad moment" Justin said.

"We go to the hospital, I'm afraid you're okay" said Nia.

"Don't be a pity, at least tomorrow morning has pain" said Justin smiling.

"Yes, then you go to sleep, baby, rest, will I get you a drink, baby?" ask Nia.

"May you be a darling" said Justin nodding.

Nia goes to the kitchen to get a glass of water for Justin.

"It's me why is it?, not usually deh kayak gini, it's a long time not like gini, the last time was after my wedding day with Aislinn, why like gini again?, Kiara?, kiara?, does it have anything to do with Kiara?, AKH...!, why do I think of her?, it doesn't really matter" Justin said slowly.

"But my son with Kiara how?, surely my son Cakra is now as big as Clarissa Aislinn's son" said Justin smiling and tearful.

Justin was married to Aislinn when Aislinn already had a child, Clarissa Edlyn, and since they were married, they were never given children, every Aislinn pregnant always miscarried.

"Cakra, papah kangen same you son, if only we could meet for a moment to just let go of the existing longing" said Justin shed tears.

"Mas, here's the drink" said Nia giving a glass of water.

"Why cry?" ask Nia.

"No cry baby, just put in the dust so painful, so water my eyes" said Justin smiling.

"Oh that" said Nia.

"Dear, thank you, baby, have a drink" Justin said smilingly stroking the head of Nia.

"Yes, you're the same" said Nia smiling.

"Yes already want to sleep, baby, you sleep too late at night" said Justin smiling stroking the head of Nia.

"Yes mas" said Nia smiling and immediately closed her eyes.

Justin could not sleep, he immediately thought of the good times when he was still with Kiara and his baby, Cakra Rayyanza. His tears kept flowing, he kept forcing his eyes to shut, but his tears kept dripping, until finally his eyes closed but with tears still flowing.