Bad Boy In The Good Boy
Why do They Feel so Afraid of Losing the Cakra?

"Mas, why is it that lately I think I feel that we will not be this close again" said Clarissa with a sad facial expression.

"Well?, you mean that I'm going to leave you?" ask Cakra.

"That's why but I feel like it's a mas" said Davira.

"Mas, don't stay with me" said Clarissa holding Cakra's hand.

"Yes, but what makes you anxious like this?" ask Cakra.

"Even night I dreamed you left me, but not with another woman, but our world is different" Davira said.

"Huh?, died you mean?, you dream I died that way?" ask Cakra.

"Hm, yes mas, last night I dreamt you crash kept dying in the hospital" Clarissa said.

"The fate of love or death has been arranged by the best life scenario writer, Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala, if I am gone, who died only my body, not my heart. If you don't believe me, you just ask your heart, do I ever go from there?, if you miss me later, look up at the night sky, if it's a star or a very bright moon, believe me if there I miss you a lot too, even if you can't see me, but that doesn't mean I never feel your longing. Smile when you look up at the night sky, so that I can be happy because I feel your smile, from where I am, believe me if you smile looking at the night sky you become calm, you become calm, it's actually that you've felt my happiness there, when you see you smile, but I don't want to promise to never leave you, because if my body dies, the pain will be deep and long lasting, but I believe that if we are meant to be together, there is always a way that will unite us again, if the separation comes later, Allah Subhanahu Wata'ala knows better everything that is best for us, do not be afraid, because the reflection of the shadow in the mirror, will not be much different from the original, what distinguishes only stains or dirt attached to the mirror, just like a soul mate. Men and women who have been destined to be together there will be no difference that is too significant. Whether it's like the reflection of a mirror and the dirty or the ugly nature of a stain or dirt that sticks to that mirror, you understand what I mean, right?" ask Cakra Rayyanza.

"Yes, I understand" said Clarissa, smiling, but her eyes could not lie, she was still terrified.

"Udah yes, you do not ovt continue to dong, smile" said Cakra smiling and holding Clarissa's hand.

"Yes" Clarissa smiled.

Turning to Ruri Sambara, in her residence Ruri felt something strange, she felt like she was very afraid of losing the Rayyanza chakra.

"Why suddenly I feel bad, as Cakra's mind continues, what's the matter?, I'll call you" said Ruri.

"There's a call from Ruri" Cakra said.

"Yes, pick it up first" Clarissa smiled.

Cakra walked away from Clarissa to pick up Ruri's phone.

"Assalamualaikum Cak" said Ruri.

"Wa'alaikumsalam Rur, what's wrong?" ask Cakra.

"Lu how's it going?, healthy right?" ask Ruri.

"It's healthy, really tumben lu nanyain news gw" said Cakra.

"Akh, have we not been together for a long time now, uh tomorrow to gather yuk, how?, later I will ajakin the Kay same as Evan as well" said Ruri.

"Can, but what time is it?" ask Ruri.

"How late?, after the Ashar prayer, we meet in an ordinary place, or later we go to your house?" ask Ruri.

"When do I go to my house?" ask Cakra.

"Yes that time you do not dare to tell your nyokap again, later let us say it" said Ruri.

"It's up to me to be free" said Cakra.

"Yes tomorrow afternoon out ashar, I, Kay, same Evan to your house deh" said Ruri.

"OK" said Cakra.

"Assalamualaikum" said Ruri.

"Wa'alaikumsalam" said Cakra.

Ruri turned off her phone call.

"Guys, tomorrow we run out ashar to the house of Cakra, gathering so much, we have not been gathering again" WhatsApp notification from Ruri in their WhatsApp group.

"OK ready" replied Evan.

"OK" replied Kay.

"Meet me at the cafe, someone wants to talk to you" WhatsApp notification from Ruri for Evan and Kay.

"OK" replied Evan.

"OK" replied Kay.

"Eh you guys don't feel it anyway?, like not calm that, like that nyesek, but I don't know because what, you guys that is also not?, or because I'm already decrepit?, yes?, I don't think so" said Ruri.

"Eh, I don't know why you wake up so calm my heart is not calm, I try to follow the advice of Cakra to read the Qur'an if our heart is not calm again, I just read it but somehow my chest is still nyesek aja" replied Evan.

"It's the same, I also swipe like the chest but don't know because what, have asthma also not gw, lungs no why can't ya nyesek?, when we had a heart attack, anyway?" ask Kay.

"Heh astagfirullahaladzim, call you Kay" said Ruri.

"Yes astagfirullahaladzim, but do not know why I think something will happen that, but I do not know what" said Kay.

"Hm, yes too, he said that suddenly swiping was a sign that there was one bad news that we would get, but what?, the compaction time really" said Evan.

"Husstt!, remember the word Cakra, can not suudzon, do not precede the destiny of God Subhana Wata'ala" said Ruri.

"Hm yes, continue this we why can compact-compact like gini jomponya?, time because of the age anyway, so one decrepit all nursing, is not funny" said Kay.

"Akh noisy nih aki-aki, diem napa, nanya mulu daritadi, we are confused especially you" said Evan.

Hm!.

Now it is clear that those who feel it are not only Ruri, not even Kay and Evan also feel it.

All of them could only guess what was really going to happen, until the three of them were compact to feel the same way.

"Oh gini, I have an idea" said Evan broke the silence.

"What's the idea?" ask Ruri.

"Try you ask Cakra he feels too or not, if he does too, it means most likely there is something going on between the four of us, so the four of us both feel the same way, how's it?" ask Evan.

"Hm, okay also your idea" said Ruri.

"Well, I said what, it's been a bit of wa si Cakra" said Evan.

"Assalamualaikum Cak, I want something like you" WhatsApp notification from Ruri.

"Wa'alaikumsalam Rur, what do you want?" ask Cakra.

"This, I, Evan, and Kay both feel something that makes us uncomfortable, like not calm so, nysek so chest, you fret too?" ask Ruri.

"Don't know why I also wake up feeling something different, like I feel so sad, but I don't know what it is, but I feel like I'm afraid I'm gonna lose you, kayak feels alone too" replied Cakra.

Ruri who read Cakra's chat immediately showed it to Evan and Kay with confused eyes. Evan and Kay were shocked and became more and more ovt.

"In the meantime, Cakra is very afraid of losing us, he continues to feel like he is alone, is it okay that something will happen to Cakra?" evan looked at his friends.

Ruri and Kay who heard the shock were shocked and silent for a moment.

"Don't say anything, positive thinking, just pray" said Ruri.

"Hm, yes" said Evan.

"Udah yuk back, I just want to say it doang anyway" said Ruri.

"OK" said Kay.

Ruri, Evan, and Kay leave the cafe.