Beautiful Wedding Imperfect
Towards...
I rubbed my lips with a tissue while piling up the dirty dishes that the family maid Ray Atala Wahyudin was trying to clean.
“So how's your family decision, Ray?” mama asked in a serious manner after dinner finished at half-eightpm.
Aunt Dewita poured warm tea from a ceramic teapot into the other cup arranged by the maid while smiling widely.
“You look like Risha, Rani. No patience!”
Om Ray snaps while sighing. His expression seemed to think hard in the midst of our wedding discussion which began to sniff out the scent of his preparations. Tension was seen on the face of Dhika, as was her father.
“Dhika condition is actually okay, Ra. Just... this, you know if you end the marriage why?” Om Ray grimaced widely while looking at me with an anxious expression.
I lowered my head while smiling shyly.
“He was not confident. Embarrassed. Fear less jos kept Risha disappointed.”
“Kok Risha is om! Not that time either, Risha people are shy!”
Mama closed her eyes hearing the statement before massaging her forehead with her head lowered.
“Not that problem doang, Ray. In a week's time, everyone is 70% ready%. The time of Dhika that is thought is only that. Akadnya dong, ijab process later he is ready!” mama protest while instead of staring at mas Dhika, the man grimaced amusedly near his father with a sigh.
“I'm obviously ready for the deal, Auntie. Nothing has changed from this heart. Just right, I'm embarrassed, afraid Risha disappointed again.”
“We talk about reality aja deh..” sahut mama straightforward. “All the calculations, the stages, it's clear. Now you two sit down, change the good story how!”
Dhika and I looked at each other. Bentar, this is what my mother meant we should talk about the matter openly?
I smiled while hiding behind my mom's shoulder. Crazy, the logic of parents is hard to guess.
“No need, Ma?” my whisper was very slow.
“Should dong rather than surprise you later!”
“Ih, shame. Look at his face.” Mama stared at the dhika mas who remained grinned.
“More shame nuptials or discussion for a while. It's big too. Nothing is taboo for you!” said emotional mom.
“Iya, Sha. Nothing is taboo for us. Chat it yuk both.” chattap mas Dhika.
Ray brushed his shoulder violently. “He was ashamed, this is you even shy!”
“Handering doang, Pa. Let's relax.”
“Udah there find a quiet place. Discussions until the new deal is here again.” said Om Ray seriously.
“Ke my room only if that, deserted.” seloroh mas Dhika who I answered with a snort.
“Ke rooftop. Ngadem.”
“Your torture, Ris.” complained to Dhika while shaking her head. While I immediately offered her an embrace, helping her stand up and breaking her down the stairs.
“Udah to answer, Sha. Our first night will be hard.”
I forced a smile on my face. True said mama this afternoon, the man who thought when married slalu lead to the lust of the world alone. It is not that happy to have reached this most important phase after various trials and trials come back and forth repeatedly.
“Means no discussion dong? Get off yuk.”
“You son, no-no, we stay upstairs. Dating!”
Sebel. Although our mission visions sometimes clash, the peak of my understanding of them has reached the understanding phase.
I returned to Dhika mas when his foot stepped on the stairs and opened the rooftop door.
Breezy night breeze, dhika sat on the rattan chair while I looked at half the moon while pondering for a while before turning around, looking at her with my dear eyes.
“N don't have to be the first night, right? Should it be that day too?” tanyaku.
Mas Dhika exhaled slowly.
“It doesn't actually have to be that night either, Sha. Depends on what it is. I'm just really embarrassed, Sha.”
“Then why?”
“Then can't make you happy.”
“That's doang?”
“Sama... You have never seen the former operation, right? Same shape of my feet now?” said mas Dhika while rolling sports pants. He showed me his worried feet.
“Then right, Ris. I'm lame!” said sad.
I smiled as I stroked his head like I was stroking the head of a boy complaining of sadness.
“Emang reasonable anyway you are embarrassed mas, only I do not think as far as you.” I sat next to him.
“I'm also ashamed to know and actually I just males our marriage is off and continues to be gossip mas, it's heavier anyway it feels, really males so many people talk.” I said honestly.
“But I also like you, later add thoughts. Ribet yes.”
Mas Dhika rested her head on my shoulder.
“This time, Sha. If you want to accept me like this, we can stay married. But I can't promise you many things now.” he said in a trembling voice as if he was really touching the blue of his mind.
“What matters is that you don't surrender, mas. Others are relaxed. People say mama many ways to go...” I said while smiling strangely until dhika frowned.
“Towards what, Sha? Towards Rome?” tanyanya sok lugu's.
I sighed while turning my face. Oh my God, there is no way I could have mentioned this afternoon's explanation that there are many paths to worldly pleasures... That's shameful.
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