Beautiful Wedding Imperfect
Apes

Five days after the reception. My world is full of significant changes. My room and my ears began to reconcile with all the Fast and Furious movie soundtracks from season 1 - 10 that were played repeatedly by Dhika mas. The pounding beat of a loud song lifted the spirits, also messing with the concentration of work that I began to sneak from home. While the struggle through the newlywed orientation period made me uneasy every night even though in the end I made peace with her hugs and kisses.

I opened the closet while listening to Dhika singing Wiz Khalifa feat Charlie Puth - See You Again without burden. He has sung the song five times in a day to accompany him to pursue his ideals that must turn right. No longer eager to become a professional racer who is increasingly famous, he wants to try to become a workshop and automotive business according to his likes and hobbies.

I said last night it's up to you that important passion. I'm not banning you, because I can't help you either.

Mas Dhika was just laughing while pointing my nose and pulling it. ”You help me pray, same help me, Sha. I assure you the spirit of 45 every day.”

Basic man, already married want to continue to have fun even though I also know for men making love is a hunger that must be filled. Just should understand dong bini still shy cat like this every spare time on the insistence

“I want to pack my clothes, we have been kicked out of this house. Asked to be independent.”

“Siap... would you like me to help?” asked Dhika while crawling towards me.

I lowered a pile of work clothes from the closet to the carpet. “No need, I all want to sort the ones that are not in use.” I said while lowering the pile of other clothes.

Mas Dhika observed my clothes stacked nearby carefully then frowned at me as she sat before him.

“Why mas?" ask me while pulling my shirt closest and frying it.

“It's good you take care of your own clothes, Sha. Many a lot, my dizziness. A lot of clothes for what?”

“Make in use, time in watch doang.”

Mas Dhika touched my clothes while shaking her head. ”Cabinets in a new house instantly full of your clothes, Sha-Sha. Ties of clothes later.”

“Halah mas-mas, later Risha bring the closet. Don't worry!” I folded my clothes and put them in the basket. Old clothes, loose in the collar even bolong in the armpit. I sorted it until it was over until Dhika fell asleep on the carpet.

I smiled as I lifted the basket out of the room. Mama still coffee in the family room while watching a movie.

“You're in laundry, Sha?”

“Gaklah, mommy love to Mbak Martini old Risha clothes.”

Mama looked behind me. “You sure you're moving house tomorrow?” ask your mother with a worried face.

“Be assured, I'm the same Dhika needs freedom!”

“Where's Dhika Cerus? Not looking for him to eat?”

I stared at the clock on the wall above the television. At ten fifteen. These hours usually he likes to go around the kitchen to make noodles or coffee.

“Udah sleeps him, Ma. Tired of thinking of side business.”

I took a packet of cassava chips in my mom's hand. “Risha take to room yes.”

Mama hissed while grabbing her crip again. “Sit here first, temenin mama bentar.”

“No, Ma. Many want me to settle in the room.”

“Ris-fr... Pli... Tomorrow I can't get to us.” Mom patted the empty sofa next to her. “Last child mama.”

I raise my hand and obey him rather than going anywhere later mama's mouth. And mama smiled after I grabbed her cassava chips under the dim light of the lamp.

“Udah to what extent are you equal Dhika, Sha?” asked the curious mama, even he was no longer interested in Hollywood films that revolve on television.

I chewed cassava chips with a mangkel until it made a kress-kress-kress sound quickly.

“To which Sha, mama want to know.” insist mom without shame.

I leaned in while looking around seriously and was worried so that the sensation of pranking mama up to the feather of his heart.

“To where, Sha?” ask mama slowly in my ear lobe.

I smiled while whispering softly.

“Until Jogja Semarang, Ma!” I said as I chanted away as my mother screamed in disbelief.

Mama called out to me while she held out her fist.

“Awas you, Risha!”

“Five days only at home kok asked where, indeed I was the same as Dhika to where! Hihi..” I grabbed the bad cover while covering the body of mas Dhika while sighing.

For a long time he did not wear shorts when he used to show off his stocky calf. Mas Dhika slalu hides her legs hanging behind sports trousers.

Shamelessly, I lowered my head closer to his face. I'm sure I'm the center of his world right now, the only thing he thinks about even when he doesn't touch me. But we can't have hot physical relationships like 40% fever, our physical relationships still feel awkward and full of logic.

My hands were outstretched, touching her cheeks and then her nose freely while trying to calm my heart that was pounding hard. The union of heart and breath and the urge to kiss her lips made me start to waver. My lips approached gently. With pure damba without post. I did not feel guilty when my tongue left a delicious trace on his masculine and uniquely scented lips.

“Risha..” His half-closed eyes were staring at me sharply. “Elo prefers secretly this way?” he said hoarse while putting his fingers in my hair.

I pulled my face while slapping her shoulders. “You will sleep, why wake up!” I said embarrassed and turned around.

Mas Dhika caressed my spine. “Gue likes your mouth.”

I closed my eyes and moaned, I was caught, my stomach was tight, the weather was suddenly hot. I tied my hair to form a ponytail.

“This is not a sign of more flexible surrender mas, I just..”.

Dhika sighed dramatically. ”Secretly wash away you, Sha!”

I had to gulp with difficulty and ask.

“Can't mas don't have to tease me?”

“I can't take a look at your face right now, Sha. It was so red.” his god while moving the tip of his fingers on my back formed a circle before he pulled my rubber bra.

I slapped his thigh with a carmel. “Udah deh mas, I was just like you. Not mean anything, so I give you a gift secretly!”

“Oh gitu.” said in a slower tone.

I grunt. It feels wrong again. And for the sake of fixing this embarrassing situation my hand stretched out to grab his hand slowly.

“Why, Sha?” tanyanya lazy. “You have disturbed my sleep now what do you want?”

“Gak so mas, no offense.”

“Jawab if it is.”

I played our wedding rings on her fingers. I started cooking, I started to be tempted. How many weeks will Dhika make it a mockery?

“I love you mas, I'm just trying to be a wife who can be invited to mingle.”

“Then see me dong, like who are you talking to? Demit?”

Oh my goodness, Dhika Wahyudin!

I clenched this hand while looking.

”I'm ashamed mas, I swear. Haha dong... Don't make Risha traumatized kiss you secretly.” lamented while pouting.

“Ntar can't be like that anymore if you're like me!”

Mas Dhika looked at me while smiling amusedly. Hopefully his mind that is not clear anymore does not ask for more. His chest expands and then deflates. Mas Dhika sighed. “Yes already, tonight I give.”

“Let's help me move to the mattress and keep sleeping again. I'm tired.”

Mas Dhika removed the bed cover from her body while sitting alone without my help.

“It's hard to sleep again, Sha. You aja.”

I nodded and without a second thought, my hand grabbed the bed cover while using it to cover my entire body on the bed.

I bite my lower lip tightly while clenching my hand.

“Apes really, again studying too. Ketauan.”

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