Because You've Changed
We Exist For You

Because for too long crying without realizing Kinara fell asleep while curled up on the mattress. He woke up when a call came in from his cell phone.

His eyes felt heavy and his head was dizzy instantly as he forced to get up.

He took his cell phone that kept ringing it and saw who had contacted him. When Kinara saw that the one who called her was her mother Kinara immediately hurriedly idle the call.

📞"Hallo Ma Assalamualaikum" said kinara once the call was picked up.

📞"Waalikumsalam Kinar. You when to pick up Feli nak, from earlier Feli has asked you to continue this" said Mama.

Kinara suddenly realized that she had just left her daughter to her Oma and Opa house this afternoon. Kinara glanced at the clock it was already 5pm.

📞"Sorry Ma Kinara fell asleep and forgot to pick up Feli. Sorry Ma this Kinara will pick up Feli now" said Kinara felt sorry.

📞"Mama actually does not papa if Feli long here even if nginep also not papa if Feli wants, but Feli does not want and nanyain you continue from earlier"

📞"Yes I'm picking up Feli now Ma. I'll close the phone first"

📞"Ehhhh wait a minute son, Mama want to ask, why is your voice hoarse like that nangis abis nangis? you're not papa, are you?" asked Kinara's mother because she felt something strange about her daughter's voice.

Kinara was a bit excited to hear her mother's question. There is no way Kinara would tell her Mama that she had just mergokin her husband cheating in the office this afternoon. Kinara did not want her parents to be shocked and burdened with her problems.

📞"The light will wake up again Ma, so yes his voice must be hoarse Ma" said kinara trying to cover up his lies.

📞"Because you're not papa?" ask her mother again to make sure.

📞"Yes Ma Kinar no papa. Now the phone lid raiser is yes Ma, so you can immediately pick up Feli" said Kinara trying to immediately cut the call.

📞"Yes son. If you are good yes, if there is anything you should not hesitate to ask Mama for help with Papa, inget we are your parents. We will try our best to help you if you have any more problems, son. Or just a friend to confide in you. Believe that we are always there for you"

Mama's words even more make Kinara shed her tears, but as much as possible in order to hold so that the sound of his sobbing is not heard by his mother. Kinara felt very lucky to have parents as good as the two of them.

📞" Yes Ma, thank you very much yes it is always there whenever Kinara need. Kinara, I love you guys so much"

📞"The same mom Papa will also always love you son. Anytime you need us will always be there for you. Don't feel alone just because you're married. Because forever you will remain our son"

📞" Yes Ma once again thanks Ma. assalamualaikum"

📞"Waalikumsalam"

Let Kinara be quiet first his own sadness first, until Kinara really knows what he has to do next.

But for now the most important thing is to pick Feli home first because his mother said that Feli had been looking for him from earlier.

Kinara rushed to change her clothes and immediately went to her parents' house to pick up her daughter. Don't let her daughter wait too long.

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The night was the same as usual. Her husband came home late again, even now Feli was asleep. In the past, when she did not know her husband cheated, Kinara would think positively and consider her husband's work a lot so she could not go home soon, but now kinara understood that the only reason why her husband often came home late because he was making out with his affair in the office earlier. Kinara rubbed the top of her daughter's head gently and fondly.

Kinara recalled her daughter's words before going to bed, telling her about her friend who was sad because her parents were about to split up.

Flashbacks

Feli who had been lying in bed and preparing to sleep suddenly told me about his friend who was sad lately.

"Mi, Feli wants to tell me about Feli's friends at school" said Feli.

"What's wrong with Temen Feli?" ask Kinara.

"So Gini Mi, Temen Feli at school there is a name Celine. He used to be very cheerful, likes to play also the same Feli same temen temen. But now she's turning quiet Mi. No longer want to play with Feli same temen temen, two likes alone aja Mi" said Feli told a story.

"Continue Feli nanya not the same temen Feli why now so moody?" asked Kinara and was immediately nodding his head back by Feli.

"Yes Mi, Feli asked him why you do not want to play again with Feli the same temen that" said Feli.

"Keep Celine answer what?" ask Kinara.

"Celine said that she was sad because she said her parents wanted a divorce and she couldn't stay with her dad anymore because she had to go with him, he also said he wanted to move out of school"

"Keep Celine how are you doing again, baby?" Kinara became interested in hearing her daughter's story because she also wanted to hear the children's opinions about separation. Because after all who will be the victim is the child itself so before making a decision Kinara wants to know how the mindset of the child responds to this problem.

"Said Celine also tuh Mi, if the family was good well there was no problem what. Continue to arrive, his parents often fight, every meeting always fight, always fight, celine was taken away from her home and her mother told her that they could not stay in the house anymore because Papa and Mama Celine were divorced. Celine was very sad because she had to separate from her father" said Feli, it is clear that the daughter also felt sad about what happened in her friend's family.

Even though children are small but do not think they do not know anything. Sometimes children can feel more sensitive feelings than adults.

"Feli, emmm Mami wants to ask Feli. If this is, if so, if someday Mami takes Feli out of this house and we buy a house for both of us how?" Tanya Kinara tried to find out her daughter's opinion of this dowry.