Because You've Changed
Let's Go Home

"Kinar, I want to talk to you seriously. But not here baby, we go home first yes, that's why I promise, I will explain everything as you love. I promise I will explain everything to you without anyone I cover again Kinar" said Arya wanted to take Kinara home first and she would explain everything she wanted to Kinara.

Arya was very sure no one would be covered up again. He'll tell her all he wants with Kinara. Because there was nothing she had to cover up anymore because Kinara also knew about her marriage and Sherly's pregnancy as well. But there was one thing that made him curious. That is, why Kinara could know about all this. Who told Kinara all this.

"Where do you mean? this is my home, and that home you mean go back to which other house. I no longer have a house other than this house after you knowingly have been wishing me even you to remarry the woman without speaking or asking permission from me first?" kinara said unconsciously to wash away her tears. Really Kinara was tired actually whiny like this. She wanted to hold back her tears and not cry for her fate especially in front of her husband who br*this br. But again, her tears were dripping down without her being able to prevent it.

Arya stretched out her hand wanting to wipe away her tears Kinara was rushing from those beautiful eyes. But Arya's hand only hangs because Kinara keeps her face away from Arya's hand who wants to wipe away her tears. Kinara was disgusted to come into contact with a hand that she must have made to touch another woman. Just imagining Arya touching her honey with that hand made Kinara sickened and shudder in disgust.

Arya pulled again the hand that had not reached Kinara's face because Kinara avoided it. Arya sighed harshly looking at Kinara who did not want to be held by her.

"Kinara, I know I was wrong. I admit it was Kinar. But I beg of you, you are horrified first my explanation, horrified first my reason why I got to do all this kinara. Please let's go home first yeah, we're talking good. I want to solve our problems in our own home Kinar, not here, at your parents' house" said Arya still trying to bring Kinara home.

"I emphasize there you are, if I will not return to that house until anytime mas, it is no longer home for me because there is no comfort there. After all who knows if you will also invite your new wife to stay in the house" said Kinara full of pressure.

"Geez Kinara,,,,,, I wasn't that crazy until I asked Sherly to stay at our Kinara home. It will always be our home Kinara. So come on, let's go home yeah" Arya answered already starting to get frustrated. His head throbbed not only because of the problem, but also because of the punch of his father-in-law who even though he looked old but his strength was also still great especially because of anger.

"You know, I told you I don't want to come back to that house. Whether it's your new wife or not, I won't be with you anymore. If you're here just to bring me back, you better go home, wait for a letter from the religious court and we'll talk there if you don't want to talk here" said Kinara who was tired of heart and tired of mind because of Arya.

And now he gives Arya a chance to talk well about her divorce but Arya even kekeh wants to invite herself home to the new house this morning she stayed. The house that no longer wanted to be stepped on the floor by Kinara.

"Cinara! we still haven't spoken anything and you already want to give me a religious court letter. Let's talk about Kinara. I explain first there you, do not play as long as you take a unilateral decision like this Kinara. Remember Kinara, among us there is Feli Kinar, do you not think before making a decision huh! You do not think about how the future of Feli if his parents until separated kinar! So throw away your thoughts earlier kinar! You are again Kinara's emotions, do not make your own decisions" said Arya immediately boarded apitam because Kinara mentioned about the religious court. Arya even directly stood up from the seat of her emotional ranking.

"I'm no longer an emotion for a moment, I thought it was ripe. I've always thought about Feli's future. I also want the best for Feli mas, and I'm sure Feli will not be happy if this broken family is forced to stay because of him. What if Feli is even traumatized by marriage and hates this relationship because his parents who can not be together but still forced. It would just be a toxic mas relationship. What if Feli blames himself when he grows up when he finds out that his mother is continuing a marriage that has become hell just because she is a child. I've always thought about Feli all this time" said Kinara, standing up from her seat.

"You know not when I know you cheated on me! you know what? you think I just found out yesterday about your affair. I've known about your rotten relationship with that woman for two months!" kinara continued with stifling emotions. Imagine Arya who makes out with her affair in her study room again dancing nari in front of her.

While Arya was flabbergasted to hear Kinara's words earlier. He thought Kinara didn't know about her affair with Sherly all along. But Kinara was if she had known about it two months ago. Already besides that but Kinara still said nothing to him. Arya finds it hard to convince Kinara tonight.

"Ka,,, you, when did you know all that Kinar? why do you keep quiet after knowing all about Kinara?" arya said she no longer knew what to say.

"I changed my appearance just for your sake mas, I turned more attractive in the hope that you could forget your cheating and come back to me and Feli again mas. I almost every lunch time always come to your office so that you are not alone with the woman. You realize why I have to work hard on my own, struggling to maintain our own marriage mas? I did all that for Feli mas. I also don't want Feli to have a messy family. I've been trying all I can and all I can all this time. But what is your reply? you're still in touch with that woman behind me and her body-oh I just believe that what I'm doing can get you back to our little family"

"I never thought once that it turns out that your relationship and your affair has gone that far until finally she got pregnant and you married her without my permission. You've done polygamy in silence! Already mas. I give up now, I can no longer be with someone who has divided his heart and body to another woman"

"Cinara. I'm sorry Kinara. I, I don't know if you've known about my relationship with Sherly. I am Khilaf Kinar, I know I made big mistakes that might even be hard to forgive. But I beg Kinara, I beg you to understand my position Kinara. I'm in a difficult position too. I couldn't have left her when she was pregnant with my son Kinara. I beg you to give me another chance Kinara. I promise to be the husband you'll always be fair to each other. Even I promise I'll give you and Feli more priority than Sherly and Sherly have already agreed to that. So I beg Kinara, I beg you please help us go home. We're back as before. We open a new page at our wedding Kinara" said Arya grabbing Kinara's hand and holding it tight.

Kinara quickly took off the hand, but Arya clasped Kinara's hand as if she didn't want Kinara to take Kinara off.

"Take off, let go of my hand. I'm not touching you again. I don't want to be touched by a man's feet touching another woman's body. And I won't come back with you?" said kinara while trying to take off the hand. And when the hand held it detached Kinara immediately retreated and searched for a safe distance from Arya.

"Better you leave here mas, I will not return with you until anytime. I'll stick to my original decision and I hope you agree with that. But remember, whether you agree or not, I will continue my plan to separate from you. You better go and go home to your new wife and your future child" Kinara said. Kinara was right to be one hundred percent sure of the decision he had taken at this moment. Two will not falter anymore.

"Kinara, you're ja-"

"Please get out of here. Before I forget that you are Feli's Papa and call papa to get you out of here!" drive Kinara.

Huftt.......

"Well I'll go home first Kinara. But you have to remember, I just went home to give you time to think again. I'll come back here again when you've been thinking clearly and not controlled by anger anymore" said Arya.

"I won't change my mind. Now you get out of here!"

"Remember Kinara, I'll come back here and pick you up and Feli back to our house" Arya said and left her in-laws' house.

Kinara did not respond to Arya's words just now. He walks towards the door after he hears Arya's car engine running. Kinara then rushed to close the door and locked it. After locking the door, Kinara immediately sat down limp in front of the door. Kinara really felt tired, Kinara felt weak even though she had no power to support her body. Kinara cried out sobbing spilling her pain. It turns out that it hurts even though it was only a visit with Arya.

Kinara also hated herself who was so crybaby and fragile. Kinara wants to be a strong and strong woman, but even though Kinara has tried it, it is still a whiny woman who continues to cry for her wedding.