Because You've Changed
Rollercoasters
"Abian,,,,,,,, if you ease pity and b sympathy with my problems, then you better just go. I don't need to be pitied by Abian" Kinara said tearfully. He did not want others to sympathize with his problem and pity him. Indeed Kinara was feeling devastated and down at the moment, but he did not want any outsiders to pity him.
"Not Kinar, I am not feeling sorry or just sympathizing with you Kinar, I just want to be your friend at any moment. I want to be your reinforcement, I want to be your back when you're a fragile Kinar" Abian said gently grasping Kinara's hands.
"But Abian,,,,,,,,,,,,"
"Suutttt,,,,,,,,,, nothing but tapi, this is my decision. I will be with you and give you support. Please flutter, please don't close your heart. Try to share and let out all the suffering in your heart, it will make you feel a little relieved. And I'm here very and want to be your place of diversity" said Abian softly.
Throw away the tears of Kinara that he had tried to hold back. Abian was right, after all she was just a fragile woman. As hard as he tried, but in fact Kinara felt the need for someone as a backup and support.
Abian who saw Kinara crying without many words instantly drowned Kinara in her arms, without speaking she stroked Kinara's hair and stroked the trembling back. She let Kinara cry and let out her sorrow. For Abian it is better to let out sadness than in the pendam and even rot in the heart.
After Kinara's crying subsided, Abian brought Kinara into the car and immediately drove forward. Because Kinara was silent and did not say where to go, Abian took the initiative to bring Kinara to a place that Abian thought could eliminate sadness. A place full of excitement.
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"Why are we here, Abian?" asked Kinara in confusion because Abian had taken her to the playground instead.
"Of course to raise some rides game, what else is it for?" said Abian pulled Kinara's hand closer to the rollercoaster ride.
"But Abian, I don't want to do anything, anyway I'm too old to ride the game" Kinara said frustratedly. He felt strange if he had to ride the game rides when he was an adult can even be said that he was a mother.
"Who are you old, listen our Kinara is not old but mature, remember mature! there is no prohibition for adults to ride a game like this. And also our face is Beby face tau. Those who look at us must think we're a teenage couple dating" Abian's seemingly naggy answer made Kinara laugh. And Abian immediately smiled broadly to see his heart was laughing after his cry earlier.
"Abian, Abian. They are not myopic until there are people who will think that we are teenagers. ha ha ha ha" Kinara said with a laugh.
"Whatever's important let's go up"
"Abian,,,,,,," Kinara remained silent and did not want to leave.
Abian sighed as he looked at Kinara who was still reluctant to move. This woman is also quite difficult. Abian said in his heart.
And finally Kinara agreed to the idea of Abian to ride the b how many extreme rides in the amusement park.
Kinara did as Abian had said. She screamed even cursing at her husband in a loud voice. And when he finished riding the ride Kinara felt his hunting breath and puffing, but in his chest felt more plump and relieved. True said Abian earlier, at least he could momentarily vent his emotions in this way.
Now it's even Kinara's turn to be addicted to trying to ride other rides again and again. Indeed, after Kinara's college two never rode rides like this again. Although sometimes two and her husband also go to the playground like this, but they came to that place just to please Feli and at all he never rode a ride like this.
Although Abian himself already felt dizzy and tired, but for the sake of seeing his puja smile, Abian was willing to do it.
'Mabok mabok dah, come home from here kliengan my head' muttered Abian when he saw Kinara who constantly took him on extreme rides.
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On the other hand, in the residence of Kinara's parents. It looks like Mr. Bagus and Bu Laras are sitting in the living room while talking about something quite serious. Evidently from the wrinkles on the faces of the two parents who were getting more and more and the weight of their breath.
"If according to Mama, Kinara must be having problems with Pa with Arya" said where Laras while sighing heavily.
"Yes, papa also feels that something is wrong with them both ma" replied papa Bagus chimed in.
"Actually my mom has been feeling bad since a few months ago when Kinara forgot to pick up Feli, but when she asked Kinara instead said that she was okay. And yesterday when Arya didn't come to Kinara's show while the rest of the family could come where so it's getting weird with them. Although busy whatever it is, but at least two can leave a little time to just follow when the work is done. Especially yesterday was Sunday, cook Sunday he was still busy all day even until the afternoon is still not visible stem of his nose" complained where Laras. Yesterday he did say it was okay but it was only so that his daughter and the irony did not feel condolent or bad.
"I guess just pray Ma, so that their household is good and always protected from all storms and severe trials" said Papa Bagus.
"If it is certainly pa, sldu faithful to her mama there must be hope that the household of the daughter of the mother is always protected by God. But Mama is also afraid pa, Nama is afraid that this is not a small problem pa. There must have been a big problem until Kinara asked Feli to stay here last night. Mama's feelings are always upset and unsettled pa, Mama always thinks of our child" said mama Laras sad.
"Ma, as parents, we should not interfere too much in the household affairs of our children, If they need guidance, advice and help we are obliged to help. But while they still have not told us their problems, maybe they are still able and able to overcome their own problems" said papa Bagus sage.
Two also worried about his daughter's household that seemed to be not okay, but he also believed that his daughter was an adult and could make the best decision and find the best solution of her problem.