
I laid myself in my mother's room. My meeting with Selin and Papa found an agreement, that I should be engaged first, with Selin. Thinking about it, it really made me dizzy,
why is everything so complicated like this ! If time could be repeated. I will never do something I will regret in the end. Selin is the perfect image of a woman. He was created flawless, all that is in him, making the people around him as if hypnotized by his perfection.
I was so happy when I knew he wanted to accept me as more than just a friend, it was true that the perfection of the selin figure at that time made me feel inferior. Moreover, when I have to compete with charismatic figures with wealth far above me. I think everyone will agree if the present Age is a treasure above all else. But when Selin accepted me among the choices I thought were impossible for me, to win Selin's heart. My gaze on the figure of the Beautiful girl changed. He is a proof that love does not look at treasure. Selin was able to sedate me with a million charms.
But now ! Everything looked different, looking at him no longer made me feel the thunderous pulsation in the chest.the magnet seemed to disappear . Everything looks bland. No he hasn't changed, his charm is still the same. He did not wither when I snatched away the most precious thing in him. Only, This taste has shifted in place .
I know, I shouldn't have thought this shit .But in reality, Selin was no longer able to make me feel at home for a long time by his side.
Is this about Meyra ! ah yes . Meyra, how's that woman doing ? I rushed to get Hp and tried to contact him, and unfortunately my number is still blocked by the woman.
" The Den ! There's Den Roby in front of "
The voice of mbok Jum, shifted my focus. Pulabaya woman who has long served in this house as the maid, looked at me concerned.
" From earlier mbok calling in front of the door Aden did not answer. hence mbok enter ! Den Kevin is okay ? want some pijitin ? "
I shook my head in response. Me and Mbok Jum are very close. Even more than the closeness to the mother Almarhumah.relax all the muscles of my body, then stand right in front of mbok Jum.
" Send me here mbok. Roby is . Kevin's not okay mbok. don't worry.."
I said as I touched her shoulder, trying to convince her.
Mbok jum seemed to nod in understanding and soon passed.
***
I decided to take Roby to sit in the balcony of my mother's room, coincidentally her position is right above the pool . Mom once said, He chose a design like this, because he could plunge into the pool at any time if he felt like swimming.
At that time I just smiled at my answer. in fact it was just a silly reason that mother threw, because I never saw mother, plunged into the pool like I said. I even shuddered in horror if indeed the mother did, considering her height which reached 12 meters ,huffhhh.
There are two mini chairs on this balcony, with a small round table that is the divider. Roby sat down and seemed to be enjoying the cigarette tucked away on his lips,
"Have you met Meyra ? "
" not yet ? "
Yeah right, I haven't seen Meyra since the hot night we had. Especially about the WA Message I sent her, making me even embarrassed to show myself in front of Meyra.
" I think our relationship will only get here, Rob ! I'll be with Selin in the near future.."
" Even though you like Meyra ? "
Roby looked at me, somehow hearing that word from Roby's mouth made me think. Do I really like Meyra ?
" I don't even know what to answer ! If only I liked Selin ! How ? "
Roby looks mangut-mangut , ," Yes the hell ! I do not accept that until Lo dumped Selin . proverb once said, the man is like a knife, the sharpened the sharper. And a woman like cotton, once stained, will wear forever.it will not be fair to Selin, when Lo has made that stain and Lo lives that way. ."
I smiled, which man is not hurt if the woman he likes chooses another man and is hurt by his choice. Roby liked Selin long before her introduction to me. I was quite amazed by the spaciousness of her heart when she found out Selin liked me and even we were in a relationship more than just friends.
" my expectations, Lo will not bend me and make me satar unconscious know not ? "
" I'm also surprised . ." Roby chuckles
" But honestly, I feel guilty too. Why was that night I invited Riri to Elo ! "
Roby looks pensive , as if his mind is now floating somewhere .
" Yes too, mentang - about me marahan same Selin . You even trap me with Heaven World hahaha "
Roby laughed, as if our behavior was ridiculous.
" Because that Lo have to spend money 70 million. terrible not that ckckk "
My mind floated that night. The first night of my meeting with Meyra .
" Eh but her name is actually Meyra or Riri anyway ? "
" His name is Meyra, because she doesn't want to use her real name while working at a nightclub, so use Riri's name"
" diclub night work ! "
I stared at the relaxed-looking Roby "Lo sure He doesn't work plus plus ? "
" No ! if I had 50 million dollars that night, the girl I would not give to elo . I set up myself "
" think Meyra, how do I feel funny, Rob ? What are the advantages until Selin Position can be slammed the same Widow. Semok no, tall no. But why ? "
when I seriously thought about the reason, Roby's hand shook my head, "maybe the serve ! "
Roby sniffed his shoulders, "only Lo knows the answer "
hhhhh...
roby's words brought me back to my hot night with Meyra. Meyra's treatment and her aggressive attitude really drugged me. Shit ! my maleness soul even churned to remember it.
Maybe it's true if that's what makes me curious and opiate about his figure. I'm even Doubtful, it's Likes or just Belaka lust.
We are just as busy with our minds.
Until Roby's loud Hp ring breaks the silence.
Roby was surprised to see who was calling. Then he retreated away, it appeared he was just a beard, in response. I don't know what I know is a voice call, but Roby acted as if his opponent could see his behavior. Roby's an absurdity, I don't even know why I can be friends with Roby's model man. She can be cruel and gentle as a baby at the same time.
" You're not going to be pimping anymore, are you ? or sell yourself again "
to Brondong Roby with consecutive questions. Roby is actually a rich man's son, maybe even his wealth exceeds my family's wealth, but somehow, Roby is doing a profession that is clearly self-harming.
" I've already taken a break, Rob.."
" Good if Lo penitentian.al anyan Lo is not a type of kissin. kok even work that Lo choose !"
Roby whines "that's his name Vin's man instinct. His brain is not far from women and************ wkwkkwkwk "