Bedmate
Chapter 20

Meyra POV's

I've been here a month, in my hometown. The place I was born.

Selin's departure due to an accident also made my mother sad, Mother had forbidden me to go home because of debt installments. But I explained if both Selin's parents had just cashed in the debt.

Mother understood, but asked me to think again if I have to continue here without income.

I know mother's worries, actually my intentions have now changed. I just want to be a farmer, manage my Dad's coffee garden and Of course I can continue to be with my two sons, imagining being far away from them makes me feel heavy !

" Mey, when do you want to wander again ? I didn't mean to nge you. But honestly Mey, your presence here makes me anxious.."

We're enjoying a TV show right now, the TV I just bought yesterday . Good kept telling me about his frustration with the neighbor, who always turned off his TV when his favorite cartoon was just beginning. As a mother, I feel very good. I still have money to buy a TV. My family is this poor ! I don't know, before Dendi left me. Our lives are very happy, despite all the shortcomings.

Being a farmer may look luxurious, especially in our village the majority of the population is coffee farmers. But the price of the collector or Toke . Very far from the price in the city.

Our area also does not have a factory that is able to manage coffee beans. Therefore, the price is not comparable, especially coffee is harvested only once a year with the harvest period, up to three months.

" Mey... You're horrifying mom, right ? ", Mom pulled on my arm, chewing cassava chips as a snack

I'm a crybaby, actually this isn't the first time Mom's been talking about this ! Not impolite, but seeing the past events . This conversation will end with Mother's anger.

" What the hell did Mom do that ? honestly Mom, Mey can't yet if you have to start again at the monitor. What if , luck is no longer on my side ? I can't if I have to go far away from my kids, Mom "

" Mey, I'm fucking hot you know! People say you sell yourself. Especially now that your skin is pure white. You're a pretty caving son ABG know not "

" Son of Bangkotan I mean hahahaha "

I was actually asked directly by my neighbors about my work. But yes, the name is also accommodated . Must be thick ears .. hhhhh

" What's important is that you know and believe that what they're accusing of is not true! I've been beautiful since the first Mom. No Mother's Son . The weather in the city and the village is different. Make white and kinclong ",

I look upset, Again !

" If you want to be a farmer like you said, then your beauty will disappear ! "

Now I'm the one who thinks Mom's playing me,

" Yes Good dong Bu! Actually, Mom was afraid my beauty was missing ? Or because Mr Dirga who came to propose to me yesterday ? ",A,

Mom lowered. " You don't know Mr. Dirga Mey. What if he's desperate.."

" How close is Mom ? "

" Anyway It's Mey !"

I was gaping in disbelief, because of this problem . Mother until she raised her voice . He now appears to be heading to the kitchen, Strange sounds are heard . Is Mom angry ?

yesterday indeed I saw if Mr. Dirga to the House happened to be accompanying Good to buy snacks Meatballs. Mr. Dirga is indeed a New person in this village. Desas desus who sounded he was a retired Army.The arrival of Mr. Dirga said Mother wanted to propose to me. made me his third wife..

Honestly, I want to laugh, but my expression was frightened because of Mr. Dirga's request yesterday.

hhuhh Turns out to be a widow It's hard. It was imagined by me how hard it was for Mom to support me first. Grandma was gone when Dad died.

The smell of fried bananas came out of the kitchen. Last morning I cut down a banana on the Side of the House . There are two combs that look yellowing beautiful, my intention is to eat directly, uh first Mom.

" How to fry the ma'am ? ", I approached him, staring at the plate of fried bananas that had been Mateng, on the table !

" This is a banana with Mey. You don't know anything about bananas "

I smiled "Yes I know Buk. But it's still delicious if eaten directly ",

" hooh . Especially the same skin "

" Oh this banana peel can be eaten too Yes Grandma ? Rifki ask for one dong !" Rifki came and immediately intended to take a banana that had not been fried by his grandmother,

" maybe we are indeed descendants of gelo, kan nurun from grandmother hahahha "

And Mother immediately issued a mainstay style to her grandson. The tickling .. They seem to laugh together . I who had just been silent to the interaction of my firstborn and Mother, felt the warmth that spread in the heart. Rifki can always melt the atmosphere. Especially if the grandmother is angry.

" Mommy's calling !!!"

Good to see bringing Hp towards me, his face looks annoyed. Maybe because his preoccupation with playing games is disrupted.

" Someday Yes, later mama pinjami Nice again .okey ..'

" Yes dek. now mending eat fried bananas. later brother end up crying..." Rifki's voice tried to persuade her sister.

I deliberately looked for a comfortable place, because Yuli turned out to make a video call.

When I touched the Answer Button, Yuli looked on the screen. Yuli seems to be eating instant noodles with a work uniform that is still attached to her body. When his eyes were directed at HP, I hinted at him to finish his food first.

' Lo still likes instant noodles '

' We're one Hoby hehe '

I don't know why it all feels awkward. Since Selin's death, Yuli has been quieter and restricted her interactions with me.

' ..You're all right there ?'

I nodded in response. ' I'm sorry I'm mey, Selin's departure makes me feel guilty because it's like I'm on Lo's side. But I think yes, it's death That's Destiny. can't be delayed or prevented, no matter how forced we are..

You don't hate me, do you, Mey,,?,

'Gue understands Lo Yul's position. As close as we are . You must be closer to Selin, and I'm wrong here. I also apologize to Elo Yul !'

I can't stop my crying. Actually I can't bear to be reminded of the sins I've committed. But as bad as I am now, I still have a family..And they did help forget my sad little bit .

' Whoa come home Ortu Lo yul ? '

Yuli shook her head, her eyes glazed over. But then He showed me an Envelope on screen, an Envelope Selin gave me a month ago. I indeed entrusted him to Yuli to be returned to Aunt Rosa, with a letter of apology Surely. Being honest about having to deal directly with Selin's parents makes me feel even more guilty.

' Aunt Rosa said. This is Elo Mey's right. He also has no reason why Lo sampe is given a check this way ! .'

Yuli showed me a check with a hundred million' nominal, but Auntie said that Selin was a meticulous and careful type. If he wants to do something, then Auntie asked me to return this to Elo..'

' Wait ! The letter you gave me was it, same Auntie Rosa?', too ?',

Yuli shook her head in response to why Yul. How can you not be safe ?'

' Yes, I love you to Selin's parents. The letter doesn't mean to know. You can - usually make a letter that long and detailed.. You're wrong, but it's ..'

" Wrong Yes wrong Yuli. there is no tapi-tapnya ! I really think it's been to his people. Anyway I'm sassy anyway, Read the letter..!',

I'm really - really upset. Unconsciously screaming.

' Have you heard of a second chance, Mey ? You think that if God gives us misfortune, God must give wisdom behind it all. thankfully that letter I read. If not ! It could be Selin's parents hang and follow his son. They're sad again because horror stories are crazy...'

I'm silent now, I slightly justify Yuli's words. But still, my true soul doesn't want to be blamed.

' when will you get here Mey, Aunt Rosa nanyain Lo keep going! He didn't know that you were out . And I also don't know what else to say, as an excuse .

' What does Yul mean ?'

' Lo come back here ! We work together again. Consider this Elo's second chance. Lagian Kasian knows Selin's mother. When it comes to Lo, it's like she's Mey's spirit.. '

What should I do now ?

would it be bad if I came back and acted as if nothing had ever happened ?